M i that scary?

maybe i am..

jus now.. met up wif my best fren.. someone who's like a sister to me.. thou nowadays we seldom meet but den.. nothing changes.. she's still so close to me. we chatted on some stuffs.. and is like.. we really.. grown up..

we start to worry about our futures etc... what plans we hav.. including financial planning for her.. for me.. i won't start my financial planning till i graduate and is in the workforce. But once i am in the workforce, think i will start to have financial planning.. it is like, to be financially successful.. the baseline is to be financially protected. den i will move on to financial accumulation... but now.. i m not financially protected yet.. so.. will hav to work on it when i start to have a stable income. and yar.. think i should get insurance once i start to work.. so when one day i suddenly pass away or whatever.. my family will be well taken care off.. esp my parents.. if i die first lar..

den.. we talked about a fren.. a fren.. who i dote so much but den now.. is like.. drift so apart.. coz.. i think she's afraid of me.. aiya.. is not i think.. d truth is.. yar.. she's afraid of me.. another fren told me tt..
m i tt scary? well.. i am, if i care for u.. hahaha..

she dun dare to look for me like what she used to do.. becoz she knows that she did something not so right.. and she noes that i will scold her or nag her or worry or watever lar.. eh... i dun normally nag ok.. it is onli when it is serious matter den yar.. i will nag... but she chooses to 'escape'.. but in the first place, she noe what she did is not right, but why did she continue to do that? it is time for her to grow up and settle down.. do what is right for her... n not to let her parents and friends who realli cared so much for her down.. if she says that she wanted to live her life for herself not others, then i would wan to ask her.. who gave her her life? is tat how she repay her parents?
yes, some friends nag at u.. but why did they do that? for fun? u think they enjoy doing that?

in the past, i'm there with another fren to guide her.. but now.. both of us are letting our hands off her.. we're not old, but not so young either... we should think for ourselves as well as others.. it is not the time to play le.. play only when u can afford to play and not play when u think u can afford to play.. so this time.. i wun 'scold' her neither will i be there to guide her. yes.. n i will treat it as i dunno anything at all. i wouldn't be there to 'standby' for her to fall and land on me.. if she falls, she got to get up herself... as a fren.. i should be there for her.. but, as a True fren.. i should let u fall and get u to learn ur lessons and get up on ur own so tat u will be a better person...

so those who knoe me, dun ever ask me why din i help her when i knoe stuffs are happening to her. it is not tat i dun help, is that she refused to be helped and she mixes with the wrong group of ppl. whatever i told her, it goes in and comes out as well... since she chooses to do this.. i will let her be this way.. but of coz.. one day when she's willing to do what she ought to do, i'll still support her..

ok.. dun talk bout tt.. well... these few days.. i've been doing my design fund shitie technique drawings.. what shit lar.. sooooooooooOOOOooo sian.. n i dunno i redo how many times le.. i'm sick of it.. realli sick! do until i told my mum i realli sian... but what surprised me is that.. my mum said this to me:" huh.. dun redo le lar.. aiyah.. jus hand up lar.. dun do well.. jiu dun do well lor.. dun expect too much.. jus hand it lor.. "

woah......... haha.... ok lor... think i also sick of doing.. so i'm gonna hand up wat i hav.. and prob get a C or D.. as long as dun F can le.. this will pull down my overall grades for design fund.. and amy S asked me to do well for this since d previous assignment i did well.. but....... i think i'm not going care about this... I M SICK OF DRAWING... at this moment.. hah... nvm lar.. aniwae.. i've nv wanted to get into animation or gaming..

left with.. god knows how many assignments.. and tml as well as sunday.. i got to go for work in suntec city.. so ?? will i finish my assignments? hhhmmm............. i hope so.. and i think so.. it's not about quality now.. i hav no mood for quality work... er.. at this very moment.. haha..

buai buai bloggie.. i m sleepy.. muacks.. good nite..

Went mad in Downtown East.. no image le..

