... i'm still here...

2009-04-23T02:05:00.001+08:00

HEY!
i've shifted my blog to http://dashslash.wordpress.com/
do remember to change the links hor =]
weee! sleepy liao -.-

Change in look and all

2009-04-22T12:07:00.003+08:00

I'm thinking of changing my blog over to wordpress and start all over.
soon that is. i wonder how soon. maybe over this weekend.
alright. shall be it.

before i shift my blog somewhere else, i shall urge you all to go here.

Bridgetbelle - a blogshop belonging to my dearest sajiao jane.

Get some nice apparels there and i will be grateful to you, but i won't give u anything in return. haha. spread words around if you like it. no commission basis.

P/S: man. this blog is so damn outdated. look out for the change. soon.

the secret

2009-03-15T21:36:00.004+08:00

bro forced me to watch "the secret" with him today. it's not a movie, but a dvd filled with inspiriting, motivating talks from different professionals in the world. i didn't really finish the dvd because i'm sleepy. but okay, after watching it, i do feel that i shall be more positive so that i can have a easier, better life.

fri nite, i went over to IT fair and no.1's place for a overnight mahjong session which turned out to be more of chit chat and clip session. i actually didn't sleep at all as i was busying chatting with no.1 for the whole night. no.2, 4 and 5 still managed to catch some sleep. aniwae, sat was still with them. went for movie, 'Departures', badminton and meals. back to home for serious sleeping @ 10pm.

okay, the way i wrote this entry wasn't interesting. muahha.
aniwae, do catch the movie 'departures'.
it's nice.
and thought provoking.

tata.

stressed

2009-03-04T23:52:00.004+08:00

i dunno why but im feeling a bit tired now. *note: tired is not equal to emo.*
maybe it's because i'm afraid i can't meet the deadlines this time.
well, i do plan out the time needed to finish a particular project and stuffs, not having much troubles with meeting deadlines, usually.
however, this time i don't think i'll be able to make it seriously.
ouch. and particular issue 3 newsletter coming up too...

i just have the trouble of sleeping without my mind sleeping. *note: that's why i appeared to look and feel tired.*
when my body is asleep, my mind continues reminding me that i must "place blah blah on blah section, wat color should be able to match with wat color, mus remember to check out wat website for reference blah blah, mus finish blah by blah time and blah blah blah."

bloooody blah.

outspoken

2009-03-01T14:06:00.003+08:00

i suppose, it's not too good to be outspoken and direct.
Maybe it's better to keep some thoughts to yourself rather than sharing it out, because some things are better meant to be kept in the heart/mind, even if it meant that you are faking to look as if nothing had happened before. People with too much opinions and self-righteous will be deemed as annoying and no one will then appreciate what you did.

a point to contradict.
what's wrong with being true to yourself and speaking up when you just felt like you have to do so? at most, some people will detest you and think you're trying to be mean and difficult to handle.
people without a mind of her/his own will usually be treated as the adorable, harmless and innocent species.
a teacher once told me, innocent on the surface refers to someone who is pure but on the other side, it means you are ignorant and stupid.

which type are you?

life is nothing but playing mind games.

P/S: don't try that on me.

harsh remarks

2009-02-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

clarification.

did i sound harsh in the previous entry on work life?
well, i hope not.
i'm just stating some thoughts, no hard feelings.
no emo-ing.
to me, it's kinda normal thou.
i'm not depressed definitely

and i'm not saying that i don't like our company.
every company has it's good and bad.
the same goes for ours.

well, we do have a more flexible time.
boss is more like a friend then someone who's way superior and high up there. ya, there.
we do have fun chatting random stuffs in office and there's no politics.
Uh huh. Because it's too small to have politics. haha.

good and bad.
depending on how you look at it.

just trying to sort my thoughts out.

emotional vs rational.

boring entry

2009-02-18T01:46:00.003+08:00

this is a boring entry.
but it's important to me. at least.
many thoughts ran through my mind and i had to pin it down somewhere and it's gonna be here.

okay, for a start.
i just had a dinner with lamb who's stuck in VW and a new friend, alright, the word 'new' sounds weird. she's cat from Elzeno and i actually didn't know she's the C.D. (not compact disc) over there. Actually i had to admit that i got her and valencis also from Elzeno mixed up. But nevermind, she's a nice and chatty, easy to get along with and a very motivated person.

we had quite a long chat, mainly between lamb and her and mostly on work. They shared their opinions and stuffs that are quite valuable to me because they made me think. Till a point of time, they asked me about my work and the company I'm in. Spoke a bit on it and their responses are very much similar to what my other friends commented when they asked about the condition of my work and company.

Dozens of friends, i'm exaggerating a bit, but still, quite many asked me about my pay, my benefits, basically my work life.
Maybe i should write it in a conversational way so that it's more easy to understand. The "Friend" will stand for many friends because all almost had the same questions and response.

Friend: How much you earning a month ah?
Me: 1'X'00.
Friend: That is before probation period right?
Me: Yes and no. we don't have a probation period so i'm earning that amount since like er nine or ten months back.
Friend: Huh... no pay increment?
Me: We had a talk with him before and he promised to increase our pay when we reached the 1 year mark. So ya, waiting for that moment lor which is soon to be coming. haha.
Friend: But do you know that most of them (refering to other junior designers like us) had pay increment after 3 months and it's at least a 200 increment. You all 'lugi' for many months leh.
Me: Yes we know that all along. Colleague and me did discuss before and we were thinking that since it's a new start up and the boss is being very nice to us so we shall not be too calculative at the beginning. But then ya.. if upon the 1 year mark, there's still no increment or the increment is on the low side like a hundred or two, then most probably, we will re-consider our stand and if we will carry on like that.
Friend: Okay, then what's the benefits your company give you all?
Me: er... hmmm.. good question... hmm.. no?
Friend: Huh?
Me: er no.. as in no benefits? oh, sometimes will treat us to meals considered?
Friend: Dots.... Okay, any bonus this year?
Me: Nope...
Friend: what about 13th month?
Me: Nope
Friend: Insurance?
Me: Nope
Friend: Medical reimbursement?
Me: Nope
Friend: OT pay?
Me: Nope, designers don't usually get OT pay one lar. Hours are quite flexible thou some can claim OT as leave but we don't have.
Friend: Okay, Leave terms?
Me: 14 days.
Friend: Unused leave leh? can claim as money?
Me: Nope, but can carry forward at most 7 days thou.
Friend: So till now still never increase pay right?
Me: Ya...
Friend: Can i ask you something most important?
Me: Go ahead.
Friend: Why are you still in the company?

End of conversation.

This is a very good question. It's a question everyone's asking me and what's worst, colleague and i asked ourselves this question too. so when cat asked me what makes me stay there, i barely know what i wanna say. I only managed to say something like, coz the boss is nice and i don't have the heart to break the dream of a young man whose very driven in his work.

Then again, it also means that the only thing that made me stay in the company is the boss and my one and only colleague. The work there is not fantastic, in fact some are ... never mind. There's even this particular client who my boss say will never ever wanted to work with them anymore because they are bad client and they pay damn little for many many things but till now, we are still working with them. They criticized my first web design work till very shitty. At first i do get hurt because seriously it was my first web design. That was like months ago but then now, i have a natural wall of defense shielding me against their attacks. I'm being mean and unprofessional here. My work standard varies with the kind of client i have. If i think the client is worth the effort and time, then i'll do that. If not, then too bad. I know it shouldn't be that way if I'm professional and responsible, so i'm trying to change. Of coz, trying doesn't mean it will be achieved. Pride issue. I know my boss knows very well that I don't want to have anymore to deal with them so for the latest changes, he offered to do and then get rid of that client, hopefully he really did get rid of them. And yes, lee hom's new song, loosely translated as " I can't be bothered with you", is what i would like to dedicate to that client.

Side tracked. Okay back.
So why am i still there?
Good question again. I'm repeating. Yes while I'm typing this, I'm trying to come up with a reason to persuade myself.

Again, it's the boss and colleague. Gosh. That's really all i can think of.
Maybe that's why I'm waiting for the pay increment so that i can use it to console myself when my morale's running low.
It has been months of guessing between shiping and me, on how much increment there will be. And if it's so miserable, then maybe shiping can go be teacher and i go sign on army hahaha *not funny* or go back NYP be asst lecturer etc since that day during Huifen's birthday party, Mr Adrian did spoke to me about it. Not a very bad idea because it's a "metal rice bowl".

Another reason why i really look forward to the increment is because i needed it. It's not just a want now, it's a need. I need more money to support my family. My pay now doesn't allow me to really make my family have a easier life. It is sufficient for personal bills, kopi and vegetable money for parents, transport, food, little recreation and insurance( yes i have insurance because i scare i die young and my parents will have nothing, choy *touchwood*). However, it's not sufficient for savings (hardly save), travel trips for the whole family to further places other than Malaysia, and to support a drinking father who borrows money from me to drink till i throw temper and he now, turns to borrow money from my mother. Guess what, in the end i scare my mother not enough money to spend so i gave my mother some more, so it's like I'm still lending money to my father to drink. Seriously, I have already no idea what can i do to stop my father from drinking. I tried means, writing letters to him expressing my thoughts in a peaceful way, buying him stuffs to distract him from the alcohol, bringing him out to have much better meals, playing mind games like if he can lessen his intake of alcohol then every week i will get him something he wanted till i cannot tahan, become scold him, then ignoring him, then back to talk to him, then play game with him, then joking with him then the story continues, and the drinking continues as well. Now, it's more like i've given up. All i can do is to try to earn and save as much as i can. Everything is about money.

I've told myself before. One day if i were to quit to be a designer, it's either my passion had totally died or I need to go elsewhere to earn more in the shortest time i can. In a 'true-blooded' designer's life, passion is more important than anything else. For me, money speaks more because without money, passion will die with the reality of life. That reminds me that, I've always ranked Family as the first, Friends being second, career third and relationship last. Well, that's because I'm not in a relationship ha! If i happened to have one, it will be third or second, depending. I don't want to be a workaholic, worked through my life and missed out on my life. The movie, Click, make sense to me. Oh, but i was saying money is very important to me. A bit on the contradicting side isn't it? Then again, not really. The only reason why i wanted money is not because being rich makes me more upper-class. It's more like, i need the money for survival and to bring my parents to different places to enjoy their lives. I don't need Gucci and LV, neither do i want just 'this fashion'.

Ah, i've talked a lot and drifted somewhere.
I don't think I'm having a conclusion here but just felt more relaxed after 'releasing' some of my ramblings.

Good night to myself.

dream, body, mind

2009-02-13T23:59:00.004+08:00

baobei:
eh, do you know that if you had a dream, it means your body is repairing but your brain isn't.

me:
then is good or bad?

baobei:
er... it's good for your body but not for your brain i supposed.

me:
okay -.-"

I've been dreaming a lot these days.

tired

2009-02-01T23:07:00.005+08:00

i'm so tired and drained.
can't think properly and keep shitting aka laosai but got work to do...
good health must come to me pls.
i should try to have meals on right timing, right proportion, enough rest, personal time, good mood, exercise often so that i can don't fall sick. i think i don't fall sick frequently (not to mention sinus), but once i'm sick, i will be sick for damn long period of time and my mood will go all the way down... when everything's over, i will be back to my "high" self.

life's like a roller coaster...

Preempt CNY issues

2009-01-21T22:19:00.004+08:00

CNY's coming.

I'm looking forward to it and i'm not looking forward to it. contradicting right.
Aiii, i'm looking forward to the break, to the times whereby i can just sit back at home, look at my mother walking in and out of the kitchen, scolding us once in a while when we did something wrong. But then again, CNY period no one is allowed to say bad stuffs or throw temper. Oh oh oh, and partner and i surely do look forward to the angbaos!!! money money money~ $$

What i'm not looking forward to will be, the endless irritating questions from relatives. So, to preempt awkwardness between relatives and me, i better prepare myself well enough to face the questions asked "annually". Yea, yea, yea i've memorized what to say already.

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R: Relative, D = Me

R: Ah ni, what you studying now?
D: I graduated long time ago already.

R: Ah ni, What are you currently doing?
D: I working in a branding company.
R: What is your company name?
D: Slice of Life Designs.
R: Oh, never hear before.
D: right.
R: Boss good?
D: good.
R: Colleague good?
D: good.
R: how many in company?
D: 3
R: HUH???
D: boss, colleague and me.
R: HUH?????
D: newly start up company.
R: oh........

Hao lian R: Ah ni, how much you earn ah?
D: ok lor.
Hao lian R: Ok is how much?
D: enough to survive but not as much as your son/daughter.
Hao lian R: so is less than 2 k ah?
D: *smile*
Hao lian R: Oh, my son ah, he haven graduate already got big 4 looking for him to work under them. Starting pay confirm more than 2.5k lar. my daughter hor, going to be a dentist soon. got many guys like her but she don't like them lor ... blah blah blah
D: congrats. *looking around for bak kua*

R: Ah ni ah, got how much bonus?
D: *shakes + smile*
R: oh. yea lar, recession. my bonus also got cut. cut a bit lar, but heng still got.
D: ha. ya. *smile*

NEWLY ADDED QNS THIS YEAR
R: why ah boy (my brother) never come ah?
D: he don't want to come.
R: why?
D: he no job so don't want to come.
R: Aiyoooo why lose job?
D: quarrel with boss.
R: how come?
D: boss eat his no pay leave and they just can't get along.
R: why ah boy till now still never have a stable job ah?
D: *smile*
R: ah boy girlfriend leh?
D: break already.
R: waaaaaaaaaaaaa break again ah?? change girlfriend ahh?
D: yes.
R: so now got another one?
D: er. maybe another 2. er... or 3. or er 4... er... or...
R: wa....

Actually, i only intend to tell them my brother didn't go because he went overseas with friends or something like that. It's gonna be a lie. but my mother insisted that we tell the truth. my brother say don't want, tell truth means the relatives will again look down on us. well, they always look down on us anyway. but what surprised me was that, my mama said:" Just tell the truth that ah boy lost his job so he don't want to go grandpa house. Yes, they look down on us, so what? This will motivate you two to work harder next time so that people won't look down on us. We don't lie coz we don't have to lie." wah... my mother reminds me of the little nyonna, yueniang's mother. the xiang yun ah. haha.

TOP ASKED QNS (Standard format)
R: Ah ni, got boyfriend already?
D: no. *smile*
R: Aiyooo, not small already hor, must faster go get one then bring here take angbao mah~ why? too shy is it?
D: no.
R: Then why? so chosey ah?
D: no.
R: Then why don't have? cannot always so shy you know if not next time cannot marry.
D: haven meet the right one.
R: why so long still no right one?
D: how i know?
R: you not anxious ah?
D: anxious no use. got means got, no have means no have.
R: you no friend is it so shy one. from small shy till now.
D: *smile*
R: you like what kind? Come, aunty intro you.
D: i don't know.
R: how can you don't know?
D: I really don't know.
R: Aiyo, go outside make friends!
D: *smile*
R: Next year must bring boyfriend here okay? (6th time)
D: *smile*

o well. can't blame me for being so "shy" and "anti-social" during house visits to grandpa hse on Chu 1 right. I think i can sit and stone in a tiny corner, waiting for the day to pass. oh, and worst thing is that the kids grow damn fast and i bet most are taller than me esp they have the "tall genes". I wonder what happened to me.
I felt so intimidated.

ouch.
CNY come and go.

P/S: i miss the baby me.

20081220 NERDS Xmas Party

2008-12-28T17:34:00.018+08:00

On the 20th this month, i had a wonderful xmas party with my "old-friends".
I got to say, i still feel most comfortable with them (*not all but most) because of the "chemistry, trust and understanding". Of coz, it's not that other friends are not good or what, it's just different.

This group of so called "sec sch gang" just give me the feeling that, if something were to happen to me someday *choy*, i'm very sure they will be there to help me through even though we may not meet up often. Definitely, if something were to happen to them, i'll be there for them too. On top of that, they accept me for who i am and vice versa. everyone has flaws in our character and there's no point asking people to change themselves in order to feel "better". we "tekan" each other and none took it to heart, that's how our friendship lasted 10(some 8, yes janie penguin) years and it's still going on.

It's like, sharke dislike my short temper and "ai-mai" attitude *i believe so* and i dislike her "fly me kite" and "many lies don't think i dunno". but we never ask each other to change because we're not saints. we don't give grace. suddenly, i rmbed the day before i met her for dinner and we were on the topic of "trust". i was saying, sometimes i have this feeling that people don't trust me enough because i always play a fool and seldom get "serious". when i'm serious, i get too serious and people were afraid of me or whatever. like i think i "scare" my boss and partner shiping once. haha. guess what shark say. ok don't guess. she said, "don't worry. there's always me around. other people don't trust you, nvm. i trust you can already!" and she carried on eating her food. simple remark, not even really looking at me but i know she meant it. easy, i carried on eating my food as well.

It's also like, janie penguin ganna "tekan" from me some years ago and we didn't speak to each other for like months? 7 months? or more? actually i don't really rmb what was that about but i know for those months thou we were having a "cold war" but we still care for each other. right? right. oh suddenly rmb. think it was some personality issue and i was hoping she could change but she had her own thinking kinda thing. in the end, how did we "patch" ah? nvm, we just "patched". and now, i don't ask her to change and she really, uh never change. hahaha but she also never ask me to change lar. at most "tekan" back lar. who scare who? that day still specially called me during working hours to ask stupid and random questions like "who is fan dao ai?" "she died you know?!! is it a big news? wahh... newspaper all got her photo lehhh". wah lao. i feel like slaughtering the penguin for my dinner then.

see, we're not perfect so let's just make do with it. oh, except for debbie. she's really perfect to me, no flaws. angel, angel angel angel... the only angel i know, the others are civilians. according to my boss's term, debbie gives "grace"~ if god were to give my boss power, i think everyone will die except for debbie. but i believe when we die, debbie will kill herself in order to be with us. then god will revive her and she will kill herself again. ok, i shall not talk about god and grace because i'm a buddist.. amituofu, amituofu.

ok, i realized this is a damn f***ing long entry and since i don't blog so often so nvm lar, this blog can last for quite some time.

gosh, i've drifted so damn far away from my xmas nerd party. ok back.
the nerd party's theme was set by janie penguin and is she really "nerd"?
hai hao only lorrrrrrrrr, still dare to ask me and shark if we were "steady, ready, nerdy?" shark and me got the "are you all kidding feel?!" when ah gong opened the door lor. here comes the pictures!

PHOTOS COPYRIGHT belongs to Janie the penguin. she PS-ed the photos too.

The best host, Fabian and Debbie angel.

Janie penguin and bluey blue blue. penguin u fail lah, ur nerd where got dress so nice one. nerds are suppose to dress badly and wears clothes that don't match at all! ur's very okay lorrrrr...

This cute couple hoon hou *bet no one calls him that* and his candy! (Nice knowing candy! she's cute and nice to talk and play with!)

wah lao, how come shark and me don't have nacho when we came. unfair lor. candy still eat until like that and wenhao's mole got no hair lor.