Stressed... went Downtown East for class chalet thingie yday and i jus kinda reached home...
Yday rite.. was damn fun and funni.. hah.. in fact it's like all went crazy and mad like dummies, 'retard-ies' from 'siao-lang-giengs' n stuff.. we're all out to hav fun and do whatever we wan to do..

when i first reached the chalet, it's like.. eh? how come no one open d door huh? den i realised tt d lead singer of the Special Needs, Edwin, actually went to play the drum in d arcarde.. darn it....*&%$*$# i had to go all d way to d arcade to like meet dem and wait for them to go back wif me to put d stuffs i bought..

then wah!! so qiao! once i stepped into the room right.. yah. room no is 1114. go buy 4D lar.. will strike de.. *as if..
den i receive a call from nette, telling me tat she and tt retarded tofu aka jiawan aka.....etc [pls c previous postings for her nicks.. too much le...] reached Downtown East le.. a bit shocked lar.. coz tt was kinda fast.. i thot they would like reach ard 5 plus 6pm.. actually i also din thot tt they would come lor.. haha.. coz.. wah.. tt TOFU always saying... "hmmm... dunno leh..." wah.. *faint... haha.. *stressed.. she say dunno den i also blur den DUNNO??!!! DUNNO?? ok.. she dunno how i noe? den ppl ask me.. den what should i say? DUNNO??! *faint.. hah.. but ok, they came! yeah!!! happi!!!! =D more fun!

went to d Burger King to 'fetch' them to d chalet wif chun how.. hah.. when we're back to d chalet room, *stressed.. first thing we did is to actually listen to the kinda THAI TECHNO music.. and den nette, retarded tofu and me had tt kind of 'diaoz...' look.. what a atmosphere!

but den after tt, we did some idiot crapping stuff ... plus those poker card games! played BIG 2, 21 points aka known as 'BAN LUCK' [someone still dunno what is it called.. *shakes head*] but den hey! we've got luck! thou i din wear red undies or undies with tt inverted 'Fu' word and i dun think retarded tofu wore tt as well.. but we're jus LUCKY!! n we got like dunno how many 'ban lucks'.. too bad.. no $ .. only chicken wings if there is... n yar i taught retarded tofu how to play d BIG 2.. haha.. initially she's like RETARDED lor..obviously.. haha.. giving me endless headaches n i felt like banging myself onto d door, d wall , d watever thing lar.. but den after few games den she started to eh... get it right.. hah.. but cute lar.. will ask me "this one right?" before she places d cards down. DEN that Nette hoh! mus be a 'kiao po' at some gambling den lar.. woah.. sia lar.. she everything also know how to play.. she's a born gambler! dun be decieved by her looks.. look so serious, 'guai'.. den wah.. when it comes to gambling.. also damn serious.. haha.. make sure u die when she places her bombastic cards down... impact sia lar..

BBQ time!!
well.. i din realli er.. BBQed.. haa.. i waited for d others to actually bbq d stuffs for me lar.. lazy lar... lazy to bbq.. also lazy to eat .. tt y i keep saying "later" when they asked me to eat or what.. coz.. i had to admit lar.. i'm jus lazy to eat at tt moment.. until Retarded tofu forced me to eat.. den i ate.. coz she fed me!!! i onli had to open my mouth den ok lor.. haha!! C! tt's how lazy i can be when i'm er......... lazy..

Waterbomb time!!
this is funni lar.. Edwin ganna bombed at his v er.. private and personal area.. ha.. he looked as if he had been raped by d other guys and look as if he wetted his pants lar.. they jus dump him on d floor den BOOMMMM!! tt's d end of Edwin.. haa.. Chun How also ganna this.. but i din realli saw wat happened coz i was playing this stupid game which i will mention about it in further on later.. okie... besides tt.. i think not much ppl played d waterbomb thing coz either they didn't bring extra clothes with them or they refused to admit tt they had extra clothes with them...ok.. i lied about not having extra clothings with me.. =P

STUPID GAME TT I MENTIONED! what watermelon shit.. !!
this game... seriously.. caused me to kinda hav sore throat now or what.. it is like yah.. giving one another nicknames den we had to call out whoever's nickname when we had d same card or what shit lar.. haha.. damn funni! d game started with huifen, nette, RT=Retared tofu*rmb tt* and me.. we jus screamed and shouted for nothing or for something.. i dunno lar.. d whole idea seems stupid but den it jus kinda got us into d crazy mood.. n mus mention sia lar.. tt 3 ger arh.. wah.. their voice frequency damn high.. esp RT and huifen.. *ok lar.. i not bad also lar.. but DEN tt 2 arh!! when they r damn HIGH rite! their pitch can kill my ears lar!! they dun need to pop pills to get high, jus give them tt Pooh Bear Uno cards will do.. i hav goosebumps all over den hair stand, wanted to paste masking tape over their mouth! *ok, i m exaggerating a bit.. but still! it shows how damn loud they were.. we jus screamed like hell as if d opposite's deaf or what.. n den tt HUIFEN!!*&%$()_^&$$ she boxed my right eye coz she got too involved in d screaming.. she jus goes.. "WATTTERMEELLLON!!" den punched my eye!! haha.. what d ??^&$#*..haha.. funni lar.. till now i can still rmb d screamings"
WATTTTEERRRRRRRMELOOOOON!!!! ~~~~~~
MIIIITTUSSUUUUUBIIIIIIISHIIII!!!!~~~
WANNNNTONNN MEEE!!!~~~"
damn crazy!! all went mad with this.. den chun how and BEEEEE ChinGGG joined us in d screaming game. so we finally had some shoutings tt r of lower key and pitch.. ahha... they're not bad..

den not long after tt.. it's alreadi ard 10.30pm..RT d TALLIE and nette had to leave coz they hav to do some work today.. initially i din wanted to stay over.. but den i stayed over... coz of some reasons lar.. den hoh.. tt... LYNETTE... called me to bluff me tt her mum's car broke down den RT and her is still outside downtown east.. i thot it's real... = ="!! den i wanted to like walk out to find them and entertain them with my humorous cum glamorous style u noe... my power coins n napkin tricks can send David Copperfield* is tt how it's spelled? back to his country and retire from d world of bluffs and 'siao-sa-logy'... but den.. yar.. i was TRICKED! u noe...?? d FEELING??? d Master of Tricks was being tricked by a low-class gambler named LYNETTE.. ($^^*#^$ nxt time.. she would hav to watch out.. haha..

as for d night.. was spent slping.. playing d X-Box and PS 2... ha..but not enough space to slp sia lar... ger.. boi.. all slp together.. squeezeeeee.... there's even times when i found myself on d floor.. n i din slp much.. d onli time when i realli fall asleep was ard 7 or 8 am.. den tt idiot gerald was like shaking me and shouting "BEE!! BEE!! BEE!!".. coz we left d honey at d bbq pit without closing it so it attracted some bees.. but seriously, U THINK I CARE?? i'm not done wif my slp.. n den i had to wake up and pack stuffs... what d ^%#&*.. idiot bees.. idiot gerald..

after tt... go home!! some went to arcade for games .... again.... but i went back with gerald and kaiyun.. ha.. gerald had stomach ache.. dunno why.. maybe it's d food.. or ?? i dunno.. hope he's ok now.. ask him go toilet settle he dun wan.. hiaz..
but tt's about it.. haha..

noW!! i'm tired, tired..... TIRED! n i'm goin to slp now.. till... er... evening... haah.. den i would hav to start doing my DF drawings... sobz..... soo.. sian.... i thot tt's onli d beginning of my one pathetic week of break??

Shopping + 3.. oh.. no.. is 2 shorties n 1 TALLIE = feet pain *ouch...
Extras: New discoveries of d day

I started my day with me being slightly late for lecture. still, its OK :) BUT when i stepped into the lect hall... it was damn dark n i can't c a single thing.. coz they are watching d disney animation video thingie.. Heng Marcus flashed his HP light at me so tat i can c where they are sitting at.. BUT den again.. there wasn't enough space so i went to sit wif Joshua in d front... he's late as well.. haha!