Peiren trying to be the "bu liang xiao hua"'s Rainie haha...

first group pic before the rest arrive.

comes min and his gf whose's name is very hard to rmb. wenhao say they called her "ah ya" can already. haha nice knowing her too, she can play also lor. looks can be deceiving.

arrival of the ladybird nerd twins, sharkie and me. see we made an impact. when we arrived, they laughed like hell. shit u all. who say must be steadily nerd one?!!!

peeps fighting to take pic with us. ok not really fighting but ya... shy to pose others.

the hosts cutting the logcake!!

our group pic 1, normal behavior.

group pic 2, decided to be more formal.

group pic 3, trying to be funny.

group pic 4, trying to be funny 2 and debbie really dig nose lor! ha! dunno the logcake they ate got her "nose shit" not. lucky i nv eat.

actually still got other funny photos but lazy to post and some still with candy...

ok merry very belated xmas and happy new year soon.

P/S:
Happy birthday to beicheng, joshua and nike!

Songs and Mvs

2008-12-16T23:49:00.005+08:00

离别曲
陈珊妮，客席女声hebe

演歌
陈珊妮

海角七號-國境之南
范逸臣

Yuri
Oi Va Voi
old song but i find it funnily nice somehow

Ubi-phobia

2008-11-21T01:03:00.000+08:00

rants. ubi-phobia.

just now, ronnie told us that he's looking for a new office to move to. a bigger space. i'm fine with moving.
but.
the moment he said it might be ubi, i sianed almost immediately.
i know ubi is cheaper and has a bigger space.
i know we could have a office of our own, not sharing with lil jackie.
and i know i don't have the choice of choosing.

*pauses
okay where the hell is Ubi?
*checks net.
what?!!

it is damn far and inconvenient for me lar.
stuffs are not confirmed and i know i shouldn't be saying this but i really want to say this.
i don't like Ubi or simply anywhere that is too far and there's a lot of "steps" to be taken in order to reach the place.

working in Ubi means:
1) i have to wake much early.

2a) i have to walk for 10-15 mins from home to station and then take 18 f***ing stops to reach Aljunied or more (depending on which part of Ubi) and then walk or take bus for god knows how long again to reach the office.
2b) i have to walk for 10-15 mins from home to station and then take bus for dunno how long to dunno where and then maybe take bus again or walk for dunno how long before i reach office.
2c) i have to take bus to woodlands interchange and then take bus for dunno how long to dunno where and then maybe, take bus again.

3) my transport fees will increase as a result of 2a, 2b or 2c. ( i mind that coz my pay is not high already and i'm not rich you see. and yes, my father has been borrowing money from me every month. i can't even save and the money's gone somehow.)

4) by the time i reach e office, i think i don't have the mood to work already. that will affect my work because i do get pissed off easily at times, eg, being squeezed and becoming the cream part of "oreo" on bus.

5) i dislike taking bus except for the trip to changi airport, seriously.

6) i don't like to go home late because my mother sleeps at 10pm sharp everyday. from mon - fri, i don't get to see my father at all because of our working times and now if you were to tell me, i can't talk to my mother on weekdays too because when i'm back, she's asleep, i will be very sian and sad. yes yes yes i am a mummy girl. i want to talk to her, play with her everyday. my father don't talk to her most of the time, neither do my brother. if i also have no time for her, she's all alone. i can't stand that.

7) i can't meet my friends easily after work. who the hell will meet me for dinner in ubi after work? and if i go elsewhere to meet them for dinner, i think before i reach, they die of hunger already. yes i know designers have irregular hours and late dinner. but, all of my closer friends are not designers. a-hah.

8) i will waste around 3 hours every day on traveling which = 3 more hours on ipod music = blood oozing out from ears as a result of "excessive ipod-ing".

and the list goes on, if i want to continue my ramblings.

i haven't been blogging such long entry for some time. i guess it must have made me "agitated" somehow. ha. can sense my dislike for shifting of office to *maybe ubi*.
of coz, i know it's just a *maybe. but i've been thinking about it whole night lar.

i'm trying to be pessimistic.
ronnie has been *hinting that for some time. and today when he arrived to this topic, i asked if can don't want ubi? he say cannot, nooo...

of coz i know it's not fair to move to a place where it's near me but damn far for them like yishun those, they will be pissed too.
so of coz ideal place is somewhere more central or tanjiong pagar or what lar.
yes, retrench everywhere now. if i don't want to work in ubi, there's still many who wants it.
but, i reallyyyyyy dun wan ubiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!! or anywhere that is too f***ing far and many "steps" to take.
yes yes yes, i'm girl and i shouldn't be saying "f***ing". that why i ****ed it.
but then again, i'm not a girl, but rather, a "past-tense" girl and woman-to-be.

so erm.
FUCK!!
I HATE UBI!

P/S: i'll take back my words if we didn't shift to ubi or anywhere that is almost like ubi.

Coen sings

2008-11-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

hehe think dun need guess already.
i told quite some and those were like reallllyy?? omg..
haha

the vocal belongs to our ex-lecturer, ms coen.
no wonder last time she say want sing ktv with us.
haha

2008-11-18T17:32:00.003+08:00

http://www.songsiwrite.com/media.asp?id=songs-1044

guess who is the "singer" for this song.
guess right got my kiss.
haha

*hint: someone from NYP

and AND ANDDD MUST VIEW THIS:

飞轮海live singing

damn funny la. they sang "so nice"

Mario Hugo

2008-11-07T16:54:00.003+08:00

i like it.
mario hugo.
not that super mario.

爱。厌

2008-10-26T17:47:00.009+08:00

爱。厌

Happiness

2008-10-21T16:23:00.003+08:00

我觉得

快乐是无意间发现好音乐

能够在无干扰下听着旋律

快乐是每天有很多东西做

却依然能够过得悠然自得

快乐是当你工作了一整天

回家看到满桌的温热晚餐

快乐是常和朋友嘘寒问暖

关心或者咒骂彼此的点滴

我说

快乐是充满爱心

快乐是充满奇迹

快乐是无忧无虑

快乐是无病无痛

我想

快乐是虚幻

Random

2008-10-20T23:43:00.001+08:00

I feel like writing essays/fic/lyrics in Chinese.
I'm too tired.

I feel like spraying paints on walls.
I've got no wall and paints for me to spray.

I feel like getting a backpack.
I can't find a nice one.

I feel like doing nice illustrations.
I've got no idea.

I feel like bringing my parents to Taiwan as soon as possible.
I've got no money.

I feel like I've got nothing to feel for.
I'm numb...

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mad

2008-10-02T12:33:00.001+08:00

my partner is mad.
really mad.
super mad.

she's going bonkers.
she has been playing the same song for dozens of times beside me.
i am so very affected by it.
omg.
should i just kill her or cut off my ears?
i'm in a dilemma~
hurhur

nicole fan

2008-09-30T13:33:00.004+08:00

i'm a nicole fan now.
i love the nicole from nanny daddy. super damn cute lar i cannot tahan.
see, i went to google for the pictures. heh heh and then i found yvonne lim's blog with nicole's pic!! so i kop them.
yay!!

to see more nicole in action, go to yvonne lim's blog then.

F1 day

2008-09-26T23:20:00.001+08:00

i want to watch F1...

kayayao

2008-09-18T13:04:00.003+08:00

lamb asked me how my partner looks like.

so i drew her for you to see. i dun usually draw like this =X

ok la. this is how she wanted me to draw her instead.
she say she want sexy super thick lips, very got money kind de nose, sharp ear, punk hair, dun wan curvy chin, black specs and she wan adam's apple.

updates

2008-09-14T23:01:00.006+08:00

i really really miss this cute little baby Ayden especially after watching the 9pm Channel 8 show. baby rocks but no worries, i'm not pregnant.
super cute right!

gathering i had last week. yea i think it was last week.
airpork (currently suffering in ns) with sihuiiii~

dz (soon to be in ns) with becccaaa~

okay story for this weekend.
i wanted to work for my company site and a print for a client at home but, mama had a quarrel with papa. so, mama said :" i want to go out i don't want to be at home."
so, i brought her out.
Bro told us about this fish spa therapy thing that seems to be quite fun and i decided to bring her there and give it a try.

Venue:
Cathay Cineleisure Level 5, Fabulous Tan
Must-try:
"Dr Fish" Skin Exfoliation Studio aka Fish spa therapy for foot
Price:
Time with mama. Priceless. For everything else, there's mastercard.
ok lar, first-timer is $10 for 10 minutes of therapy. only at cineleisure outlet.
What's good:
the fish will eat away the dry/hard/smelly/dead skin on your foot.
you will laugh like hell when you put your foot in.
you will see your friend/mama/whoever laugh like hell.
what's bad:
Every minute of laughing cost you 1 buck.
You pay for the fish to bite you.
You don't know how many people before you had placed their holy foot in.
omgggggg...

but.
go try it.
it's fun when you're seated somewhere in a private room, laughing for no reason and looking at someone who's close to you, laughing for no reason!

see pics.

after that bring her jalan jalan.
today, did a bit of work only lor. then mama say she want to go out.
o.0"
so i brought her to causeway for a foot reflexology session and as i forgot to make appointment in the morning, it resulted in us having to wait in causeway point for 4 hours.
can you imagine?
4 hours in causeway point.
there is no shit there!! piangz...

we loitered around till we ended up in a arcade watching people playing the "big sweet house".
I thought to myself that these people who played it are either damn f***ing stupid or they are too rich to waste their money like this. Endless swiping of whatzone card, minus credits minus minus, stupid robotic fork-or-scope-like-whatever thing move up then right then down then dig then up then right then release then dah-daaa~ you won yourself 3 fake-coca-ooh-lala sweet.
that man and another auntie on the other side spent like $150 each, buying two white plastic bag with singapura merlion head design filled with mamashop sweet and chocolate.
wth?

and what's worst.
my mama and i spent like 45 minutes standing there like idiots watching them play and now i've spent like 10 minutes complaining about it in my blog.

okay.
i'm dumb.
oh, my mama too.
see!

hahahaha

if not for me dragging my mama to toilet, i think i'll be watching for at least an hour before we can go for our foot reflexology.

oh then there's this 68 year old ah ma in the foot relexology centre who's a regular there. she is suppppper irritating coz she suppppper hao lian. keep say my mama very poor thing need to do this do that that why feet so rough, hands so rough blah blah blah unlike her blah blah. say her son win a lot bowling competition, daughter is a teacher, can go overseas frequently and she can speak different languages unlike my mama. still got what ask your daughter to buy you packages lor~ then mama say dun wan lar, daughter and son just started work not long.. not say high pay or what.. let them slowly slowly save first.. then that act young auntie give that ohh~~~ what job? designer ah? huh? ohhh.... *despise look* gahhhhhhh PUI!!!

angry leh.
nxt time i mus bring my mama fly around the world, buy her endless packages for massage (whole body), throw abalone at that hao lian ah ma's face and wear bra sewed with diamonds piercing through my shirt infront of her.
this is my next new year resolution.

thank you thank you.

Latest hairstyle

2008-09-11T17:50:00.002+08:00

my hairstyle now

not a bad one

2008-09-06T22:22:00.004+08:00

gathering yday was not bad.
had steamboat but the steam was frustrating.
beef-fy gang one table and holy non beef-fy gang one table.
after which, chatted somewhere in vivo.
watched the boobs crash can video. yea yea search over utube and you can actually find some boobs smashing moments that crashes a can and watermelon! i bet those boobs are fakes! metal implants.
den, proceed home...
aw-home-sweet-home.

today, i treated mama to good food and tried to be a good girl by staying at home. oh mama din't go msia today as the trip was canceled.

suddenly, im blogging so much.
inconsistent blogger.

P/S: photo of the day. my papa.

gathering for fyp

2008-09-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

yo. check it in and check it out.
okay. gathering will be on...

TML. Friday. 8pm. Vivocity. Marche.

Ppl going:
beicheng
dezhang
becca
sihui
jason
choonkiat
brian
me

anyone else welcomed to join. just pay ur own food will do.

lala. tml im nt going debbie hse already. she dump me coz yen wee forgot abt the whole thing. sad case. anyway, partner dedicate a sms that is very dumb over Jia FM 88.3. muaha. The DJ said she very cute. i almost fainted.
The SMS was: To ni, From Yao. Earthquake is here faster hide!!
muahah.

Don't get it right?
Okay, let me explain.
Partner and I was doing work in office then suddenly she shout:"Earthquake!!!!!"
Both of us immediately jumped and hide under the table without telling each other to, covering our heads with our hands. Act nervous and frightened.

Stupid right? but we enjoy doing that man! It helps us to kill time and stay happy for nothing. We just act the whole day, doing stupid stuffs. Its meaningless. BUT we love it. I'm lovin it so does her. we lovvvve doing stupid stuffs. And we try to get our boss to do it too but he always give us that kinda "huhhhhh must i do it?" face. but still, boss is very cooperating coz when we do stupid stuffs, he will say:" happy can already arh~" OR "You all very active aka huo bo hor"

Anyway, while the FM 88.3 DJ was reading the SMS partner sent over, the moment she mentioned Earthquake, partner jumped under the table again so i had to rush to jump under it too.

so fun.

Congrats Scam

2008-09-04T13:04:00.002+08:00

guys.
i received this sms:
"Congratulation!!! You win S$7000 from PETRONAS. For more information, please call PETRONAS centre: +6281318694754 www.petronas.com"

ha ha. how funny.
**** em cheaters, i hope their asshole bleeds.
ok mama say cannot be mean.
take back my words.

crazy

2008-09-04T12:09:00.001+08:00

my partner is going bonkers.

Meet up sessions

2008-09-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

erm.
i realized bc, ck, dz and jx are going army real soon.
i realized i haven't been meeting janey penguin.
i realized i haven't been meeting grp 9s.
i realized i haven't been meeting lamb and laoma.
*burps
i got to do something before these people kill me.

i'm gonna stay over @ debbie hse this comin fri. CerealTech gang.
so erm.
gonna ask bc,ck,dz and jx out on this sat/sun. hopefully sat. i pray hard they can coz it's kinda hard to fix thing when some can and some cannot and then some suddenly can and some suddenly cannot and then some dun tell me when they can or when they cannot.

anyway, anyone who wanted to join us if we are meeting this sat/sun, just let me know via msn/sms/email. i can't be asking around the whole IM or whatever, i'm not so friendly sometimes.
*slaps myself

still here

2008-08-30T15:16:00.002+08:00

yeps im still alive and kicking.
this blog is getting rusty.
im doing fine, nothing's really happening. just that im not so updated with how some friends are getting on.
weekdays are like forever working and no life.
basically, im losing quite some passion for design but im still holding on to it. tried to be not so commercial and copycat but i realise that some clients just want a imitation of something and nothing else. sucks but i have to do it. right now i just felt that i want to create but i can't create.
nvm i'll see how it goes.
shall give myself some time in this industry till i finally give up then maybe it's time for me to seek another path. that is to be a **** *****.
fill in the blanks.

2008-08-15T18:17:00.003+08:00

OLYMPIC MEDAL FOR SINGAPORE FINALLY!!!!

PING PING PONG PONG PING PING PONG PONG~
partner print screen, we got dan dong dao in office.. cannot focus..

officially a macbook owner

2008-08-06T14:43:00.002+08:00

officially declared a macbook owner.
thanks to the bugis new epicentre opening.
yesh!
sorry to maggie la, deal failed lar yours i ask already la, no hope no hope. =X

and working days are like that, not much diff.
shiping as crazy as usual and boss still as nice as he is even when he's sad. But nvm, shiping and me treated him to eat good ice-cream, hope he's better now.
i needa improve on my designs.
hurhur

Sad day

2008-07-31T11:04:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a disaster.

firstly, early morning ate something wrong then keep wanted to vomit.

secondly, did something wrong for work. mis-spelled words. i dun like the feeling of doing something wrong but i'm just this careless.. i dun used to be so careless but i wonder is it when i grow older the brain doesn't function that well. some week ago, i was in jurong point with shark and gang for hours but when we're leaving the place, in shark's car, i asked shark where are we? I can rmb wing and her face sia.. shocked and screamed say "weeeeeeee arrree at JURONG POINT!!!! you here how long already???"
nvm. i shall try to concentrate and remember things.

thirdly...
this made me sad? disappointed? angry? for the rest of the day even till now i'm thinking of it.. while i was browsing the net trying to search for ideas on portfolio sites for company, realized something which i hope i wouldn't know.
dunno wat to say.
think shiping got xia dao ba coz apparently, she talk to me, trying to make me laugh, i also din really replied her. stone-faced.
i know i hav the habit of not replying anyone when i don't feel like even when the person is just infront of me.
nvm, i'll see how.

stoned

2008-07-18T15:19:00.001+08:00

i am stoning.
haha
my baobei is back
haha
for long
haha
very long

Happy belated birthday to me

2008-06-01T15:35:00.002+08:00

Finally, I'm some days past 23rd. Old. Old. Old.

Thanks for the wishes before, exact and belated. Some who i didn't expect to drop me an sms did and i was happy. And some who i expect to send never send lor, sajiao.. if you see this hor, help me scold zhimin can?! what kind of bro is he ah? haha lucky nike and wenhao got send lor..

Anyway the first was wing... (too bad sajiao, u 2nd lar... i thot u 1st hahaa, next year! jiayou!! =])
Wing's message was so... i dunno how to say.. maybe i missed that feeling so it was quite... she was in paris so she called like 1145pm and i din pick up the call.. she left voicemail and i didn't listened to it because i dunno what is my voicemail password. when i finally saw the miss calls, i called back and some angmoh talked to me. super chim english and some telecom company name was pronounced. I don't what she talking so i asked her "Erm, sorry there but i received missed calls so i wonder who called and what country is this." she said, paris. okayyy.. i thot is my brother who's calling from hong kong. Did some starhub search and finally found out what is the default password for voicemail. hahah if any did leave voicemail for me within this 3 years, i'm sorry to say i never listened to it coz i really dunno what is my password and i did not bother to check. so it was wing... the second voicemail, she was singing for me.. that was touching enough already... i miss her quite a lot..

Thankie to my SOLD-mate aka partner and boss... they surprised me with their star award quality acting esp this partner ah... she can do retarded face while we cross the roads and grumble non-stop beside me when we're working. No wonder we were shhhh-ed. One of the best thing working in SOLD is i have this partner... someone who is good to get along with and the frequency is there. To those people who think that she is some good little girl-next-door type, i tell you! you are veryyyy wrong. She funny and retarded lar... Always take a glass that is fully filled with water to fill more water. how retarded you see? And she always 883 883 883, i tell her i wan 933 933 933. she insisted on 883~ Very hard to get along lehhhh hahah but she won coz boss also want 883. fine~~ i got earphone. boss also good to get along with and he very scare that will we be stressed or wat. sometimes he made us feel like we are the bosses and he's the employee cause he scare we too stress den try not to give us too many projects and he do it in the midnight himself. Then shiping forgot to throw banana skin, end up also boss had to clean the rubbish on our tables and throw for us etc.. where to find this kind of boss?? hahah he's only available in..... SOLD. Oh our "company slogan" is " pork is sold. fish is sold. we are sold." kindly contributed by my partner and i almost fainted.

Met up with sajiao finally and had dinner with her. She's still the same lar.. some gossips here and there. Faster send me the happy people photos leh... i want to give boss de lor, i want happy people de pics leh... And stupid sajiao, i did saw your blog and thanks for the trying to be first but failed thoughts and that entry hahaa. monkey is cute okay.

Not forgetting the other grp of frens who did a potluck @ ECP(not expressway) thing for me. hahaha i wasn't surprise laaaa coz perline too many loopholes already lar... but that was hard effort and i really appreciated it as well.. thanks for the night... food was super a lot and we din finish it. cake was soo.... chocolate and i can't shit properly. oh oh and i finally saw mouse.. very long nv see her too... hurhur. maybe some time we should go play basketball again lar. getting fatter from sitting on the chair like 14 hrs a day and too long never move already lar. partner was grumbling that we will be getting fatter and fatter each day till we doubled our size and cannot get thru the door. Maybe then, boss will sacked us coz he getting thinner and we fatter. alamak.

i'm gonna do some life planning now.

Gathering for Group 9

2008-05-28T15:17:00.005+08:00

hello.
There will be a gathering for fellow group 9 ppl ( quite last minute ).
The gathering will be TOMORROW (29th) 730pm at City hall because marcus is leaving for japan on sunday, gary and gerald will be going NS next week. soooo group 9 peeps please take note and come if you can.

BTW, boss just told us something.
read this stupid news. Maybe i will be sued.

Patent breach by ‘virtually all websites’? Pay up, firm demands

27 May 2008
Straits Times
English
(c) 2008 Singapore Press Holdings Limited

A SINGAPORE firm has threatened to sue websites that use pictures or graphics to link to another page, claiming it owns the patent for a technology used by millions around the world.

In a move that has come under fire from the online community, VueStar Technologies has sent ‘invoices’ to local website operators asking for thousands of dollars in licensing fees.

The company, which said ‘virtually all websites’ are infringing on its patent, is also planning to take on giants like Mircosoft and Google.

It is a battle that could, at least in theory, upend the Internet, though intellectual property experts have some doubts that VueStar can actually enforce its claims.

The company said it has been awarded a patent here and in several other countries, including Australia, New Zealand and the United States, for the method of ‘locating Web pages by utilising visual images’.

In other words, clicking, scrolling or streaming over a visual image to connect with a website or Web page is an infringement, the company claims on its website.

The technique is the de facto method used to connect websites across the globe, from personal blogs to the biggest search engines.

VueStar managing director Paul Smith said if sites want to keep using images as links, they will have to pay his company - located in a single-unit office at The Adelphi off Coleman Street - between ‘$200′ and ‘millions’ annually.

It is a claim, however, that has its doubters.

Technology and intellectual property lawyer Bryan Tan of Keystone Law Corporation said that while VueStar has been granted a patent, it is an extremely wide one.

In fact, ‘if the patent is allowed to stand, it will probably bring the (Internet) industry to its knees’. And VueStar’s patent may be contested and overturned in court, he said.

The firm has been sending out invoices to Singapore companies since last week asking them to pay up, said Mr Smith. He declined to say how many have gone out, but there have been ‘enough to keep my phone busy’.

Those who do not pay up, warned Mr Smith, face legal action, and his company is ‘highly confident that (a court decision) will be in our favour’.

Mr Alvin Koh, who runs the non-profit Arrowana fish website arofanatics.com, received one of VueStar’s invoices last week for $5,350. He does not intend to pay up and said: ‘I would rather close down the site’.

Mr Smith recognises that Mr Koh’s stand will likely be a popular one, and his firm is already girding up for a public backlash.

‘Website owners are just upset because they never had to pay for it before,’ said Mr Smith.

VueStar will begin enforcing its patent claims in Australia and the US ’soon’, he said, and the firm is also working on invoices for Internet heavyweights like Google and Microsoft.

While governments and charities will need a licence, VueStar will not be asking for payment from these parties, he said.

Mr Tan urged companies to contact their lawyers before ‘paying VueStar anything’.

ok it simply means as long as ur web has got a image that is linked to a site, you had broken the rights of this particular company and you will be sue. duhz

life at work

2008-05-17T22:14:00.022+08:00

long time no no see.
time for some updates again. erm i dunno where to start but anyway, some months ago.. march yea.. i celebrated my lil cousin ting ting's bday. she's the cousin i like most =] i used to wipe her shit off her ass when she's a baby lor and now she in sec sch. i feel so old..

some weeks ago when i made a trip to msia with mama, debbie, shark and her mama. shopping and endless makan-ing. the dinner was a korean bbq. we ate so muchhhh that we almost can't breathe..

look at how shark eat her food. seems so delicious yea? so long neh see her. study hard ah.
and i wonder how's debbie. i think i sent her a bon voyage sms on the wrong date. oh, i sent wing on the wrong date too. gosh...

aniwae, my mama eating. hahahhaaa so u**g. okay la okay la... no la no la i take back my words. mama very pretty and cute! the most pretty woman on earth =]

last friday, short gathering with some fy peeps. ahhh miss em too =] look at davvvvvidd!!! he had a new hairstyle!! very cute right? i think it suits him haha! verrry cute!! usually i won't say someone cute for no reason lor.. sooo that means he is vvv cute, buay tahan. ask becca and sihui, they should be feeling the same way too.

thanks to sihui for the bananas! hahaha *dirty joke aside*
look at the guys.
from left to right - ian (cute), david (cute!!!!!!!)..... choonkiat( erm... er.. erm.. anyone wants bak kua? =X)

muahah the new couple of the IM grp, sihui and jielun~ having sweet time now ah? ermmm excuse me, felicia? ahem...

oh, another couple. no wonder i can't seem to digest my food.

and now. welcome to the sold time.
i'm sold to "sold". days were not bad compared to other fellow working friends in the design industry. stories from becca, sihui, felicia, bc... blah blah blah.. okay i think my partner and me very fortunate so farrrr so good. haha
she is a v fun partner and i have some "complains" on her. ha! who is the she?

the story start with this lil er.. rabbit... she bought... =.=" erm excuse me? according to her, it's very cute... and she brought it to office, placed on table and set it to jump ard... ahem....

her desk. ohhh... how "neat" compared to mine.

and when outside rains and we got back to office. her feet.... ALAMAK~~~~
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~ she still dare to show me siaaaa...

side view revealed! acting like she's concentrating ah? on msn or scipt? hahah

muahah she's none other than shiping!
alright the two area design book is a "present" for me from boss costing 100+ us dollar coz i wanted that and shiping's "present" is some PHP, e-commerce, cms books which is still with amazon coz shiping hasn't decided on which books she wants. what a good "present" =.=" looks like we need to spend some time reading and improve ourselves.

my desk with the new com!
the screen is so much bigger than the one i have at home..
of coz shiping and me are happy with it coz he say we can do anything to our coms. during first day of work he already installed live messenger, skype, all types of browsers, programs for us. i wonder he employed us to work or chat.
hey!! things for my partner, shiping, to learn from! see my desk is sooo much neater lor... ignore the toilet roll.

anddddd the main thing is my feet is clean. at least i rmb to cover it.

i have a much cuter desktop wallie and icons. very cuteeee right? this is how a designer should work. my boss say one when he saw my wallie and icons.

in case you can't see it clearer. here is the print screen vsn. look for my photoshop and illustrator. haha

boss's desk is also much neater than shiping lorrrr. oh and his bananas. yea. hissss bananas. *wink wink* forgot whether it's second day of work or what, he asked us to eat his bananas and this became a joke between shiping, sihui and me.

and yday, we quite nua la.. in fact very nua. coz we only reached office ard like 11+.. den nua there, play play, talk talk, shout shout, sing sing, shake shake (coz no one else is in the office).. then suddenly ooowwwwooo~ 1 pm already! den we decided to go for lunch @ bugis junction.. den jalan jalan, buy biscuits from cold storage den go back company @ ard 3pm to work. butttt no one there still.. so we continued to nua somemore, do a bit of work and den eat biscuits blah blah.. suddenly boss come back den we "act" hardworking. hahahahhahaa no lar.. actually coz we did quite some work in between already lar.. and boss still need further confirmation of information from clients so we kinda.. not vvvvv busy yet.

the office! small and cosy. the tables reminded me of nyp.

my siao siao partner. oh sometimes she will grab me suddenly and scream coz got car or she just feel like doing so. wow. muahahhaa but nvm, i can take it. coz sometimes i will also scream back and sing super loud in hokkien.

aniwae, although working life is not vvv stressful yet. but the irregular hours doing work and having meals did have some impact on me. usually i will only reach home ard 8+ or 9pm then i can have my dinner. hungry sia. lunch time a bit irregular also.. sometimes at 12 +, sometimes at 3 +... so i'm having my gastric pains again.. and i dunno why, just feel tired after work and i seldom have time to meet up with friends.. mainly because after work.. i'm quite tired and i need to set aside time for my family too. some friends are quite busy too.. okay most prob i will set sunday as my family day.. and sat is for friends if they ask me out lar. but most of the close friends are overseas now and sajiao always work on weekends yea... so hurhur miss them.
nvm. sure got chance de!

oh. and i started reading. yea right. reading. Chinese novels la, english..... novals.... maybe after i complete the current book.. reasons are, i very long never read book already.. and everyday i have to spend like 2 hours traveling. it's very waste of time to stand like an idiot on the train and not doing anything.

and ppl, go buy breadtalk earthquake bun okay? 2 bucks each and the money will be donated to the sichuan earthquake thing.... really..

byebye

Getting rusty

2008-05-12T08:13:00.002+08:00

this is gonna be the second week of my worklife. so far alright... just that i'm having my oooo menses now after some delay so im feeling a bit uneasy, even thou i had menses for like almost 11 or 12 years..

biological talks aside, last fri nite i met up with the vvvvv long nv see fyp mates like airpork, husky, sihui, becca, jielun, felicia, ian and the very cute david who had a new hairstyle! i couldn't recognize him at first... hahaha i took pic of him but lazy to post here now. maybe some other day but i bluetooth-ed the pic to becca and sihui coz they wanted it too.

everyone was chatting as usual, random topics.. mostly on new work life as most had started work. poor becca and felicia can't even use MSN during work, poor poor sihui ganna stupid accountant shoot and heard simin dun like work life. wellll, who likes work life? but luckily for my case, there is shiping with me and the boss is good. i can use msn, skype whatever shit and we always go late for work. oh and boss asked us to eat his bananas *dun think dirty ah sihui*.

tata

Olympic fever continues

2008-04-19T15:25:00.003+08:00

oh well, i'm staying at home for most of the days not wanting to leave home because i just dun feel like it and prob you can say, i'm still emo-ing for whatever reasons. so what did i do at home? random surfing, watching korean dramas and looking at some design books to prepare myself for the work life that will be coming soon. anyway the korean drama 葡萄園之戀quite nice.. kinda funny...

besides that, been hearing quite a lot of songs.. and previous post, there's olympic ads.. now, im gonna post olympic songs. and they also had so many versions for the same song 紅遍全球. 1st version by jacky cheung xue you, not the jackie chan cheng long okay. 2nd version by s.h.e, 3rd version by wilber pan. furthermore, there's another song by lee hom... 世界的梦想, and 千山萬水 by jay chou. all for olympic.. i suppose they will have dozens of songs tailor-made for Olympic. =.="

aniwae, one song having so many versions = comparisons on which vsn is better. just the song, no mv posted here coz the mv sucks. i've seen it, not worth watching... after hearing this song, i think i ought to do some running in the park, it's so... motivating -.-"

紅遍全球(the official theme song with 3 vsn)
1st version - jacky cheung （i feel like singing marikita when i heard jacky cheung version)

2nd version - s.h.e

3rd version - wilber pan

in case if you all reallly want to see the official mv... okay.. here it is.. it's so... cheena...

世界的梦想 by lee hom (olympic again)

千山萬水 by jay chou (olympic again x2)

Beijing Olympic Ad

2008-04-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

stop emo a while...
saw these ads for Beijing Olympic... and thot the actions are quite stupid and funny.. dunno who came up with it and managed to get hot stars like jay, s.h.e and wilber to be in it... and there are so many versions muaha.. so spastic... i actually have a problem understanding the ad... is that the "official" action for cheering for olympic in beijing? muaha

pissed

2008-04-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

i really hated it when he drinks.

nothing to post

2008-04-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

i dunno what to post yea... anyway i will be starting work on 1st May with Shiping at SOLD.. i'll be the interactive graphic designer and she's the web developer.. hope our partnership works and the boss seems good so far.. aniwae, working place will be @ bugis so if anyone is at bugis and want to call me out for coffee during lunch time etc feel free to do so.. if i had nothing on and boss let me go den i can have some break with friends..

right now, i'm still slacking. ok not really.. i'm busy slacking and staying at home monitoring my mother's diet. Both mama and papa got super high blood pressure that is very not good as it can lead to stroke etc.. somehow this made me angry coz they always eat stuffs that are not healthy.. not that i am in any way healthier than them but i dunno why i just got mad.. prob coz my father refuses to stop drinking. ok part of the reason why i stopped drinking(not totally but i cut down super a lot) is because i hated it when i see my father drinking non-stop. This really pissed me soooooo i dun wan to be like him.

i started drinking when i'm in primary 5 but seriously what is so nice about alcohol? it's bitter, expensive and bad for health. and now, i've passed the age whereby i drink coz everyone else are drinking. watever.. crap.. drinking once in a while is alright.. but not everyday definitely. thou, i will still drink in occasions when they is a need to but when i say i dun wan to drink that night, i won't and no one can force me.

wahaha back to emo.

lucky stars

2008-03-27T15:08:00.002+08:00

what had i done in my previous life to deserve all these....

i had a great surprise that shocked me last night. while i was watching Naruto inside my brother's room near 11pm.. someone called my hp. i purposely dun wanna pick up coz i lazy and i'm watching er Naruto. But the call came again so i tried to be nice and picked up the call.

This indian said "@#&@^@ delivery". i din catch what was the front part so i " HUH?" then he said.. "&*@#$&@ apple @*#$&@( delivery". =.=" soooooo i replied.." errrrrrrr... i never order pizza lar.. also never order kfc lar.." then he hang up the phone. i was like huh??!!

my bro went out and call for me saying there is a man outside the door. sooo i went to open the door... wah mus be that indian guy who called! he wear red color somemore... so i told him, er i really never order pizza lar.. i never order anything.. u send wrong lar.. u check okay? but i dun see any pizza on his hand. he smiled say u are blah blah blah right, showed me my particulars.. den i ahhhh hah.. ya... den he handled me this brown box thingie and say okay~ after you acknowledge this, pls sign. i signed without getting what the whole thing is about.

after which, he passed me a piece of paper and i saw "sold to evvon tiang" on it. first thot is.. wahh this shark buy thing send to my house never inform what if i sleep already.. coz she malaysian mah.. so usually buy thing may send to my house.. but i see clearer.. there got a note that says " happy birthday hope it come in handy for your new working life! :)" den i'm like HUHHHHhhhhhhh omgggg is she madddd? coz the parcel of thing is actually a ipod classic..!! so stunning sia lar.. of coz run to call her up..

talked to her then noe that she shared the present with debbie and planned it like one month ago etc.. and i realllllllly didnt expect it... i only randomly said that after i worked, i will buy one ipod so i can listen during my rides etc.. and this shark still say ya lor she also wan to buy ipod so she can listen in her office.. then we go around checking out prices.. different mp3 players etc.. she asked me for advice on mp3 players etc... souuuunnded so sincere and that she is really getting one for herself.. so it was all planned out.. she really can win star award best female actress ah.. no hinting nothing.. very very very unexpected.. and my bday is still like so far away..

and she told me debbie almost wanted to get me a laptop and lucky shark reminded her that laptop is not cheap. in fact, laptop is very very expensive larrr.. really vvvvv lucky they din get that if not i go sell backside also cannot pay back.. not that my backside very cheap but i mean laptop is very expensive. i dun wan anyone to get me that.. except for my family members i dun mind lar.. that is a different case u see..

they really you xin le.. say they wanted to make me happy and they think they can afford it so they got it etc.. but seriously, dun need get anything for me i also dun mind, a simple dinner will do.. in fact i dun intend to celebrate and i thought they may have forgotten abt it.. coz these 10 years that we've been together.. we are very used to each other and sometimes we take each other for granted. we celebrate birthdays belated... free then meet, not free dun meet.. i will throw temper at them when i'm moody etc.. when i dun feel like talking, i can keep quiet for the whole day. i dunno how they can tahan sia lar.. seriously i also dunno what i did in my previous life did i deserve some v good friends of mine who can really tolerate my personality.. of coz not only debbie and shark lar.. still got some more.. mus state names? dun wan to state leh but i know very well who are the ones i really must treasure.. i can count!

sooo last night i kept reflecting on this... and thought about so many things these frens did for me... really so much... that i felt quite bad coz i didn't do as much back to them.. i wasn't really very nice to them you see.. wahhhhhhh actually is got guilty de lor... always tell myself i should be a better man next time.. but erm... when can i be a better man? it's so easy to be a bad psn rather than a good one..

shall i console myself...? because they are too good so it made me look bad, so i'm not really bad. i'm normal just that they are too good. okay.. i shall console myself with this.. hurhur.. sooooo i shall try to be a good girl and be a better psn. but i cant guarantee ah.. i think in the end i will still be er... a very er... normal.. psn.. emotions are hard to control ah... and i dun even noe how long more they can bare with it... of coz i hope it will be lifelong... and can dun need treat me so good de... too good will guilty.. normal normal can already.. i know who are the ones who will be my side when i needed them and i'll be by their side too in anytime they need me.. so nxt time we do more economical activities okay.. er dun need upgrade so much.. we go the economical way okay.. if not i really need to sell backside already.. cannot take it sia..

plus i will work harder too! aniwae.. i'll be working for SOLD -> slice of life designs with shiping as well. a brand new company, risk taking but i'll go for it..

Fusion

2008-03-22T12:10:00.009+08:00

Wow.. such a long time since i last blogged.
Anyway, i've graduated! My fusion show's over... and thanks to those who came down to see me and those who didn't come, it's okay coz i never inform you all also. hahaha very paiseh to let your friends see your work.. i mean super paiseh de lor..

Anyway Fusion... seems... to be something and yet nothing much. Only the first day got industry people come down lor.. 2nd and 3rd day super boring lar, except that you get to play some stupid games with the fellow IM ppl..

Some pics.
Whole DMD ppl... can spot me????

now.. spot me. easier rite hurhur..

IM peeps..

Our boards and us.

Group 9... with Lim dong scaring us~

Yea gp 9 ppl.. not full but nearly there =]

tata

End of IAP Start of Fusion Prep

2008-02-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

Finally.. Iap ends..
Yolk ppl are quite nice.. and they treated us to dinner and Ktv @ cuppage on friday nite.. and wanni... wow... she got lotsa power.. haha.. i think she can sing louder than jane and sherry... i mean.. wow.. scare me or us. hahaha but quite funny.. it's hard to explain unless you hear her sing.. no wonder she was a child singer.. thumbs up~

after that, i went over to Zouk ard 12 + am till like 4 + am.. to join bird and gang for small bdae celebration.. was actually very tired coz that day before i slept only @ 4am and woke @ 7am, rushing for a stupid report.. yea last min work. hah.. but for bird's sake, it's still worth it lar.. to see her drunk was super funnnnnyyyyy and very cute.. gerald was like making her do those stupid stuffs and she did all! hahahaha i dun even noe if she rmb what she did.. hilarious.. haven gotten u your pressie yet lil birdy big head fen.. erm most prob after fusion den i start hunting for one okay?

and since iap ended... fusion is coming... i got to start preparing thou i have not! wow A0 or A1 poster by thurs yea.. okokok i shall do that stupid poster first.. but i need a lil break... jus a lil break coz i'm starting to feel lost for dunno what reasons and i dunno who to talk to.. i guess i need to rethink about my directions..