During d lect, Joshua n me.. kinda chit chat non-stop.. haha!! n DEN! daDA! Ms Gail came over to us and asked us to shut up..
"IFFFF you all know d lecture so well and won't want to listen to the lecture, you can jus KINDLY go out of the hall. Do u'll hav ur lecture notes with u?"
"NO." it was a firm no.
"Den PLEASE pay attention to the lecture if you don't even have your notes." Smilez..
Sarcastic sia lar.. nvm.. i gave her my SMILE too.. killer smile :) what a polite student... shut up means shut up la.. what KINDLY etc.. AND DEN HOH! we dun hav d notes coz d lecturer din pass it to the photocopying shop auntie.. SO?? how r we suppose to get d notes? Steal from Ms Gail arh? AND DEN HOH! d way she say it.. woah.. she got study COMMs skill sia lar.. but too much comms skills make her so fake.. *shakes head
But DEN again, we r d ones who pay d lecturers to give lectures, so we should hav our freedom to 'comment' on d lecture right?? but... nvm..

DEN! 9.20Am, Zhiwei msg me to say they wanted full timer now instead of part timers!! sobz... ok.. kinda last min.. had to say sorry to Jiawan for 'flying her kite' n also to Fang.. for comin all d way to meet us.. Soli lar... :(

BUT DEN HOH, we still went to town for some lunch plus shopping thingie..
First stop. Far East. woohooo.... ate Long John, did stupid tissue paper tricks, shopped, shopped n.... shopped. Oh.. n den we wrote on d walls.. me n fang wrote d S cube thingie.. Shorties x 3 BUT DEN HOH, 1 extra wrote something like "2 shorties and 1 tallie" eh....er... excuse me, how tall is that TALLIE huh? so imaginative.. *wahaha..

Second stop. HMV. Shop.. shop....shop.... we din do anything much there right... trying to shop 'TOFU's wallet..

Third stop. Cineleisure. still er... shopping lor... den saw Hamtaro wif her fren.. n fang brought some tibits.. coz.. er.. they look cute.. duhz.... OOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
N I MUST MENTION HERE!! I SAW JIAWAN aka TOFU aka MONkey aka Ant.. aka wADever aka Shut UP aka mus-Chie De-fi-sure-cy aka?? in SKIRT!! finally.. finally.. can cry.. :~~~) well, she look nice in d skirt thou it can be even shorter.. but not like fang like tat lar.. tat one is power short.. hah... need to wear nice undies den can wear de..
But realli, look nice.... trust me.. i'm honest.. :) if not nice den i will do d eh... er... hmmm... reaction.. haha... but i din ok.. it's nice. :)

N also!! i saw FANG in shorts le!! yday lar! haha.. she felt so uncomfortable in it.. coz it's too tight or what but den! who ask u to buy so tight.. *wahhaa.. :P look sporty arh.. plus her complexion v tan.. so nice also! :) but DEn still not pants leh... shorts c be4 le no kick.. mus c pants.. hahaa!! SEKALI daDAh.. tml she wear pants.. but i dun think so.. :)

Fourth stop. Plaza Singapura. it's d last stop.. coz think all tired le lor.. but den tofu bought nail polish. think she's a nail polish freak.. after tat we ended our shopping trip.. zoomz..

Things i discovered about the 2 of them :o :
1. they will look into the mirror whenever they saw one to adjust their clothing, hair etc.
2. they love cute stuffs.. soft toys... and er.. tibits.. nvm d taste..
3. they love accessories
4. fang love d seashell necklance thingie
5. tofu love "wadever" that is "ooo.. so funky"
6. fang go anywhere also want to take neoprint..
7. tofu love to imagine that she is tall.
8. fang cannot do without black and white color.
9. tofu breathe thru her mouth. beware of d lizard droppings girl.
10. they hav powerful leg muscle. but i'm not tat bad either :)

maybe nxt time if still got chance interact, will noe more ba... :) me like observing ppl :) fun fun!