Debbie's Wedding Day

2008-02-02T18:15:00.000+08:00

alright. i promised myself to upload photos on debbie's big day and it has been dragging till now. so here it goes.. lots lots lots of it.

early in the morning ard 5 + am.. and we're at debbie's place.. she's doing her makeup hurhur~ pretty~

the "jie-mei" for the wedding. and for why i'm not one of them.. wellllll there's a reason and i'm lazy to explain. Just that dun worry, im not on bad terms with any of them hahaha.. i LOVE THEM!!!! pukes.. haha but i'm the video man for the day and receptionist for the night so =]

look at shark.. man.. she's so high that day hahaa and debbie's "river or long gang" very deep sia la..

awww~ heart warming. debbie with her mama~

debbie with her brother.. dun u all think that he really looks like "la bi xiao xing"... reallly larrrr... real live vsn of la bi xiao xing..

The "brothers" for Fabian's side... wahh~~ the pose.. so.. erm... encouraging. haha

eeeeuuu....pukes... the green thing on the hand is actually wasabi + garlic cream.. den it was written on a "smooth hand" which tasted super salty coz they say he's late and he's sweating. mauhaha all of the bros had to lick and swallow it.. and that's only the first punishment for saying that they are willing to give 8 bucks in exchange to open the door.

in bet there's lotsa different funny thing.. but so much so that i m lazy to post all.. aniwae this is the last punishment.. the suppppper shy groom, Fabian.. had to sing and do the hulaaaaa hooop thingie which he sucks at it.. CUTE! hahaa

finally he gets to see his bride.. awwwwww

at the church.. saw me??? i'm next to jane.. thou she's more striking but im there! hey!!

exchanging rings..

who caught the flower and will be the next to marry?

Dahaaaaddaaa it's our shark cum alien ET!!!
loook at her... she's smiling like she has never smiled before.. hahaa

then us all jumping~ fabian is like flying. hahaa

so for the night dinner.. okay im the receptionist with shark and another fren of debbie from her poly..

the couple cutting the fake cake.. the cake is fakkkkkeeee and debbie says it doenst even hav a hole for her to put her knife in.. haha

i guesss... wedding is a day whereby u have to openly kiss and hug ur partner in front of everyone at any moment. but it's sweet so it's alright. muaha

sisters and bros~ alamak zhimin face ganna blocked.

and we did the "10 fingers" pose not to act cute okayyyyy... it's coz this is also the year we celebrate knowing each other for 10 years.. so that's why there is a 10 thing. no act cute no act cute ah.

our table!!

we went another table to take photo with our other sec ppl and mrs ngoh.. our sec sch chinese teacher.. i bet becca and kaiting noe which is mrs ngoh. not hard to spot..

and it's a "10" thing again. just that now got more ppl.

when the dinner ended.. we went to hug debbie.. and looook at where is shark's face.. it's on debbie's "long gong"!!!!! wahhhhhh she super ti ko leh.... ppl wedding still want to eat tofu..

the Sisters Gang!! without crystal and shulin thou.. coz crystal not in singapore and shulin's grandfather passed away so she cant go..

tiring.. aniwae side track.. i like this board in Yolk...

okayyyyy... yday.. we went over to debbie's new hse for hse warming and ton-ing. we also planned to celebrate the jan babies... -> esther, wenhao and shark's birthday at one go.. but too bad esther couldnt make it last nite.. lucky the other two came..

debbie made the pizzas herself and it's suppppper delicious lar.... and the ingredient is like super generous ah.. got scallop lar.. bah kua .. mushroom.. bacon... pineapple... etc everything also got.. v niceee to eat lar.. nicer than those outside ppl sell one lorr...

look at those cheeesssseeee...

and i helped a bit. oh i love this apron so i keep wearing it hahaaa... it's strips! i think it did made me look slight longer than usual. no wonder i like..

the mad ppl..

oh i finally packed my table. see how neat it is now. neat? i noe there's a lot of things.. but it is neat. trust me. =[

my bro slping... he's sick.. and he covered himself till like tt.. looks kinda funny to me..

and did i say i want to be the spokesperson for vitagen? vitagen rocks my world and my fridge is full of vitagen. imagine... my family orders 4 pack of vitagen a week... i think sooner or later im going to be broke because of vitagen. if any vitagen ppl viewed my blog, i hope they would consider sponsoring my family with vitagen..

and i thot my lil greenie turtle given by nette is missing.. so there it is..
my mum stole it to hang it in the living room. looks super weird but cute lar..

my father's having menopause... so here comes one of his weird action again. he suddenlllyy became ultraman den he keep say shoo shoo shoo.. =.="

and he's making funny faces when i took pic of him.. actually this pic below reminds me of edwin coz it does look like him leh.. the goatee and the expression.

ok i am done.

happy new year.. to alll!!! and hahah iap will end soon~ very soon. but fusion's coming. argh.

Power of blogging

2008-01-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

Well i haven have time to blog on debbie's wedding etc stuffs but i'll update on that real soon. hmm ok not so soon...

but i'm here to blog on the power of blogging. U noe, anything posted on blogs won't be a secret coz internet is so powerful and search engines are everywhere. so when u wanna make some sensitive posts, do take note of the consequence. Everyone has the right to post whatever they wanted to thou.. soooOOOo i'm gonna say my piece.

someone wrote something on her blog that says something like if u're broke, don't go for the gathering she organize, it doesn't affect them. it will only cause misunderstandings and that's not the purpose of the gathering. alright, sounds a bit ahem. so it means no money no gathering. it doesn't matter whether the person took time off her personal life or watever to make it specially for the gathering and then blah blah blah ganna shoot this and that. ok fine some gatherings are only meant for ppl with the dough. if that's the case.. well, i supposed i get it or rather we got it.. maybe now we should aim to earn more money. ok fine i noe wat my new year resolution should be. "Earn more money and be rich so that i can go for gatherings."
so motivating.

happy me

2008-01-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to everyone!!

before i begin, shall post some pics i took some er weeks ago.. ok 2007 christmas, i was at kattie's place for steamboat so yea look at this.. we prepared them ourselves k. and do you all know how we marinated the food? well... we followed the NDS cooking mama tutorial hahahhahaha.

and some weeks ago, met up with my sec gang for discussion on debbie's wedding. lydia brought baby ayden!!! super cutttttee!!! he is like 4 months old now!! muahahaha
wenhao carrying the baby.. uhmm uhmmm hahaha treasure this pic.

awww guci guci guci cuteeeyyyy..

everyone's trying the make the baby laugh hur.. buay tahan very cute leh..

and then last week.. is it last week? a sec gathering in downtown east. o man!! i saw some faces that i haven seen for like 7 years.. like "ah-shiq" jialat i can't even spell his name. "ah-shit?" hahaha nvm. when he saw me, he was like eh!! danni!! rmb me?! rmb our partnership? i miss your cooking! den i was like... ohhhhh ya!!! he's my home econs buddy who cooks besides me every time during home econs! hahaha.. cool!! i almost forgot about it.

anyway some of us (mainly sisters) didn't stay long because we got something else to attend to. oh and pics of us playing pathetic mahjong on the bed.

this is not the whole sec gang thou. some were trying to start the bbq outside while we took pics. this was when we were caught unprepared!

and when we were done.

alright for the latest happening.

Last night, i had a very touching moment with my dearest sisters... So touching that most felt like crying at a point of time. emo yea? ha

We (refering to jane, esther, peiren, shulin, evvon, debbie and me) went to Kbox in Marina Square after work for debbie's hen's night! We had it planned that the sisters who can make it yday were supposed to dress as manly as we can but we told debbie that we will all wear till very sexy so she have to either flaunt her boobs, show her back or kick some ass. C'mon, we are liars hur.. Aniwae, Lydia couldn't make it coz she have to stay at home to take care of her baby, Ayden. Crystal's in some foreign country so yea.. hahaa jialat i forgot which country. =X

Oh aniwae, the original plan was to have a pyjamas party in kbox but hahahahahaha in the end become "manly" party with the most sexy babe, debbie~ she must feel like the only woman on earth! And how it turns out?
Welllllll~ SOME SOME SOMMMMMEEE fellow never follow rules hur! wear boyfriend's big top with a super mini shorts. u call that "manly"?? oh yyyaaaaa rite. sour~ guess whose that fellow? hint: some model who sajiaos a lot, live quite near me and her name starts with a 'J'. pretty obvious hur? =X

And evvon really very man leh. hahaha but this is the right spirit! set a theme and follow it! sours again~ show a pic of her in her man style. we say she looked like she's a old man going for business trip kinda.

The ah gong is like a mid-age rich shaoye going to golf course to play golf and chase some xiao mei mei kind. While me? i'm like some honest poly boy who just started doing some admin jobs in lala office.
actually machiam we three match the theme.. the rest all dou fail leh..

and the lead debbie!!!! inside her vest is a low cut top.. too bad cannot see clearly..

okay, we sang our hearts out.. sang like nobody's business and sometimes we dun seem to be like singing. it's very like screaming out the lyrics and doing a lot of actions to pei he the songs. some very stupid but very funny. we will dance to the song and get very very high.. oh and the buffet was nice..

Till the last song.. we specially picked this明天也要作伴 by 锦锈二重唱 because of the lyrics.. it says what we wanted to say to debbie.. very touching song.. we hugged each other and finish the song almost in tears. muahah a bit kua zhang but we very touch la.. came out of the room shouting tai gan dong le lar!! wo you gan dong dao le lar!!
another touching moment is.... silence.... i shall not say here but sisters should know what i am thinking. =X

The lyrics as below:

哪天你想要闪电结婚

请先帮我找一个好男人

别一个人去幸福不理人

哪天你不小心就变成女强人[哪天你已变成女强人]

别忘了是我劝你要认真[我会记得你劝我要认真]

无论再忙都要陪我聊聊心声

我永远记得今晚

我们回忆往事梦想未来感动聊不完

明天心也要作伴也要勇敢

不管是否天涯两端

只要是情意够长缘就不短

常常联络不准懒散

明天心也要作伴也要自然

就像现在真诚简单

有事你要人商量我最喜欢

欢迎找我麻烦

super nice lyrics rite? exactly what we really felt man!!
o ya!! we also celebrated the fact that we know each other for 10 years and 3 days!! wow.. that's not short right.. and we've been loving each other so much that we dun need to see each other frequently but we just click and we will be there for each other in times of need.

after that we went off to ... is it kinda some pier in marina? we laid the mat on the road ( i really mean road for cars.. ) and drank champagne take photo talk talk talk there. like siao? lucky not much cars la.. on and off got one or two. there was a moment when we cheers and suddenly evvon the shark shouted:" FRIENDS FOREVER!!!" then we are like huh?? wah lao!!! very primary school leh!!! that one funny lar.. after that then we started shouting all stupid stuffs like YAY!! yay!! friends forever!! we forever friends!! what.. i dun friend u already~~ i tell mama~~ siao ding dongs. but i enjoyed that as well..

and sisters!! let us all chiong for the best in debbie's wedding tml night!!!! the bride shall shine and i believe she will!! love debbie love debbie love debbie!!!

p/s: i m gonna wear a dress. muaha scary thots.

timeless

2007-12-30T11:05:00.000+08:00

hello.

ppl from animation.. peiwen that side has something for u all haha. go read her blog here.

as for me, missed some events like BC birthday celebration, amy soon hse bbq etc... ps.. wasn't able to make it..

aniwae scripting still prove to be a prob to me and this time round it's wanni who helped me. rmb tat she says something like "u can dun learn scripting if you have no passion on it, be a designer lor.." it makes sense and started to think that maybe i should brush up on my design skills and be a pure designer who doesn't do scripting.. the feeling of lost is quite irritating and so far reading the books doesn't help me much yea..

see how la.

oh been spending more time with my sec sch gang now.. really missed them.. neglected them some time ago when was busy with other stuffs. time to make up to them too.

Update Iap days

2007-12-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

hellow.

haven been blogging hur.
no time no time. iap days starts from 10 - 7pm and was quite tired coz it drains the brain power. the people there are alrite and work load so far still ok.. except for the first week when im pretty stressed from the scripting part. i couldn't debug it somehow, i tried like debugging till 2am in the morning, slept till 5am den wake and debug again for days but it just don't work. till it is really time for submission and i cannot tahan already, i got dezhang to help me.

he's really nice to help me till ard 12 + 1 am in yolk.. after that he even took it back home to continue doing and do out one with full comments like tutorial type for me to learn.. really appreciated it very much and of coz i got read through it..eh i got borrow book to study ah~ just tt haven study finish ah coz very lengthy haa.. felt bad about it coz in the end i feel that.. most of the scripting dun come from me.. it's like dz redoing my work for me.. he says my hierarchy jialat and i dun even noe scripting got hierarchy! so in the end, i submitted the work and i told the director JJ that dz help me do. i mean obviously it's not my way of scripting, im not that pro and i don't want to take the credit. a bit scare will ganna from the company thou... thought maybe they will scream at me for letting the freelancer of Yolk to help me do.. etc. but heng.. the director was quite nice to encourage me by saying it's alright.. it's the starting period and asked me dun over stress myself etc..

u see, i'm like doing graphics for 3 whole years and scripting is like a stranger to me. well, not totally a stranger because there's authoring 1 during year 2. but definitely something that i wouldn't want to touch if i dun have to touch it. it's like i've never taken beef before till one day when i accidentally ate beef, i lao-sai-ed for 2 days and from then onwards i'm an anti-beef-er. however, Yolk gave me scripting to do so i have to do it no matter i like it or not.. it's not within my control and i'm not reluctant to learn it. just that for the starting period, it makes me feel bad and demoralized.

yea yea there's always a start and i hope it's good with the encouragement from different people and the second week i got script 2 games myself leh.. muahahahhaaha ok la.. maybe the two flash games are simple to some but still.. it feels different to do it myself than having people helping me to do. of coz if do till want to bang wall and is deadline already den no choice have to ask for help.. but that will be the last thing i want to do..

aniwae, for those who haven't got an idea how YOLK looks like.. here u go. on the outer, it looks like haunted house. =.=" kinda freaky.

but dun judge a building by it's cover. the inside is definitely more cosy than the outside. this is where ppl can rest when they feel like. but so far i haven had the chance to lie down there. dun dare lar.

the first level.

the touch me screen. touch sensor installed ah..

we liked the walls. kinda cool. siqi wanted a pic with the wall so here u go.

tiff wanted one as well. a pose she striked. alamak i almost puke.
muahaha she's quite entertaining and super unglam.

the steps i need to climb mon - fri to level 2. a bit narrow hur.

the so-called creative room where the designers worked. im seated in between siqi and tiff. but u can't see me there coz i took the pic duhz.

ha i took this when tiff was resting on the stair. i didn't tell her i took the pic thou.. just saw her sitting there quietly and thot that's such a rare moment when she wasn't talking so i quickly took a snapshot.

okay, work life aside.

dah-da!

this is my blue black when i accidentally fell down from the bus when im on my way back from msia KL. haha... stupid rite. super pain and the blue black super big lar!! this is the one on my left leg, machiam my palm size sia.

what's more?

baobei had officially left singapore and back to shanghai last night. hurhurhurhurhurhur.. =[ we will miss the times man.. lack of one pro bball player for our "dong shang" team. i'll see her when she's back... god knows when. hopefully next year i can see her if she managed to get into local uni if not then.......... choy!

and my bestie's wedding is coming very very soon.. time to help her plan for some stuffs. nothing more i suppose?

OH got got.
Yolk gave us 1 week break to relax from the 20th to 27th this month. Christmas season!! YAY YAY YYYYAYYYY!! i'm gonna go sing ktv~

lali-lu-lalalalala~

hey hey!
An early merry christmas to you guys!!

The start of the last day in FYP

2007-11-23T10:35:00.001+08:00

hihoo

now it's early in the morning.. the start of the end of fyp day.. hurhurhur..
i bet i will miss the fy ppl very very much and we've been talking about this recently.
like jingxuan will say.. " i will miss you all leh.. i really will miss the fy ppl."
den ian will say " haiz.. you know what, this is the best period of time i had in sch for these few years.."
sihui also says.. " i will also miss the fy ppl leh..."

so nw i got to say.. i really like the ppl in fy.. we just kinda click even thou we may not know each other before that.. but within 3 months.. the bond has kinda formed somehow.. the feeling's "amazing"

i shall use my time to recall the stuffs about them..

anthea..
(lamer lame)

but it turns out that we talked and suan each other as much as we can and i'm pretty amazed by how much crap and lameness she can come out with. Oh and the times she scold choonkiat "CB". so powerful and it makes us all happy. i remembered once, my phone was running out of batt, so i shouted for anthea.. " anthea anthea! help me call dezhang to wake him up leh, my phone no batt liao!!" she heard it and immediately shouted :" dezhang~ dezhang~ luo dezhang~"
=.=""""
nice one. i will remember you for that man.

amos
(not much interaction)
it's a petty that we didn;t get to interact with him as much as the rest coz most of the time he's with his frens from games. but he seem alright to me and when we talked to him, he's always smiling and has the feeling that he's lost somewhere, somehow.

choonkiat
(cb pork)

he's really one of the best guy friends one could have.. although i am always scolding him, suaning him.. (actually the whole fy does that.) but he's really super nice. he would open the doors for everyone, mark attendance for everyone coz he's always the first to reach FY. Anything you ask him for help, he will gladly help you. lend ppl his psp for the whole day without any complains. when girls are having menses, he will ask if you're in pain then he go down help us buy milo or hot drinks etc.. very caring ah him.. but we love to say that he is getting fatter each day.. oh yday very funny.. when the lift arrives, ck runs to the lift and anthea immediately shouted:" AIR PORK!!" muahahhaa
ok la suanings aside, we love ck!

felicia
(nonya!!!)

at first we didn't really talked to her much coz she's also always with her another grp of friends.. so she seem very quiet.. but near the end of fy period.. she changed.. hahahah she's super fierce! but funny lar.. the way she say nonya!! and mei lar mei!!! super memorable.. next time got chance ask her to demo to everyone. she's easy to talk to actually.. too bad she warmed up to us too late.. and we're leaving soon. real soon.

dezhang
(the floating man who sings to us everyday and act gay)

he's my grp mate, the pro scripter. pro at hacking the sch coms to become administator, set acct for sch com, going against the technical officers.. saying what he wants to say and playing piano in fy. he teaches us piano during the fy period okay! i am glad to say choonkiat master the song "wei yi" and i learned a bit here and there. very cui but better then nothing. dezhang ah dezhang, he'e actually quite nice also.. may seem tactless sometimes but he's really ok. i have to call him every morning to wake him up because he's never early. the first time i called his house number, he answered in a very girl slpy manner and i thot is dezhang mother. so i say very politely that "hello, may i speak to dezhang" and he say" en~~ wo shi ah.. " den i started shouting over the phone already.. " WHAT TIME ALREADY?!! WAKE UPPPPPP!!!!!" and not forgetting how he always "float" to us coz he's xiao long nv ah (little dragon girl). i'm his daughter and my mother is choonkiat. can u imagine how disaster it is to have ck and dz as my "parent"

jonathan
(psp slacker)

he borrows psp from choonkiat almost everyday and plays it the whole day. asking me to massage for him whenever he saw me massaging for ian. eating the biscuits we bought everyday and he eats a lot lor, slack a lot. wahahhaa suanin here you see. but he's easy to talk to and there won't be a time when you're alone with him and there's nothing to talk. coz he talk about everything in the world. full of shit also..

david
(the chio bu of fy)

muahah dz always say that he is very chio like a girl. ok lar.. david's good looking and he looks cute like a doll but he's a guy. he's super lame and funny, making stupid expressions, using his elbow to press against my shoulder coz there's lactic acid accumulating. when i massage for him ah, he's always giggling and laughing. very hard to massage for him lor.. but it's fun!! oh, he's dz secret lover, quite fun to disturb over msn when he's not far away from me.. can be very ccrrappy lar.. haiyo after fy no one to teach me nice stunts of locking already.. david david~~

siqi
(the one who nv join us for lunch till now!)

mauhaa, originally siqi doesnt belong to fy3.. but because the company she's attached to cock up so she joins our batch of fy. very easy going and quite fun to talk to also. i noe she likes boa and watches boa video beside me.. on and off she will kpo us see what we're doing, and that day very funny.. coz i run to her and i ask her:" siqi, will you miss me when i'm off to attachment?" den she turned and replied in a very solemn and low tone voice:" hao xiang you yi dian dian eh" muahahhaa
she say when we have potluck she will bring tissue! super stingy lar!!! but funny also..

jingxuan
my cute lil husky)

muahahah that is wat i call him ah.. coz he really look like a husky and after i said that, the fy calls him husky.. none of us treat him like a human. he's fun to be with as well, easy to talk to.. crap and gossip with us.. we share gossips.. SECRETLY.. but's it's not a secret that we are gossiping. muahaha he will share his 11GB of NDS games with me.. me sending him songs, scolding him for nothing. oh he cannot stand massage coz he laugh until he almost fell from the chair.. and he hates eating in sch so it's either amk hub or 505 for him.. but he's always quite a "on" psn.. quite considerate as well.. but it's funny the way he call ck CB PORK plus he actually hates ppl calling him idiot. after he told us that, the fy ppl try all means to scold him idiot including me. muahahhaah.. we love to test each other's limit =]

ian
(proyo locking cameraman)

he is fun and talented lar!! he can do yoyo like nobody's business, locking like a er... er... locker. =.=" my vocab limited ah.. he make super nice videos.. he can go flim studies.. always entertaining with his stories.. like the one on the cab etc..and he will look at me innocently and say:" danni.. tml is the last day right? can you can you give me 30 mins? just 30 mins? massage for me again can? lactic acid build up already" muahahaa.. i will always rmb the times when he fell asleep beside me and suddenly farted in his dreams. i'm will be the first to run away.. coz siqi and me will stare at each other den " AHHHHHH!!!" *runs* it's disgusting and fun. =]
ian's the man!!!!

sihui
(my fy teammate)

wahhaa to me she's like a lil girl sitting next to me.. shy of expressing, sometimes a bit lack of self-confidence but no worries! you're improving every now and then and jiayou ah!!! dun worry about pixel squad stuffs... it's gonna be alright.. as for this lil girl, we are always sharing gossips with each other coz cannot tahan not saying muahha.. and not forgetting yoga lin you jia and bang bang tang videos.. will share with her if i got. every week she will lend me i-weekly de lor.. nice girl ah.. but do rmb to take regulary meals ah coz if not nxt time not good for stomach.. dun learn from me arh, i now very guai already, got take regulary meals. muhhaa.. and it's been a good time know her.. everyone will be learning from each other.. i'm glad she is opening up more to others.. now she also will suan jingxuan they all already. nice job!!
oh and she very easy ganna bully so do beware of that, dun let ppl bully.. =]

becker
(wrs junior besides kt)

she's my lil wrs junior also and thou she looks like she's very demure and shy.. but she quite crap also lor.. i like to talk crap to her and she will laugh until her face goes red.. oh! she will drive sometimes.. den tat time when the whole fy grp went to anthea's place to gather, she drove me and some others thru and fro but ending up losing the way den we all =.=""" but really appreciated it lar! very kind of her to help me take pic of valerie when she's in vivo etc.. she can be funny as well lor, dun small look her.. she angry also super funny.. tat time the TO dun let us bring food in den her face very black den reply the TO something like " we not eating here what!" dun pray pray ah~~~ rebellious ah

kirby
(the poster boy who became chao ah beng)

he's the so call poster boy thou we refused to admit so but now he's becoming beicheng number two because he cut his hair. super bc looking lar.. wahahaha and i think he really very angry why his hair like that now. he is my "senior" in the record company coz he's ah du and i am JJ... so everyday he will sing ah du songs to me and expect me to write him some songs in order to make him more hong. but too bad.. kirby, dun force it. some ppl are just not meant to be hong. =] so no point singing so much already. and hor.. he's been asking us to sing ktv with him for so many times but ganna rejected so many times.. ps lar.. not free. when there's time.. we will go. mauhaa
oh he's color blind. this is something i know recently..

thats the end of fy ppl.. i hope i didn't miss out anyone wahhaa..

as for me!
i am posted to YOLK for my attachment..
web link
www.yolk.com.sg

i hope i will do fine but i heard i will be doing scripting.. shits.. *prays..

and i want to say...
I LOVE FY3 PPL!!!!!
yay!!
yay!!
yay!!

and later we gonna hav a potluck session with pizzas, tibits, drinks etc.. muahahah will update when we have pics and stuffs..

2007-11-18T09:43:00.000+08:00

this huaxu quite funny.. mainly the crying part that is funny =X

mike part

and because i dun like li wei so i dun paste his part. wahahaaa

trailer

another part on the Xing Guang Er Ban..their performance on the lastest Golden Bell Awards.. got Queen!!
she's the one in the middle for the starting song.. i only like her and the one on her right = the screen's left side, huang mei zhen..

The Cribs Album

2007-11-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

Muahaa to share this album with you guys.. dun tell mata ah.

The Cribs - Mens needs womens needs whatever

I uploaded it to mediafire.
so download it if you want.

http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?3gdkfgo4iih

Dou Niu Update + Hei Se Hui

2007-11-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

nah
im only here to post another trailer of fight cow, wan or not and the latest 我爱黑涩会
de episode whereby the fight cow leads went (hebe,mike and li wei)

and i really dun like li wei lor. i think he spoil the show thou i will still watch. not for him of coz.. dislike him~~ bleah..

trailer first.

我爱黑涩会
This was shown in taiwan yday.
Part 1. Part 2 will be out tml ba.

bonus
完全娱乐

fight cow fliming moments.
the way mike and hebe bickered and say super lame stuffs quite.. cute.

as for songs.
wahahah it's been some time i mention it..
anyway.
Backstreets boys are back with new album "unbreakable". i listened to the 17 songs already. not as big hit as what they used to have.

i'm currently listening to The cribs - Mens needs womens needs whatever. indie. not bad. i like this song, i'm a realist. but i can't find the mv, sooo here comes the live on tv vsn.

as for chinese album.. listened to jay album already.. i only like that wo bu pei 我不配 at the moment lar.

oh, wilber pan de 路太弯 Lu Tai Wan not bad..

oh oh and also A-mei de star album quite nice. i like this song 一眼瞬间，super hard to sing. but A-mei super power..her 合音 machiam 主音

waha

fy finish real soon,
presentation next wed.

good luck to me
good luck to my teammates
good luck to the fy ppl

shiams.

Update + fight cow wan or not

2007-11-08T19:03:00.000+08:00

hi hi

sobs i guess a lot ppl want to scold me already.
i have not disappeared lar.. im just tied up with some stuffs.

im guilty for:
1) not being able to meet up with debbie for a trip to lydia's hse for countless times.
2) not being able to meet up with jane the sajiao resulting in me ganna "complained" by her
3) not being able to go ktv with the lil tweety bird fen since dunno how many months ago
4) not being able to meet up with lamb and nette resulting in lamb asking nette if im still alive -.-"" choy choy choy
5) not accompanying my mother for watever

ahhhhh
sorry lar... i will try to find time.. find find find. but not so soon..
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
x10000000000000000000

ok
i m forgiven.
o.0"
thank you.
=]

Fy will soooooon be over in like 3 weeks time and i dunno if my grp can finish coz we kinda revamp our whole concept on the last 4 weeks. shit!
nvm. time will tell.

and oh ya!!!
watch out for 斗牛,要不要 literally translated as fight cow wan or not. muahaa
i dunno when will singapore show but taiwan is showing on the 18th this month and i guess vcd or dvd will be out when.. i dunno.

oh it is not a movie but a drama series about love and street basketball. Actors?
muahahahhaa Male lead is Mike He 贺军翔, li wei 李威 anndddd!!!! female lead is...
Hebe! yay yay yay! no wonder im watching. =.=" but it looks nice as in the mike and hebe combination and lotsa basketball thing. muahhahaa well, i played basketball quite often now~

New combination! Eye candy!
frankly speaking, i think both of them -> mike and hebe resembles a kind of dog. some breed like husky and 柴犬.. as in i realised if people who looked like this breed of dog tend to be quite good looking.. really... actually jingxuan also look like a dog. he look like husky.. really.. and he v irritating coz after i say he look like dog, he say i look like hello kitty.
@&*#$^@^()$(@^^#@!! NVM, at least i have ppl queueing in macdonalds for me.
and i always think that ms gail look like a shark. but that isnt a good news coz it's very looks scary. aniwae back.
pic!

basketball game in wedding gown?

out of 10 balls she aim, 8 got in. the news report say so lar. she can even shoot in back facing the net. muahaa. tai-ko? =X

promo pics. street basketball style graffiti behind.

nice pics rite?
say yes.
ok yes.
thank you.

trailer for this!

hey!!!
fight cow, wan or not?!
byebye

Update + Queen

2007-10-17T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hey

i am here

ok v long never update
and i am back now
for a long post

alrite.
Fyp progress = i duno what to say.
Aniwae one surprise i got some some weeks ago was this:

a pile of stuffs with the word "surprise" on top was placed on my chair when i came into the fy room. i have no idea what is it man so i opened it and saw this:

muaaha so it's yawen who helped me take my engage bag for me.. thankie thankie.. and a cute note from lil junior to remind that the fact that my blog still exist. thanks thanks too~ i still keep this piece of paper.

and this is my bag..

besides that,
this is jingxuan's lappie with cute lil things beside it. he's mad, beware of him.

zoom in.

and we will stock up our food regulary when the stock runs low. no wonder we getting fatter.
oh. these tibits u saw above was eaten up by us within 1 day.

somemore. jacobs, haw flakes, milo, tea, coffee, cereal blah blah

kirby. poster boy for fy mamashop.

10 year aka shark aka ET came to fetch me after fy some days ago for a meeting. And it's her brand new toyota vios.. i choose this with her lor when we went borneo motors and i'm the first to sit her new car!! yay!! the car plate number rocks man! the year we're born. 85. cool cool cool.

her driving and me enjoying.

and now...

QUEEN!! WEI RU YUN!!

魏如昀

hahaha
who's that man?

alrite, she's one of the contestant for the singing competition chao ji xing guang da dao 2nd season in taiwan and i like her! she's got talent and personality.. been watching her sing in youtube recently while the competition is still ongoing. she's in top 10 now.. and i wish her luck..
alrite, she's the one on the left.. short hair. she's not really tat pretty but she's got certain style lar..

and did i mention, she's a designer as well.
cool cool cool.
she can compose songs, sing and design. what else can i ask for?
but ok i still like hebe more.
hahahahahhahahahahahaa

nvm that.
im gonna spam her utube clips on the competition here.

oasis - stop crying your heart out and her self compose song "Sha"

smells like teen spirit

Karen Mok - 24 Hrs
where she danced a bit

A-mei - Open your eyes

(the front part is the singer joanna- the one who sang quang wai (outside the window) with jacky wu. It's joanna VS Queen PK part and who won? wahhaha )

there's still a lot more but nvm
i quite like another contestant call huang mei zhen as well.
shall post when free also.

end

survey

2007-10-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

ppl

help me do this survey man

pls
pls
pls

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=Dq0PAYl68aQSdzXVZlap9w_3d_3d

thanks lots

hello

2007-10-08T07:38:00.000+08:00

i just pop by to say hello

long waited updated

2007-09-28T00:47:00.000+08:00

wow.
i haven been blogging for some time.
okok while im waiting for my hair to dry, i'll blog.

have been tired from fyp which i dunno why cos apparently, i dun think it's very stressful yet but somehow it drains the whole lot of us. everyone's sleeping time seems to get earlier .. like it's a 10pm thing for me.

thou fy's tiring but it's quite fun so far.. not bad.. at least im quite enjoying it. and with these fun ppl.. at least ive no prob getting along with them. wat we liked to do recently is to stand infront of the mac com and start doing different captures with effects and doing stop motion clip. the one who started the trend was ian the man. as for which is ian? ok he's the one with super big spects and colorful skull jacket.

ok we look stupid but nvm. there's actually stilllllll a lot of pics and clips on this.. shall post some other days or what.

okok
ard 2 weeks ago,
i twisted/sprained my ankle during some captain ball game for napfa training. super stupid coz when im running, i tripped over someone who stretched her leg out and that was enough to send me flying towards mr eric tan and become bai ka for some time. seen a sinseh and was bandaged for some days and then causes some skin irritation but im fine now.

fyp entertainer includes leongwei and choonkiat. this two always ganna suan by me and the rest.. anyway they are really funny and nice . The one directly below is leongwei followed by choonkiat. i am supposed to photoshop the two pic together to make it look like they are side by side but then i din have the time to do that so.. erm. let's just wait till i feel very free.

erm wat can u all see from this pic? ok look clearly.. it's .. ian under the table with his face covered but spot that fbod shirt. he was so tired that he just went under the table, infront of jingxuan's leg to slp.. we only found out at the end of the day and i thot jingxuan is the one snoring in fy room. power lar ian.. oh and today den we noe that ian's the yoyo man.. i mean he can play yoyo very good and that he has been to shanghai to perform on his yoyo thing. shall post utube clip of him playing yoyo some day. really cool. he say he will bring his yoyo today. friday.

some day, went ah ji place for bbq on one of the days with around 14 or so ppl.. i dun even rmb how many stayed over at ah ji's place.. like chalet la.. the ppl is more than wat u see in the pic coz there's another room pack with ppl slping as well..

my mother and father trying to be funny.
they took my mickey mouse hair pin which baobei gave me.. and yea. think father one funnier coz he still did a lot of expression.. lao tian zhen leh

as for my proj installation update.. i drew this yday for one of the visualization and i still have to do some more. gonna trace this in either illustrator or flash.. most prob flash.. and for some 200 small random parts of this sketch, we're gonna save like either 200 movieclips(MC) in flash or 800 MCs. if it's 800MC with diff color for one sketch like this.. meaning when i do 4 sketch, i've got to save 3200MCs in flash and have dozens and dozens of layers. merry christmas. coz sihui and me got to do all the graphics, documentations and planning for visuals while dezhang is on the very technical part, scripting and debugging. jialat.. i hope we're on time.. aniwae, dz taught me and sihui some fuse kit actionscript thing. cool. really is.. got learn something from fy.

ok i lazy to post other stuffs liao coz i posted so much at one go already. my hair dry le and my leehom is coming nyp today so i must make sure i look ok in case he come and ask me to sing the duet song with selina. ok i go dream on that.

nite and morning.

oh,
happy birthday lynette and gerald..

Bro Gf Online Shop

2007-09-11T15:59:00.000+08:00

hey

when u feel like spending some bucks on clothes
(female only but if u're trans, den it's nt a prob)

do visit
http://sherene-wardrobe.blogspot.com/

my bro gf "online shop"
quite not bad. =]

FYP days

2007-09-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

back here.

so how are my fyp days so far?
i would say.. so far so good =]

my table... im seated next to siqi who's supposedly be at iap but something cocked up so she got to come for fyp first den iap.

my coffee.. early in the morning breakfast with soda crackers ping pong brand.

the fy class commitee members.. all so random and childish. er did i just say... childish?

The notice i put up on the first day of FYP for "alfred" d T.O to see. but so far he still haven install the softwares on my com and im gonna nag ms wenlei to change my com to mac coz the T.O. is super "efficient".

we cannot do without food.

and more food... not forgetting that quite some had already been eaten away. Think we're going on a shopping trip to amk hub to replenish our stocks next week.

best thing of all.. these fun people to be with.. the one in brown, sihui.. is one of my team-mate. Friendly and cute girl..

Chicken rice kissing my other team-mate, dezhang. chicken rice looks very gay but dz looked even more gay. hahahaha

oh and as part of our research, we requested to go to Singapore Science Centre today and the permission was given. So excursion~ Anyway, 8 of us went because ours are related to interactive installations but not the other 2 grps so they had to stay behind in sch. wahhaa.

pic taken in SSC.. we are the astro boys~ actually i think from the pic it is quite hard to see our face.. coz the hole a bit very 'big'.

still got a lot more pics but lazy already.

update when got time again

byebye

Updates

2007-09-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

Guess it's time for an update.