Back in action!!
Plus Exclusive:
List of ppl i wish to c wearing xxxx

Well.. yday went to er.. airport.. again.. but this time is to d arrival hall in T1 :) Baobei's back for a 3 week holiday before her sch term starts in Shanghai.. YEAHHH!! Think.. we gonna go K songs again etc le.. crazy diao le.. OVER over.. O yah.. den she mentioned wanting to go pubbing/clubbing... coz she nv go be4 lor.. hmm.. think will be bringing her there someday ba.. maybe nxt week if i can make it.. but it's best to get more ppl to go instead of jus a few.. not so safe.. plus all girls..

hmm... thinking of making baobei wear skirt.. woah....!! cannot imagine..
reminds me that day.. i was wif wingx2... den both of us were like trying to imagine baobei wear skirt or dress.. wah.. cannot imagine.. *wahaha.. thou we did c her wear sch uni be4.. but.. still.. :P

Friends who i can't imagine wearing skirt/dress : Baobei , Perline , Mouse , Jon , my class's Deborah, EVVON TIANG LE FERN, Meirong plus Me.. thou i did wear er.... be4.. but i jus dun wan to IMAGINE myself wearing it.. will faint.. *these r d ppl who might look weird wearing skirt.. *oops... jus er.. not feminine enough i guess..

Friends who i wish to c dem wearing skirt/dress n think will look nice de:
Debbie *wear jeans most of d time
Wing *wear dark green or grey pants most if d time
Yumei *wear jeans or bermuda most of d time
Jiawan *wear shorts most of d time PLUS 1 time jeans.. :P
*Yanling( Nyp de, not er.. wrss de) *er... jeans, shorts n ??

Friends who i wish to c dem wearing pants :
Weifang *forever skirt plus skirt n den.. MINI skirt..
... think she's d onli so far i nv c her wear pants/jeans/?? other den skirt/dress be4...

For d following is R21:

People who i wish to c them naked??:
wah.. this 1 v happening.. mus think.. think.... er.. dun hav leh.. hav also dun wan tell out here.. =P

People who i die die die also dun wan to c them naked:
My mother , father and brother. *thou i saw my mum's... tat's y i dun wan to c that again haha!!
Evvon.. ooooopss.... jk jk la.. always making fun of her..

eee... creating this sort of rubbish blog and list is fun.. reminds me of those dear friends.. haha.. n d fun we once had.. nxt time mus come out wif some sort of list again.. :P

ooh.. goin to prepare tml's presentation lor!! byebye my blog.. miss u.. muacks.. will come visit u and give u some more crap again some other day.. 88..

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散了？

Life is full of ups & downs.. and a lot of times.. u need ur friends to be there for u to get u thru some difficult moments.. but once the difficult times were over, do u still remember that they had been there for u when u needed them?

a fren told me this today (not about me thou.. is about her and her friends) and i had some thots:

朋友说：

散了，散了。。我觉得我们好像要散了。。


我想：

什么是散了？因为不同班所以就散了吗？

如果是的话，其实这段友情是非常的脆弱，经不起考验。

友情不会因为天天相见而坚固，也不会因为以往的经历而永恒。

友情需要的是真诚、感动及信任。


那怎样才会有朋友？

用心就会有朋友

well.. this is all i hav to say.. take a look at ur dear friends.. u will understand it one day..

Shy = Me?

Just came back from grandma hse.... hiaz.. It's her birthday today.. I went.. but my bro din.. he need to work today..