Alrite,
firstly... happy birthday to LIM DONG!! he's a good man so must happy so happy birthday =]

then.. erm.. my holiday ended and monday was the first day of fyp..
getting locked up in a room from 9-6pm.. like some OL thing except tat i dun need to wear OL clothes.

aniwae, i'm quite happy with the project assigned to me for the fyp.. yay! i mean so far it seems not bad.. getting on quite alrite with the process and it'll look good for portfolio if we made it good. haha

team includes dezhang and sihui. so 3 of us shall chiong chiong chiong~~ mentor is mr.adrian.. the pro UCD/haptic/interactive watever teacher.. our project is an interactive installation piece that will be install on either level 4 or level 5 sidm block to welcome vips/whoever .. because the director wanted to change how the whole sidm block look like etc.. and heard ID ppl are moving out to another block. aniwae the budget for this proj hasn't really been decided yet coz director is still talking to ms step and mr.adrian abt it.. but i hope they will give us like 10 grand or more den we can really go all the way to chiong it without worrying about the techincal limitations.. pray hard ah.. pls pls pls~~

and oh.. today the whole fyp grp went amk hub to shop for kopi powder lar, milo, biscuit etc and we stocked up the cupboards with it.. wahha.. no wonder they say fyp ppl will gain at least 1 kg each month. and we appointed different positions for the fyp commitee =] wrote tat on big paper and pinned onto the boards.. nothing better to do.. whaa

aniwae my designation is "tiah boh cum kpo nanny" = everything also dun wan to listen but wan to kpo nanny lar.
leong wei is S.G.K = sai gang kia
joker = choonkiat. we pin one notice that says :" JOKE OF THE DAY: choonkiat very cute"
rebecca =flowervase
visitor is huiwen because she ganna SIT side.
david in charge of cleanliness... very ke lian ah hahahaha
jingxuan on noticeboard job so anything we want to pin, we pass to him.
siqi on welfare.. job is to remind us if the tibits are running out. haha fat ppl can only eat 3 biscuit a day den thinner ones can eat 5. hahah dumb eh we all.. but quite funny..
sihui is the secretary coz she was writing on the paper when we were discussin on this.. haha
oh and the felicia din even spoke a word that day coz we bu shou.. so we asked her to be discipline mistress when we got too loud in the fy room.

still got many many more.. go see our board for our post when free =]

ok tired.
i go do my documentation now..
zooms

late nights

2007-08-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

waye

sat was quite fun coz it's a day full of places to go and stuffs/ppl to play with. went home quite late but luckily, becca's parents came all the way to pasir ris to fetch her home while we 'longbang' her car. =]
thank you thank you

sun was spent at home slping almost d whole day. i mean it has been quite some time since i can slp without thinkin abt work and stuffs.

mon which is today.. went k-ing wif baobei and gang.. so fly lamb and nette's kite... which resulted in msges and a call from lamb beep beep beep-ing me. haa.. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry larr..... friday set.. fri ok ok.. fri i dun fly kite okok. i fly aeroplane~ ok not funny. sorrrrry la.. hahaha

o yea.. shark lend me some dvds to watch.. like simpsons, transformer and die hard 4.0. i watched simpsons so far and it was not bad.. quite cute and irritating ah the father. o still got naruto game for me to play.. and some other dvds kat/jon/wing/flub burned for us.. appreciated the effort by all of u..
thank you thank you

talking about k-ing rite.. sang some songs today and had the urge to post some mvs from utube here again. oh ya got one song which is super "nan ting" but we die die wan to sing.. is the edison "hai ji de wo mah~~~ wo jiao chen guan xi gen wo nian yi bian~ shen mo? da sheng dian ting bu jian" song. irritating but very funny and high.

other nice songs recently or not so recently.
lee hom feat Selina, 你是我心内的一首歌, been wanting to post this some time ago but drag till now. lee hom lee hom leeee hom.

lee hom - 星期六的深夜
i like this song from his latest album the best... no mv yet.. but i really like this. so yea.

侧田 - 好人 a cantonese song.. that ive been listening to quite some time. quite like him.. and his music..

steph sun - 咕叽咕叽 with the lollipop guys dancing wif her in the mv. sound like some brand here.. gucci gucci.

faye wong - 闷
this song is like sooo long ago but.. dunno why i like it so i sang it today.

JJ 林俊杰 - 杀手
this song is quite different and... the mv.. is simply... very different and... scary? super long.. the one i post here is extended version.. there's still uncensored version, full version etc. if wan to see full version.. go utube find okay. it's like 12 minutes plus or something. a bit scary.. coz the story is like.. JJ has double personality and he love this girl but she dun love him.. so in the end.. he pyscho already and restort to killing her and cutting her up into pieces to form an art piece.. bloody bloody eeeeee.. no wonder the mv is being banned in china.. and censored in quite some countries.

JJ 林俊杰 - KO
baobei intro one..
haha not bad lar..

ok tired already.
go slp
nitez.. bye

Freedom

2007-08-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

i m free
i m free
i m free
i m quite free now

weeeee ok ok, my portfolio review is finally over and i'm havin my 2 weeks break starting today.
great. so ask me out but i may not agree to go out. HAHAH.. and even if i were to go out, i can't stay out too late coz mama will scold. 7th month lar.. i so mummy girl.

aniwae, been to movie on thurs wif baobei - shark - per. watched brave story in cathay and the story is so-so only. if i noe earlier, should have watched simpsons.
okok back to dota or warcraft. watever lar, im learning haha.

and see ya guys tml.. noon wif ah ji and gang (whole 20 peeps), evening wif cerealtech peeps (chloe baby birthday party) and nite at marcus's bbq pasir ris. im gonna have fun tml!! FINALLY!! =]

happy very belated birthday marcus boy.

Portfolio left

2007-08-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

Yay! my modules assignment were all done and im left with only portfolio review on nxt fri. once that's cleared, i will be mad going places to celebrate the end of modules and starting of fyp. good or bad? i dunno.

aniwae, i skipped two weeks of audio class and when i finally returned yday for the last lesson with roberto (cos i had to hand in RIA and matte aniwae), only 5 student turned up. he's so disappointed and he even brought a brand new dynamic microphone for the student who can do the best in-class-audio-exercise. buttttt, since there's only 5 student.. he decided to have this lucky draw. surprisingly, wahahaha i won the mic. WAHHAA that's so crap. considering that i skipped quite some of his lessons, i dun really deserve it but it's my luck! =] aniwae, he looks happy giving me the mic and even signed on it. funny. he's a good man after all, no temper.

and uhh wat else? oh maybe i will fail digi matte coz nop-pak-gao's having bad mood yday. imagine, she failed the best student (daryl) in animation and even weilun (top 4 student?) got C only. and their paintings are so much better than us, the IM ppl who can't draw. wtf? bad mood also cannot anyhow give marks rite? ask her do flash and php tagboard lar..draw graphics flat flat no shading, no perspective lar.. different style mah.. how can like tt.. haha if i fail, i sure will *&$%82357097%^@* and find director. fierce. roarrrr~

o o o o o i dun hav mood to do portfolio now so i am going to slp.

byebye

hebe funny quotes

2007-08-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

no much update on me.
aniwae im cutting my hair tml. finnnnallly.
thank you thank you

and UCD's over but super cui.
thank you thank you

grp 9 chalet coming soon. they say one. i dunno who are the "they".
thank you thank you

and before i move on to digi matte now.
i was browsing HIM site and happened to see these hebe funny quotes.
so i read it since i like her and it's really funny.. dunno what is she thinking.
paste here for laughs and rebecca likes her too so can see.. hum bin also like uhh.. =] great minds think alike.

yokoso japan Selina,Hebe穿日本式浴衣去泡溫泉
Hebe：你看後面還有個蝴蝶結。。
Selina：是呀，很可愛吧？？
Hebe：都不想脫掉了，可是脫掉會更可愛唷…
Selina：？！

2003年Hebe.Ella隔離時
Hebe接受陶子call out採訪時：
陶子： Hebe你現在在幹嗎？
Hebe：我正在拔腋毛~~~~ o.0""

2003年某期MTV頭號人物
Hebe：我想當巨人，這樣就算是A罩杯，也比普通人的D罩杯還大! 0.0"

食字路口
康康:‘你有沒有喝過燕窩
Hebe:‘這種東西常喝, 拿來漱口的.
康康:‘..........................‘

2003年上TVBSG娛樂新聞宣傳薔薇之戀原聲帶
主持：如果團體解散或單飛，誰最可能被演藝圈淘汰？
Hebe：應該是我吧，因為我整個人會被富商看中我就會退出演藝圈了……

一日做节目，HEBE问主持人和其他2人，
如果让你和狮子在一起跑，你们会跑在前面后面呢？
ELLA抢答，当然跑在狮子前面了！
HEBE 说：那你就是比禽兽还禽兽啊~
SELINA 吸取ELLA的教训说，我跑在狮子后面...
HEBE说：那你是连禽兽都不如啊~
主持人最后说，那我和狮子并肩跑好了～～～～
ＨＥＢＥ说：那你就是禽兽啦！！（可怜的主持人！！）
clever ah this one..

okay there's still many more funny ones but as usual, i got lazy posting some so er nvm, when i free den see if i can rmb where i found it.

tata

newborn baby!

2007-08-04T12:10:00.000+08:00

uhh

ok i'm back here. jus woke up n im still tired.. physically and spritually.
last week was almost hell for me because i couldn't really slp properly and i've got so much stuffs to do but din managed to find appropriate time to do. so i kinda left it hanging there and yea.. i need concentration and motivation!

oh, baobei's back for ard a week already and i've been out wif her quite frequently because.. after all, she's only back for a month before she leaves for shanghai again. she's gotten me some funny stuffs from japan like d winnie mouse hair er pin which most prob, wun be using it. ha! but it's cute.. oh but i like the mickey boxers and mushrrrroooom and looooolllipop keychain =] wee!

because i will look weird wearing it, so i let dezhang's fav black lil cat have it.
for a while.

i dunno what's going on in jonathan's mind when he did this. after that he got choonkiat to do it with him so the pic was taken and bluetoothed. the one on the left is jonathan and on the right, it's choonkiat. i realised that both of them has got long fingers that look scary esp jonathan.

alright, thurs has always been our exercise cum bball day. the usual ppl i played with includes this 3 gay. they really named themselves gay. jason, leongwei and choonkiat. very very gay.

alrite, yday was audio and i skipped the lesson again. 3rd time? i forgot. but aniwae, i thot i could have the whole fri at home doing ucd or engage 2007 or portfolio or wat.. but it ended up with me receiving a sms from lydia saying that she had given birth in the morning 8.02a.m! gosh! so.. i ended up not doing any work except for the ucd report and was at kk hospital visiting her with the others sisters.

my sisters! jane and esther ah.. sajiao din look glam here arh? =X

this is auntie mummy lydia. seriously, she dun looked like she had just given birth in the morning when we visited her at ard 4. she's so full of energy and has got good appetite etc.. maybe that's the good part when ur giving birth at a younger age.

Awwwww~~ this is the baby!! baby boy!! no name yet.. haha.. esther was suggesting 'ayden' and debbie said 'damien' ...still got wat.. name him 'alert'.. crap. den for chinese name.. because the lil boy will hav a surname of 'ye' 叶 so we were crapping that we shall name the boy 叶少爷 so that when the boy goes to sch, teachers will have to call him "shao ye~ shao ye"

oh.. baby is premature.. that's why he has got tubes here and there.. but he's getting on well and he's very cute eh!! see!! taken yday when he's 1 day old!!! his eyes very big eh.. and if u look clearly, his eyebrows are golden. blond? lydia say the nurses says they thot is angmoh baby. ahhhh very very cute leh..

with the baby pic here i shall say bye bye.

baby

baby~

Baobei's back

2007-07-27T12:55:00.000+08:00

Baobei's finally back from shanghai yday! we had dinner together, supposedly a bball match as well but they came a bit too late so they din managed to join us. Aniwae, i skipped today's audio class and went to per's hse wif baobei instead. Aha. aniwae audio is very boring so yea.

tml and sun i will be out the whole two days and not even coming back home. so gosh. how am i going to finish my work.. digi and port. uhhhhh nvm.. there'll be a way. gosh gosh gosh. yawn yawn, utube time.

Neil & Lauren - Contemporary dance

creative and smooth isn't it.

watch this and look out for the orange man, not the white top one. it's OMG... he like.. got no bones..and it's so unexpected. i thought he cannot do it.. poppin and lockin'.. haha i wan to learn leh but sure cannot.. during art hist, david got teach a bit on the lockin part.. the point point twirl dunno what thing.. quite fun.

happy sunday whereby S.H.E with Show Xiao Zhu imitate F4 and then Xiao Hu Dui(little tiger team) hahaa... funny lar.. i rmb i watched it many years back and now when i rewatch in utube.. memories arh.. tat segment of the happy sunday was quite funny but too bad the happy sunday now is kinda boring, just singing competition. it's so.. common.

Travis - closer
a song im listening to... quite relaxing..

bye

5 sisters gather

2007-07-21T06:06:00.000+08:00

Awww~

it's so damn early.. 6am on a saturday morning. what is this man.. aniwae i just reached home and bathed. but my hair haven dry so i can't slp. argh..

aniwae, after audio class at 6pm on fri nite, i went over to meet up with the sisters.. esther and crystal din turn up thou.. so left with debbie, sajiao, shark, lydia and gong. we had pizza hut and went for a bowling game at safra yishun. lot's of gossiping on many which are quite funny..

slacked while we waited for our turns and then went kopitiam place in woodlands to "chill" till it was ard 3am that we decided that we should go down to mustafa since it is a 24 hr thing. reached there, brought some stuffs and saw some 'chickens' and 'ah-gua' at geylang. shark purposely drove in and out of the area to see them clearer.. typical kpo ppl. and oh! the feeling is amazzzzzing~ =]

till it's ard 5plus in d mornin den we set off to go home. awww that's why i m so super slpy now.. when my hair dries i shall start hiberating till i dunno when. and thank god my ria assignment 2 is over.. more stuffs to come thou.

ouch and i caught a cold or flu. i can't tell them apart but i know i have super runny nose.. i dun wan to fall sickkkk!! i hate that!

P/S: baobei's gonna come back next wed! wee!! i shall bring her to sch nxt week for basketball game since she love basketball =] but rite now i wan my slp.

Pjc

2007-07-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

wee

yday i went back to Pj for some volleyball n basketball and realised that it was college day, OH shit~ but lucky most of the teachers who taught me, were being transfered to other schools. Didn't want to see them coz the heartless me didn't step back to pj for like 4 years. i bet jane they all too.. =X
but nvm, met up with some friends whom i haven been seeing for quite some time except for shark. most imptly, there is my dear!! big sand dear!

o ya rmb the canteen? the drink stall auntie still the same leh.

AND! this is my dear~ she's sandy and i called her "dear" or "Da-sa aka big sand". she called me dear or "xiao-dan aka small egg" okay i sounded so cute while she sounded so er sandy. Aniwae, we always joke that she is from africa because of her super tan skin.. see i tried to make her look fairer in this pic but no way man. and her eye still super big. no change no change.

heh~ the vball girls~ rmb them? no change no change.

and from the canteen, we can see the sports field. the circled area used to be where most ppl can find me at coz i'm always there trainin for dunno what shit.

Haa.. the carpark aka where we sing marikita.

uhh and lotsa more but nvm, tired already. It was great meeting them and after that we went for some lunch at ahjisen and i spotted this cute little baby boy. arhhhg very cute.. coz he is bald ( yes i love botak ones) but then.. dunno is purposely or not.. but his botak head got style leh.. got like one circle in the middle and then a long curvy strip that looked quite balanced surrounding the circle. cool boy.

i took pic of him secretly and suddenly he turns around and i got this pic. Whahaa wat expression is tat? buay tahan. very cute arhhhh...

oh while i uploaded my pics, i saw this. i took this during the previous time when jane and i went for some hair cut and hair treatment thing. she was driving and because of the sunny day. she wore this to protect her arms. ALAMAK~ from woodlands to marsiling she drive also need to protect till like tt~ beh tahan beh tahan~ >.<"

i wasn't supposed to disclose her face but she didn't say i cannot disclose her name. she is jane aka sajiao.

today went ktv wif this sajiao and lydia. thank god her stomach is much bigger le =] waiting for her baby to come out~ and i felt the baby in her stomach..the feeling is.. undescribable. okay.. nvm..

p/s: my shoulder hurts again.. too much strain.. hurts hurts hurts. irritated.

Utube videos

2007-07-13T09:34:00.000+08:00

no basketball + endless slp = no work done =]
that's my yesterday.

alrite. youtube youtube youtube

dane cook comedy ~
danemation.. so funny.. the way he say stories..
and the graphic wahahaha.. anyway the graphics are not by dane cook i think.. dane cook is just a comedian that says story with a lot of actions.. super hyper. but i find this graphic cute and lame shit. there's still a lot of him available =]

and watch this!
Britain's Got Talent - Connie!
she's only 6 years old and she took part in this singing competition which is something like our local's Jue Dui Superstar. But she's soooooOOo cute and impressed by how she sing at her age.
see it! Aniwae, she got till the finals. cool. the part i put up here was the prelimary round i think.

and the winner for the competition is Paul Potts.. some say he is more ugly than william hung but the difference between them is.. obviously Paul Potts can sing and william hung sucks at it.
Paul Potts is someone who has very little self-confidence but he only wants to sing opera,
hearing him sing gets u gossebumps.
I shall show here the part when he went for the 1st audition and how he impresses the judges when he opens his mouth.

shall be it for today before i go back to slp den audio class whereby all slack and msn-ed.
eh how come i keep on postin utube videos here?
got nothing better to do.

The Killer Gerbil

2007-07-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hey

today's wed. yea yea wed. my portfolio review 2 is over and there's still review 3 to go. nxt wk shall be RIA ass due date. yay how exciting?
lalala aniwae portfolio concept accepted, but stephen chiong chiong chiong says:" hurry up hurry up, do faster okay? jiayou jiayou."
okok try lar.

but before the chiong chiong chiong thingie, i will have a good nite slp tonite and most prob go sbw with mummy tml. i wan to get a pillow coz my shoulder and neck's aching. argh...

o ya, shall i go lib tml? yes? no?
coz for art n design hist, my grp is doing on local graffiti (limited info) coz it's... local not new york. but nvm, aniwae.. i got to thank Rena a lot for helping me get the contact of The Killer Gerbil, one of local's top graffiti artistes. Steady arh his work. i see already will drool n im gonna email email eeeeemail him. =]
wat's so exciting. dots.

His site link.
The Killer Gerbil

Take a look at his graffiti works.

Aniwae, look thru utube for his video.
but after viewing the video he made on his works. i kinda feel that.. hahaha.. he is a great graffiti artist based in Singapore but.. he cannot do MG =X
see..

and i have been singing this the whole day in class for no reason.. i just like the tune arh..

John Legend - where did my baby go?

and my very pirated baobei's coming back real real soonnnnnnn~~
she skyping me now so tata blog.

Bball day

2007-07-06T09:15:00.000+08:00

Ho ho
i had a quite tiring day yday but it was fun. Lesson's at 9am till 12. den some break, some soccer kicking till it was time for the Nafra briefing at 4. Er... which i assume i will most prob walk for the 2.4km and a 'see how lar' case for the rest of the stations, when i'm due for the nafra test er dunno when.

Hmm den basketball game with guys and gals from 5 till 8pm. good good exercising time. The guys were all sporty and fun.. hmm all? The gals were great.. as in.. coz most of my closer girl friends dun really like to go out and play ball games except for shark and the wing gang. Then yday kinda glad that IM has got lots of girls who exercises. gooooodd for them and gooood for me coz it keeps them healthy and the same goes for me =]

...i found another junior besides kaiting. yuan lai, rebecca was from wrs as well~ wah sey. make me feel older =( 3 wrss-ian in IM.. singapore very BIG arh~ but heng they are nice ppl, phews~

ok, thurs shall be an exercising day if we can persist =]

Songs on my mind

2007-07-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

Eh.. i'm professionally slacker now so while i'm still dunno what im doing, im here.

alrite, today shark officially went over to bangkok and my digi matte lesson has also been officially cancelled. great. but i missed nette and lamb's grad ceremony.. uhh.. sry lar..

aniwae, yday for no reason..Vanessa was singing Champagne Supernova with me coz the song's in my head.. er or our heads. and i liked the way Oasis sings.. the feel and the way they pronounced words.. quite interesting. They've got lotsa nice songs.. wonderwall, dun look back in anger etc..

so,
here it goes, Oasis - Champagne Supernova

and then, for no reason.. while im chatting in msn during UCD and marcus doin er i dunno what beside me.. we sang sugar sugar.

here it goes again

The Archies - Sugar sugar

and i kinda like this song.. coz it makes one feel high.. and the mv's cute and exaggerating.. aniwae he can sing high using his fake voice arh..

mika - grace kelly

and this..
Shilo Design Motion Graphics..
actually i like MG.. but too bad the MG course wasn't up when i enrolled in Dmd. tooo bad..

bye

2007-07-01T13:58:00.001+08:00

说你爱我, oh the guy qian bian leh.. and of coz there's fuzhen Wahaha machiam hen 熟 like that. nvm i guess u all dunno what i'm saying, doesn't matter.

watch mv lor. This is on my playlist =]

说你爱我 - S.H.E.. hey lyrics by hebe =]

最近 - 李圣杰 , also on my playlist currently.

旋律 - 林宇中，i like his songs too.. and this is on my playlist currently as well!

ok den time for some i dunno.
bye

2007-06-28T17:26:00.000+08:00

This ad is funny and creative but you may have to watch twice to see it.

another one
4 banned ad that's funny lar.. but why ban it.. it's so.. fun to see this kinda ads instead of er.. wat we see most of the time on tv.

Seoul Garden and MV time

2007-06-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

doooo..

back from the lunch at Seoul Garden with sajiao, nike and wenhao. ha.. great to see them after so quite some time because we're all busy.. chatted quite long before we make our way back to where we're supposed to go. It's always nice to see ur old close friends when u're feeling tired hur.. =] and... we've all grown up really.. so old.. so very old..

oh and i met nette and lamb yday too.. lamb was sooooooo late that i almost die of hunger.
sorry dun cure, i today stomach pain lor.. must be her fault. =] yea i'm trying to make her feel guilty =]

im gonna watch tv soon so time for utubers.

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

yea i'm listenin to it now.

Eason 好久不见 a really super super nice song.. the mv's quite special.. charle chaplin thing. haa.

All American Rejects, It ends tonight.
This is not a new song definately but it was once my ringtone and when i was shopping in town, i heard it again so yea.. still like it =]

And this
Naruto Funny stuffs done by fans.
Those who watched Naruto can watch this.. there's a series to this. arhaha..

Tat's all for today =]
nites

Mv Time

2007-06-24T16:29:00.000+08:00

updates.

slacking most of the time not doing any work because i've got no inspiration and motivation. Think tml we will have to show some UCD and Art Hist progress but where is dezhang and marcus? where is simin, david and andrew? AND, where am i?
okay.. think we all slack too hard for the modules. =]

Then er, besides that.. nothing really happened. oh, got. mother and father quarrel. okay that's about it...

so time for video. this is 借口mv and the fake jay is quite fake and real. i mean he really looks like the real one but he is faking the real one er......... nvm, i dun like jay anyway.. i prefer this fake one =X

and now this girl from i dunno where.. happyslip?
she's pretty, talented and er.. crappy..

Scoldings from Mama

2007-06-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

Hurhur =[

Mama scolded me yday~~~ what happened was i traded in my bro's old scanner for a 60bucks Robinson's voucher and i went there to buy some stuffs.. i had nothin in mind what to buy so i called mama and asked her if she wanted thermoflask, toaster, hairdryer, iron, clothes or ???

so mama said:" dun buy thermoflask, i just brought a new one.. den anything lar.. "

after that she hang up and i kept my hp back into my bag.. my ringtone was quite soft and it's noisy outside so i din hear her ring me back..

In the end, i brought a hairdryer and iron.. thinkin that our iron is kinda old already and we dun have a hairdryer..little did i noe that when i got back home.. she was angry with me for not picking up her call and she wanted a thermoflask.. so i was like huh? u call me dun buy one wat... den she angry with me... scolded me for quite long.. say buy hp for me also no use coz cannot find me.. =X

Haiz...

Nah... but now it's alrite already.. aniwae, baobei's just back from JAPAN!

JAPAN! JAPAN! JAPAN... how many ppl dream to go there uhh.. i also wan to go..

so she send me lotsa pics of her there etc.. making me jealous..

so this is her in disneyland eating some i dunno wat.. but i noe got mickey mouse. but i dun understand why she take photo must look so zi lian..

Argh.. this lunchbox is super cute.. SUper CUTE and really super CUTE!! i mean... u put shit inside as lunch, kids will still think it's delicious..

haa.. this lady in red is NOT ME definately.. but she Mo****ed baobei arh?! hahahhaa.. but to protect her identity i got to do this. and baobei, do u hav to act like a superstar? =X

okay im lazy to put up anymore pics. but she's comin back soon.. soon soon soon soon.. july arh~ come come~~ we will er xin together with lOUPo when u'r back! pukes..

eh eh learn from television.. must say this:

once you're back, dun ever think of leaving again! =]

Msia + Ktv

2007-06-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

Alrite.

Last fri i went to msia with debbie, shark and nike.. by rite there should be a lot others but uhhh... nvm, in d end there's only like 4 of us plus shark's sister..
so heard about lotsa stories on how dangerous malaysia is now.. those gang rape news.. heartless people and really.. those ppl sucks.. how can they do this kinda things..
i guess i will avoid going in too much too.. afterall, i only have one life.

Shark and nike's msian so yea two better really take care and be cautious.. i mean i worry esp for shark coz she's a girl and sometimes she go back so late.. it's v dangerous.. Aniwae, shark just told me over skype that the culpits were caught but stillllllll... it's dangerous.

However, the msia trip was quite fun.. we had korean bbq and after that it's long hours of ktving in redbox jusco. Nike's really enthu and funny so we had lotsa fun inside singing and doing craps.. it's quite high hur.. and we sang all the way till 3a.m before we made our way back to shark's house for the nite.

Oh, today after digi matte lesson.. went k-ing with wen, rebecca, shihui, kirby and leongwei.. haha.. quite good also.. as in they are really friendly and nice ppl =]

as for tml.. originally, im suppose to go out wif lamb and nette but then tat stupid lamb say she suddenly cannot make it lor.. still dare say i'm the one who's very busy arh~~ stupid lamb.. but since there is a change in plan, i decided to go down to bencoolen to exchange my bro's old sploit scanner for some stuffs.. and i dated my laopo and laopo's scandal who happens to be my shark..
awww.. so complicating..

S.H.E QingGong Concert

2007-06-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

Alrite.
Specially search for mouse and wing.. and hope wing feels better and this is to er make her relax? This is the qing gong concert which i dunno u two know not or ah ji or per got tell u all not .. haha! but i think per sure got help wing er dl since wing got jiao dai but in case dun hav, here it is.. okay, do look for boom, 听袁惟仁弹吉他, 说你爱我 and 老婆 oh and thank god, inside this concert de 谢谢你的温柔 dun have feilunhai singing.. phews.. and for 老婆, they played the piano together.. 6 hands on one piano, very squeezy arh.. where is my 老婆？

1. 开场 2. Boom 3. 五月天

1. 伦敦大桥垮下来 2. 谢谢你的温柔

1. 中国话2. 听袁惟仁弹吉他

1. 说你爱我 2. 好心情Just Be Yourself

1. 藉口 2. 老婆

fri should be my msia dae again.

Kukup Trip

2007-06-11T10:47:00.001+08:00

Wee back from Kukup.

The trip was alright because i seldom go out with relatives and they are nice people ( i mean my mother side relatives. ) There's a total of 15 of us going so we took up almost half of the bus seats. Left home kinda early at 7a.m and i was worrying if i'm gonna shit on the bus because my shitting time is ard 9 a.m =] That's a great news because i have constipation for years and after that sick period, i eat LOTs of veggies, LOTs of fruits, LOTs of water and everyday one vitagen low sugar. Healthy lifestyle ar.

Okay. First destination was a roadside kopitiam and there were big dogs all around. 3 dogs went behind my grandpa and barked so loudly at him. This scared my auntie but my grandpa din even noe that because he's half deaf and i have to shout when i talk to him. Aniwae, he looks like Mr Potato ( Da fan Shu) from Lao Fu Zi comic. =]

2nd Destination. A temple which i forgot the name. Prayed and went to the toilet. Er.. discovered that the flush couldn't work and i can view the hills when i'm trying to 'half squat'. So what happens if i was peeing and there's someone there saying hi to me? Arh~ i feel so naked..

3rd Destination. A fishing village whereby it stinks so bad. You can smell dead fish and shit way before you see the sea. Great. I had my lunch here and the food was of okay standard only. Not really nice and i was seated with a bunch of aunties and ah mas whom i dunno. Well, that's because they limit one table to 11 ppl so those older generation were seated together den me, my cousin, bro gf and her cousin sits elsewhere.

On bus, my cute little cousin Ting Ting! Well, most of my sec sch fren would have know her coz my mum was her babysitter till she was around 3 years old or something? She is very close to us and i felt closest to her among the other cousin. Oh, and i rmb how she used to shit green shit whenever we scared her when she was a baby. =] Now she's in sec 1.. wow.. but she's still quite like a kid.

Her mama brought her stickers with her name on it. Quite cute arh.. i also wan.. =X

Our 4th destination should be a dragon fruit or dragonball fruit or whatever u call it (long zhu guo) farm. However, it rained and the trip there was cancelled. Ahhh.. disppointing.. coz i wanted to see the farm.. So, they planned on a early trip to shopping in either Jusco or Giant. The youngsters wanted Jusco but those aunties insisted on Giant. Er... So bo pian. Giant jiu giant lor.. It ended up that Giant had nothing much to shop and i think they should have regretted makin that decision. Lucky i go Jusco before already~ Aniwae, i brought this top because it looks cute.. the round botak man with damn big blue eyeballs and a banana.

Well, this is what i managed to bring in to Singapore and ShhhHhh.. The very orginal type of cheap bubble gum that makes ppl happy when they chew on it. I guess everyone should have tried this before.

On the bus, Ting ting suddenly gave me this self-made card and i guess it was one of the great moments i had yday. I like it coz i think she's sincere and it's meaningful.. It's worth so much more than a memory lane card because it memory lane cards dun bring u memories.. Uhh..

Yea rite, made by Li Ting's company. She cute lor.. sec 1 still like kid. hahah..

Dinner time @ Restoran Grand Straits Garden. Super nice lar! machiam wedding dinner.. it was so much better than the one in the afternoon. Cool. Mama looks happy and she loves taking picture of herself but she din noe that i always post her face on my blog. ShhShhhs...

1 little 2 little 3 little big hum

4 little 5 little 6 little bigger hum

I've nv seen such big hums in my life.. 1 hum machiam my palm.

Head back to Singapore after dinner and koonz.

Tata Kukup~

I still love Singapore much more.

Recommendations for clips

2007-06-09T15:37:00.000+08:00

Wee again. Today is the start of my 2 week break and yay!!
Tml i'll be off to msia kukup and i'll be back on... tml. Wahaha.. one day trip with mama and relatives, organized by woodlands CC. >.<" Aniwae, sem break doesn't mean i dun have to go back to sch.

Reminder that there is digi matte painting class on 18th, 11am.. and after that we may go K. Prob is kirby say he wan K on nxt tues or wed so interested ppl can tell me.. thou i assume most in grp 9 and are havin modules dun sing chinese songs except for huiwen. so yea nvm, i ask her myself.

Supposed to go shopping today but shark fly us kite so yea.. and poor wing still sick... quite worrying for her too coz she also sick for quite some time already. what happened to this world man?

Aniwae. some video updates. Those who dun listen to chinese song de can press the red cross button on this page already. =] The first video here is a song i really, DISLIKE.
It's Remember Me by Edison Chen from his latest album. Alamak.. he really cannot sing lar.. i mean he is cute, he is handsome, he can act, he has got attitude, he has got style but very sorry, he can't sing.

Evidence.

Having sweats now?
But he's still quite style..
Aniwae his blog's link.
http://www.blog.honeyee.com/edison/

Now another clip. It's a variety show years back at 1999 when hebe appeared on national tv and it's jacky wu's singing com. she took part in the compeition and thou she din sing v well (can sense she anxious arh and she's only 17 den) then but now it's so different. but i like eh..

Another song i like.
Yu Tian by Step sun. I like her too.. singaporean must support singaporean mah.. plus she can sing so well.. =]
This song very sad leh..

Last one.
A song that many have forgotten but it has always been a song i like to listen and sing..

Hong Dou by Faye Wong.
Hur hur miss faye wong and her singing live.

Okay,
that's it.
enjoy.

Random Thoughts

2007-06-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

Wee rite, i'm takin a break now because im sick of looking at the castle of the digi matte painting and not knowing or wanting to move on to the next step. Anyway some thoughts okay, that day mummy was looking at the soccer field and she was saying this:" Aiyo today one arh better coz hor, the players all thinner. last week one arh, aiyo~~ all so big and fat still want to run around in the field playing soccer arh.." Eh.. er.. mama, fat ppl cannot exercise meh?

Today, a certain fren of mine was telling me in msn that another fren turned so big sized like a dinosaur 60-70kg and was smoking lar, dunno why last time he liked her. So i was like.. er.. he himself also fat lor still wan to say someone who is thinner than him look like a dinosaur. He should really look into the mirror lar. big dinosaur calling small dinosaur -> dinosaur. Duhz..

I wondered, why is it that fat ppl are criticizing fat ppl? why thin ppl tend to tell their fat frens that they are not fat and depressed ppl tell depressed fren not to be depressed? Uhh.... So what's wrong with being fat or bigger size? nothin's wrong i supposed except that the health part may be of concern.. but as long as they still look clean then should be alrite. Look at Moses Lim, he's super fat but he looks clean. Look at Gerald, he's slightly fat but dirty. WAHAHAHAA =X ok ok kidding.. evil evil. Take back my words. Gerald's slightly fat but cute. =] sounds better?
Aniwaw, when i say there's nothing wrong wif being fat, i still wan to be thin wahaha.. mainly because it makes one look better and seems to be healthier. i wan to be a healthy baby u see.
So, im gonna exercise.
Soon. Aha.

Okay, time for come music video watching. I MISSSS K-ING wif my birdy and huiwen coz they super noisy and will kop the mike.. i miss chatting wif my sec sch frens.. i miss playing wif the wingz side gang.. i miss er-xinging with baobei~~ hurhur..

ok. video.

Boom~ boom ur minds off.. aha nv seen them like that before.. sexy arh hahaa.. so yea.. baobei's nose bleeding when she saw this.. ti ko pek man. when she's back i shall make her dance this infront of us all..

another guy i want to introduce. wahaha.. he's 林宥嘉 and he can sing very well too.. one of the competitor of Yang zong wei.. i like this song he sang.. got feel.. and very his style.. very him.. wahha thou sometimes he looks irritating but i like leh.. wahaha

back to matte.

Birthday

2007-06-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

Uhh yea im already 22 now and there's still a lot things that i haven achieve.. Anyway, the first to wish me on the date itself were my baobei and wenhao.. same timin, jus tat one wished me in skype, the other smsed. Well, baobei composed a song for me and played guitar which was super cute and funny.. it's supposed to be very touching but when she send me the file, i laugh until pengz coz she sing till so passionate and there's so much feel inside.. but of coz, i appreciated it very much and thankie my baobei~ muacks muacks! aniwae, dun worry too much over some stuffs k..

And of coz thanks to those who wished me etc and the steamboats =] And i think as we grow older, birthday become a more and more normal because perhaps the mentality had changed, it's just another day except that ppl wishes u and initiate to ask you out..so er.. it's just another day. =]

what else?
oh i fallen in love with this guy....................................................'s voice. hahahhaha..
his name is yang zong wei.. he's not handsome at all but when i watched him sing 'bei pan' aka 'betrayed' over the singing competition in taiwan.. alamak! i almost cry lar.. eyes red sey.. got feel arh~~ tian arh!! if he comes out with a album i sure buy or borrow or download.. er.. okokok i buy i buy..
aniwae, want to hear him sing?

here it is:
1) Bei Pan ( originally by Gary Cao Ge)

2) Ren zhi (originally by A-mei )

enjoy!
there's still a lot of songs he sang.. go youtube and search 楊宗緯 will do.. =]

My songlist

2007-05-28T08:22:00.000+08:00

Some songs im listenin to currently

听袁伟仁弹吉他, i like this song and the mv quite 'san-pat'

爱情转移陈奕讯 also very nice arh~~

淘汰陈奕讯

还是会寂寞陈琦贞 nice old song..

Cooking Competition

2007-05-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

Aww..

Today i had a competition with my brother at home. It was a cooking competition whereby my mum gave us some ingredients and we were supposed to come out with our own dishes. The judge will be my father and the result is....

i LOST! Yay. i lost.. wahaha.. Actually it was expected so i'm not sad at all because my brother learn cooking before and he cooks regularly. On the other hand, i'm always eating what they cook and i seldom cook. Uhhh-hur so i lost and i'm happy. =]

Eh! guess what i cooked?
i prepared 3 dishes.
1) Prawn omelette with carrot bits and meatballs
2) Some veggie thing.. u noe, a bowl of diff veggies.
3) Ginger fish with soya sauce thing lar.

As for bro,
1) steamed fish
2) Veggie thing as well
3) Tom yum soup
4) Egg Omelette

So yea, quite fun thou. =]

Advestisment

2007-05-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps,

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Okay nvm, just go to Pamperholic to take a look k. Not my site lar, my sajiao's (aka Jane) site lar. Go there support her mah.

Updates.

recently i fell sick once again after i had my fever. I've got bladder infection, intestinal flu and then later becomes stomach flu. Bladder infection coz i always avoid going toilet and will er.. 'bie niao', not because i never wash my ahem ah. o.0"

Aniwae, i lao sai 5 days and vomitted 2 days before i start my recovering path. Lao sai till no sai to lao, become lao mucus. Drink one sip of water vomit one bottle of water. ^&^362&*^#8.. but nvm.. rite now, my pain is much lesser as compared to last week. Jialat, missed a lot of days of sch and i think i am seriously lagging behind. But im havin slight pain now.. doc say i got v weak stomach. arh.. mus drink vitagen or yakult everyday already.

byebye

Test for flash on blog

2007-05-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

Testing place for putting flash on blog.

Brother's Workpieces

2007-05-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

Updates.

I've fallen sick again. This time i had fever but it's okay, the fever went down today and i'm left with cough, flu and muscle strain still. So, great improvement i supposed. But i'm more worried for mama because she had very bad cough still.. so bad that last week she cough until her blood vessels in the eye broke and caused her to have sort of "red eye".. very scary.. jus hope she will faster recover..

And yea.. I've been teachin my brother some photoshop and illustrator stuffs. Ever since, i pulled him to watch naruto with me, he had fallen in love with naruto too. wahahha.. and he created some works with it man. And i shall post it here.. I mean some are pretty funny..

First. He KOP a black and white pic of naruto drawing from devariantart and painted it in photoshop.

Results:

After that, he says he like akatuski a lot.. so he.. drew himself in their uniform using illustrator. WaHAha

Result:

His GF saw it and begged him to draw her in one too.

Result:

When two akatsuki lovers are together. It will look like this.

Result:

Upon seeing this, his gf was damn happy. >.<" and my bro did more. He saw mummy having a red eye and this is what he did.

Result:

Yea... my mama had a pic with kakashi and they formed a team called mamazuki. Cool hur.. both got sharigan. wahahaha..

BUT, he wasn't done with his craps. haha so he moved on to find something else to play. And i sent him our father's pic. So he photoshoped him somewhere else.

Result:

Er.. since when my father went to such a nice place to fish.. er but nvm, my brother perhaps, he still love himself more. So he photoshoped himself into different places.

Result:

Him in eiffel tower, paris.

Him in Hagia Sophia, Turkey.

Him in The Great Pyramids, Eygpt. Try spotting him. Not hard i supposed.

Lastly, him in Washington Monument, USA.

I supposed this is the normal behavior for someone who had just lost his job?

Schizophrenia

2007-04-27T16:10:00.000+08:00

Schizophrenia.

It's is a pyschological problem that is quite scary i think. Well, i went to sch early today to do UCD discussion with cus and dezhang.. So after some brainstorming, we kinda narrowed down to life after death topic for the nature theme. After that, seek consulation from Ms Pat and we kinda.. decided to do more on pyschological defects which includes depression, Schizophrenia, split personalities etc..

Suddenly Ms Pat mentioned on a photographer named Wu Xiao Gang, who had Schizophrenia and committed suicide 2 years ago. While she was trying to recall what his site link is, dezhang said he did the site. Cus said something like he was from TP or something.. visual coms course? But yea.. All i can say after viewing it... is.. it's so freaky.. scary.. i mean... upon viewing the photos he took without even viewing his bio and how this 36 photo come is able to make you have goosebumps.. and the feeling is.. i had to agree is.. so intense and yea.. you wun be able to smile lor.. it's not taken using a digital cam okay.. is using those flim camera.. But the last 5 photos are so er..

And yea, this is one of the stuffs that was wrote on another site regarding his photos
:" It shows 36 photos taken by Wu Xiao Kang, a boy who suffers from acute schizophrenia. These photos were shot repeatedly for at least 35 times in the last 2 years of his life. The cropping of the images, although shot on different days, was always the same.
The images exude a haunting feel from the first photo. I was amazed at how the photos provide such intense emotions. This is the epitome of photography, and it takes a boy's life to allow us to experience.
Read the 'curating' section and you will feel even more surreal.
Xjao Kang committed suicide in 2005. "

u all go see.. Okay, picture speaks louder than words.. oh the "main" can be located at the bottom of the site, thou a bit very small but yea. click the main to find the curating section whereby you can read the text and dun blast the music. It's scary.. =[
link here..
http://adoseoflight.com/overdose/xiaokang.html

Boring Life

2007-04-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

Updates here.

I'm having some boring sch days. Basically, none of the modules appeal to me so far ESP, audio creation. Dots, the first lesson is kinda A maths thingie and we were asked to solve log qns. wth..
I mean if i know earlier that Audio Creation deals wif maths, den i would have taken sculpturing, something that i dun need to use my mind i suppose.

Besides that, i kinda recovered but my mum's sick.. flu and bad cough.. she coughed so hard tat it kinda burst her eye blood vessels so it looks scary now.. Seen a doc today and it will take ard a week to recover so yea, hope it gets better and better every single day. And er, i've been a good girl.. going home straight after sch almost everyday to keep her accompanied becoz i think sick ppl needs lots of care to make them feel better, not so depressed and er.. i just dun feel like going anywhere. Dunno why.. perhaps i used to go out so much that i'm tired of going out also.

Oh, ppl have been telling me how much my bro had changed and i certainly do agree.. just now i was rollin on his bed talkin to him while he digs out his letters to read. Among those letters he kept, some cards were from me.. and gosh, it's like er 13 years ago. wahaha.. one of it was a letter whereby i gave him when he was admitted to the boys hostel for some illegal stuffs he did. It took me so much courage to wrote him that lar.. and i even asked him not to scold me etc inside the letter.. asked him to quit smoking etc.. now when i read it again.. is like so awww.. touchin and er touching. u noe, i have limited vocabular but i am really er.... touched.. last time i feared going home so much and once im back home, i will lock myself inside the room and only when he's not in den i will open up.. really is too afraid of him.. wah heng ah.. ppl do really grow up with time..

Glad to say, everything has taken a change now.. He sayangs me now wor! wee! and when he comes back home.. he will look for me to "play" with me.. as in.. suaning each other.. he will even accompany me to the arts museum to do my homework while he waits den go shop for his shirt whole day that kind.. great yea.. =] WEEEE!!! i have a happy family!!! except tat my father drinks too much that's scary..

and i miss my baobei lar, faster come back lar u nabei. hahaaahhahaa.. have been scolding her nabei, hun dan etc in skype all these days coz she scold me other stuffs.. funny lar.. okay, now u all know why i haven been msn-ing recently.. coz i'm skyping =]

200 pounds of happiness

2007-04-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

Aha, it's been the fourth day since start of school and i'm doing er fine. It's not a very busy week yet coz it's only the first week so let's see how it goes. Tml will be the class i've been quite curious about = Audio Creation. Yday or the day before, i asked choonkiat what do we do in audio creation? He said, Oh audio creation is we go in and practise to sing with our diaphragm lor! =_=" yea rite, aha. very funny.

Ended school quite early today so i went back to acc mama and bro, after some time we decided to catch a movie entitled 200pounds of beauty. It's a korean movie lar but it's quite funny thou the plot isn't something very new.. do watch it if you're free. Oh, last week i watched Mr Bean's Holiday with mama and bro too. Haha.. another stupid story but funny lar.. annnnnd i'm waiting for Pirates to screen coz i like johnny depp and i want to see chow yun fatt in er Singapore?

After movie, we went for dinner at sakae sushi. wahahaha i can eat normal food without much jaw pain now okay! (i dun mean er usually i eat abnormal food but er nvm, u all get what i mean)
jus dun give me hard stuffs like peanut and er peanuts coz i can't bite that hard.

Okay, grp 9's havin a gathering on next saturday, 28th.
Time and place not fixed yet cause actually, i've no idea. It's Chun How who asked me to plan and i of coz, give him face lar =] and since it's been actually quite a long time i "retired" from organising stuffs coz i'm tired of sending messages and deciding stuffs. But then, happy to say.. the response is in fact very good (all replied ) and most are going, even wendi. so yea, good...
YOU 'GAI '(Noppak), keep it up!

Sch Reopening

2007-04-14T17:16:00.000+08:00

Arh.. Sch's starting in 2 days time. So fast.. But i suppose it's better to start school then lying on bed suffering from dunno what disease. So okay, SCH I'M READY AND COMING!

Anyway, let's see what modules have i got this sem?

Art and Design History.
(When u ask a design student to study history, it means gone case. Nuts.)
User-Centered Design.
( I assume is Interaction Design 2 so it means stupid and boring.)
Rich-Internet Application.
( I assume it is Dynamic web 2 so it means stress and boring.)
Digital Matte Painting.
( This is the PE i choose. Wee! Should be fun?!)
Audio Creation.
( I dunno what is this but i choose it as my CE. Hope it's alright.)
National Education.
(??? What's that? They meant er NAFRA Test? or attend some talks?)

And er.. i think i have the same timetable as marcus. Aud and wen should be slightly diff because of the audio creation thing, they took sculpturing. As for the rest of grp 9, they are havin fyp now~ kinda miss them too.. those crappers *not rappers* all not ard.. gerald, bc, lim dong etc~ =[

dah-la-LA.

Family Love

2007-04-11T18:08:00.000+08:00

Guys, i'm feeling better already.. dun worry.. Just that i couldn't move my head much now due to the muscle prob and i kinda need lotsa rest and self-exercise, meaning i move my head from left to right, right to left, up to down and down to up. understand? That could be quite irritating but i try to keep it cool.

Besides that, my days were all spent at home rotting coz i couldn't go out for long either, not very comfortable. But one thing that made me sad esp some days ago.. my fren's mum passed away. That was very sudden and depressing... Because her mum is still so young and the last time i saw her, she was still alright... That really shows how unpredictable life is.. and we should really... do what we wanna do now.. dun wait.. till it's too late. I hope my fren is alright.. it'll be hard but she's strong.. And i'm sorry that i didn't turn up at the wake because of my health at that time.. didn't wan to oppose my mum and not in the right situation to go.. hope she understands...

Anyway, i got to know that news from shark and debbie when they came to visit me.. Yea.. haiz.. oh, and thanks for visiting me.. it helps.. tat time when i was kinda very depress.. and shark still call me almost everyday till now to ask if i'm better. very thoughtful of her, really.. sweet friend.. didn't know she so sweet sey.. haa.. thanks gal.. next time got money treat u shark fin, haha ur fren. oh, and i dun mean other's not sweet lar... others also sweet lar.. er.. just thanks to all k?

And.. huiwen has been very understanding as well.. felt bad that our minor proj got so delayed due to my health thing.. she's been kinda patient with me.. hope i wun 'hai' dao her.. Hmmm i've been reflecting on a lot of things recently.. and i felt i wasn't a nice psn. so i think i need to er.. do some self-reflection and be a better psn, really..

Aniwae, family life is the best to me at the current moment.. as in... everyone cares and it feels really great to be at home. I've been looking at my mum, dad and bro for the past 2 weeks.. how much they had changed and time for me to mature already... Nah.. i'm too childish.. Time for me to take care of them already.. im too pampered at home.. grow up, grow UP!

Er, today my bro and mum were saying that i've been locked at home for so many days and i should get some air outside to see if i get better. So they treated me to watch the movie er... Mr Bean's Holiday. Okay, haha.. that's quite funny, plain stupid lame-shit funny. After that, went back home and dad says there's a surprise for me den he's off to sleep. Err.... ???

So yea.. i went to my room to search for what is the "surprise" and i found 20 bucks in my wallet. haaa.. my bro dun get it man, so this shows that my father is bias towards me now hur~ coz' im the youngest at home!! Wee! And bro says my bag is too heavy and he will get me a "lighter" bag.. if not my muscle got further problem again.. hur hur.. so sweet right..even debbie and all were saying how much my bro had changed esp this year.. i tink everyone in the family is pampering me so much that made me feel so good and so bad..
so good to be pampered and so bad coz i didn't do enough for them..

i shall be a better daughter, better sister.
promise!!

IM a Pill

2007-04-04T19:08:00.000+08:00

Time for an update about myself.

For the past week, it has been quite a disaster to me. i almost felt that i m dying and keep having the urge to cry but yet had to hold it back.
Okay, the thing started of with me having this pain in my mouth or jaw area. I thought it could be that my wisdom tooth is growing that's why i felt such pain. So after asking quite some friends about wisdom tooth, i went over to woodlands polyclinic to check.

The dentist asked for my age and after checking me, he said i had wisdom tooth and at least one at the bottom left. So he gave me a referral letter to SGH national dental centre and a kinda painkiller, Ibuprofen. That night, i felt pain again and i took the painkiller prescribed to me. What happened next was, within 30 minutes my eyes were both swollen like ultraman and i'm not lying. It was so swollen that i couldn't even see. Then my nose starts to block and i cannot breathe through my nose. Suddenly i felt nausea and my heart beating faster so my mum rushed me to a nearby clinic and i was given a injection immediately. The doctor says that it is drug allergy and i have got a severe drug allergy. Medicine -> Predisolone was prescribe to me after that.

My nose unblockes after the injection and i felt slightly better. I thought the swell would go away within 6 hrs (usual case) but it turns out for me to take 4 days to fully recover from the swell. I thought for a moment i am going to be okay.

Okay, during the 3rd day i went over to lynette's place for her er party coz i scare no one go later she disappointed or what. For one min i am laughing out loud, the next min i find my heart beating faster and the chest felt so heavy that i need to lie down and try to catch my breath. I knew something was not right so i faster pia cab home.

Back at home, i felt more secure but not better. I forced myself to sleep yet i can't sleep and the next day, i started to have diahorrea, heartburn, fast heartbeat and i also vomitted. Besides that, i had insomia and i couldn't eat coz of the jaw pain as well. I felt so confused and weak that i wanted so much to cry out loud like a baby and hide inside my mother's arms but i didn't, coz i know that will make her worry more.

So i kinda struggled past that few days diahorrea-ing and etc. till i felt better yesterday. In fact, today i did "lao-sai" in the morning. Aniwae, today i was scheduled to take a x-ray on my wisdom tooth so i went to the national dental clinic with my mum like 8 in the morning.

First x-ray taken and guess what the dentist told me?

I only have one wisdom tooth on my top left and that wisdom tooth is not affecting me.
But that isn't what the polyclinic dentist told me. Well? What can i say?
So i was asked to take another x-ray and they stuffed something in my mouth, so near my throat that i almost puke on the nurse when taking the 2nd x-ray.

After that, the dentist confirmed with me that, it's actually not wisdom tooth that is affecting me. Neither is it that i've got tooth decay. It's more of my muscle thing. Either i overworked my muscle on my left (biting too hard? etc) that cause it to ache and have headaches, cannot open jaw or i have some sort of gum infection.

Furthermore, he told me he was very surprised that the doctor gave me predisolone for my allergy thing coz it is a steroid and no wonder i've got so much side effects that seems to be killing me.

Now, i'm given another set of medicine, Anatex. This is used to relieve my muscle and it will cause drowsiness. Just now i felt so damn drowsy that i can just suddenly drop and sleep that kinda thing. I hated it. I really hated the feeling of being sick but then again, who likes it anyway?

I felt like a pill and i cannot stand it. How long more must i be under medication? 2 weeks? That is what the current dentist told me. To stay under observation for 2 weeks and see if the muscle thing gets better. Argh.. I want to be healthy, i want to be running around here and there, not letting my parents worry for me.

I do hope i get better each day but now, i am worrying for my minor project. I have not started anything at all cause at first i was slacking then i was sick for nearly 2 weeks and now i still felt dizzy but was better coz i just woke up. I need to get some work done but i have no concentration at all now. really felt like ... argh....

And ya.. i really need to thank those who showed me care and concern during this 2 weeks. you all know who you are if u did er care? yea.. thanks..

But, the person i need to thank most.. is still my mother. She had been worrying for so long and it's very hard on her coz im still very dependent on her.. if i can.. i really wanted to let her know how much i love her but this is never expressed to her directly. I hope she knows that.

Toothache

2007-03-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

Argh!! i'm still having toothache and headache. Either im going to have my wisdom tooth, teeth decay or im just being heaty. But so far, it seems so that the first case is more possible and i haven seen a doc yet.

I can't really bite! And that is quite irritating.. coz im having tao hui (beancurd) for the past few days. =[ Aniwae, i was trying to act like a doctor, looking up information on oral symptoms and types of disease online and then using torchlight to shine my own teeth(molars), trying to match which seems more likely to happen. But sad to say, there is no conclusion.

So my mum did something stupid. She asked me to take the torchlight and shine her molars instead, so we can "compare" ours and see if i really got wisdom tooth. She never had to extract a wisdom tooth before so maybe it is still hidden inside under the gum or what. So i was thinking perhaps i could see a lump of "hard gum" behind the 2nd molar or what, something like mine or what.

Curiously, i really did shine the light into her mouth and guess what i saw?

>.<" my mum dun even have any molars!!! my mother is partially "bo-gay" lar!! what for ask me to see?? no teeth see what??!! alamak!! i was like er... >.<" dunno wat to say.. haa..

so i was telling her:

mother u behind got no teeth u ask me see wat? how to compare? i got molars, u no molars at all lar, u bo-gay lar!

then she was smiling happily to me:

haha u see, i got those front teeth then no molars u all also dunno~ i smile still look very nice hor?

>.<" speechlessss..

Pic Update

2007-03-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hey, i finally got this pic.

Well, this is kinda my sec grp!

Weee!!

Okay, i shall cherish these friends. =] of coz plus some other friends la.. dun worry, u're not forgotten. =]

Aniwae, today is my cute little cousin, Ting ting's birthday. So i went over her place to celebrate with her and i wished her happy birthday and yea, i really dote her .. Hope she like the pressies =]

Lydia's Wedding

2007-03-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

18th March 2007.
Lydia and Aloy 's Wedding Day.

It was a very tiring yet memorable day because i get to meet up with my closest friends. These are the ones who stood by me when i needed them and they made me feel that i'll never walk alone. (sounded like liverpool Fc moto) A strong bond between most of us i suppose.

These are the 8 sisters (lydia not in pic) er should be 9 sisters now i suppose. Aniwae, the pic is lacking of the good guys (wenhao, zhimin, daren) haha coz that pic is blur!! Argh! our big grp photo is blur!! Nvm, when i get the clearer one from either of them den i shall post it up again.

The dinner was quite fun because we talked shit. Joking about various stuffs and e-tho, what's with your braces?! ha.. Crystal cut her hair short and i commented that she looked younger now so being her usual fun self, she says that she is forever that young. Pui~ haa..

Aniwae, shark was sooo girl that day. nice nice hur~ HAHahahHAH the two of us who are more "manly" kind were kinda stressed on what to wear for this day because there is a "supervisor" around to stress that we must be girly that day. So both of us had to wear dress and hopefully, we looked alright. haaa.. phews, we din make anyone puke at least.

And there were moments whereby the 3 hunk came to be our background model aka wenhao, min and daren. They were funny and nice i would say. Really are good guys, good friends. Then we girls, went to them and took pic with them one by one but i've got a qns. Where is my pic? If it's with e-tho den why she din send me? so it's with er crystal? or debbie? cannot be with jane i think...

The part whereby the lydia wanted to throw the flower den everyone shiam also very funny, esp the part whereby E-tho was too gan jiong and she caught her heels in a hole. She was screaming WAIT WAIT WAIT~ MY HEEL!!~ haa.. obviously none wanted to get that flower because it symbolise that you will be the next to get married. In the end, the one who got it was crystal. Yea yea 7 months hur.

So after the dinner, Crystal gave me, shark,e-tho and debbie a ride home. But guess what, we went to rochor for beancurd tao hui~ We sure are big eaters Hahaa.. quite fun screaming inside the car and talking shit again. I did few stupid recordings on deb and e-tho's hp for the message tone. Hahaa.. real crap but cute. i mean yes, i am cute =]

Now for some thoughts, close friends are really hard to come by. So, do really cherish them when they are still by your side =] Once they are gone, it will be hard to find another one like them. Like that day, i was watching this interview then Ella was saying this :" Hey, you people out there must cherish your friends arh, coz lovers may dump you one day but real friends are the ones who will stand by you till the end, however they may have sex with your lover. 0.0" Haaa.. i suppose the last part she was joking thou it still make sense.

Aniwae, like what primary sch kids always write in their graduation card.

Friends forever!!

And who says that there is no forever in this world? 0.0"

... i'm still here...

Change in look and all

the secret

stressed

outspoken

harsh remarks

boring entry

dream, body, mind

tired

Preempt CNY issues

20081220 NERDS Xmas Party

Songs and Mvs

Ubi-phobia

Coen sings

Mario Hugo

爱。厌

Happiness

Random

mad

nicole fan

F1 day

kayayao

updates

Latest hairstyle

not a bad one

gathering for fyp

Congrats Scam

crazy

Meet up sessions

still here

officially a macbook owner

Sad day

stoned

Happy belated birthday to me

Gathering for Group 9

life at work

Getting rusty

Olympic fever continues

Beijing Olympic Ad

pissed

nothing to post

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Fusion

End of IAP Start of Fusion Prep

Debbie's Wedding Day

Power of blogging

happy me

timeless

Update Iap days

The start of the last day in FYP

The Cribs Album

Dou Niu Update + Hei Se Hui

Update + fight cow wan or not

Update + Queen

魏如昀

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hello

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Mv Time

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S.H.E QingGong Concert

Kukup Trip