It has been some time since i last visited her... When i first saw her.. i dunno what to say.. perhaps i m.. shocked.. a bit.. too shocked.. D previous time i saw her.. was in d hospital.. she look haggard.. and her hair turns white.. not a single black..
today... she looked even more... haggard.. n she lost all her hair.. start to wonder... nxt time... i c her.... how should i react.. or.. hiaz...

as usual.... i got tongue-tied when i saw so many of relatives... i think that.. to them.. i'm someone v v v v v v v v v shy... indeed.. i think.. maybe i am... no.. is.. in fact, i am. all these 20 years.. i dun dare to talk to my relatives.. when i go to my grandparent's hse, i will hide in d room and do my own stuff.. today.. i did tat too.. i drew something.. out of nothing.. n when i m drawing... so many nieces and nephews came to disturb me.. haa.. they r small kids wantin me to give them paper n pencil to scribble on it.. n i dun even noe their names.. c'mon.. i have like dunno how many nieces and nephews.. i also dunno is niece or nephew or cousin.. they all look d same to me.. their face change so fast.. for some.. dunno since when can start to walk on their own le.. my god.. n i jus realised that today..

d 4 room flat is like sooo cramp wif... er.. 1 grandma 1 grandpa, ard 6 sons and 3 daughter all wif their spouse.. n den add d sons and daughters had at least 2 children each. and then quite some of the children had at least 2 children or babies with them... den it's like... er... ard at least 30 ppl in a 4 room flat..
we din even hav place to stand.. not to mention sitting down.. den all those.. kids huh.. still wan to run about in d hse.. can't they c that we are SqueeZING like hell? haiyo...

nvm.. back to d shy thing... i had a lot of things.. i wanted to say to my grandma.. but i find it v hard to... most of d time is like.. she initiate to talk to me first... but haiz.. nvm.. jus.. hard to..
den for d rest of relatives.. er.. also had to initiate to talk to me.. den i will open my mouth.. besides yawning at times.. but den my reaction to them... is all ard d same.. smile, nod head for yes den shake head for no.. den smile again... *faint.. why like tat???
maybe... becoz.. i dun like some of my relatives... that few.. who look down on my family.. esp.. my brother.. ok fine.. so what they hav a good backgrd.. so so so??? dun hav to talk bad abt my bro right.. he did change le.. *thou i did scold my bro bastard.. but ok.. he is my bro, n i still love him thou i onli tell him he sucks big time.. haha. i hate those... hypocrite.. acting to be nice to us.. i dun need their so call sympathy.. get lost...

nvm.. they wun get lost.. i still hav to see them... for many more years.. nvm.. hack care.. i continue to be a 'shy' psn lor.. becoming.. austic...

OooZZeeSs...

Hey! Declared that I m not tat thick skin..definately not DINOSAUR skin lor.. it's jus er.. muscles.. hah.. went for blood donation wif fang.. hah.. successful sia! d thing is that they got for me the most experienced nurse.. hah..

when it's my turn right... one of d nurse tried but could not find my veins.. coz i got too much *muscle* ahemMm... den she say :" Aiyo.. jialat.." den she jus walk off den call another 'big shoot' nurse to come.. den that damn experienced nurse.. had to keep on increasing the pressure thingie.. but ha.. still can't c d veins.. den she said :" bad vein.. at the side.. aiyo.. dun like dun like..." den she keep on increasing d pressure until like i feel my whole arm's gonna 'shoot' blood out le.. den d 'BS nurse' said to d previous nurse who attended to me :" Arh.. there it is.. it is at the **** position *technical term, ah gu dun understand thou i did study bio be4.. * this one i do.. " WOW!! sound nice huh.. den let her do lor..

she damn good.. poke once can already.. if it's other nurses den maybe they hav to poke dunno how many times.. :) yeah! den i got the green dinosaur sticker.. thou i din request for it.. they gave me d green one.. n i accepted it.. without any complains.. coz i actually.. wanted the.. er.. green dinosaur one lor.. haha.. can keep for fun... first time neh..

after i reach home right.. i took off d bandage.. coz it's already after 4 hr le.. den woah!! d blood oOOOzeesss out.. *shoot! woah! dunno what happen..maybe too much pressure.. but tot d pressure should like.. make it heal or something.. but er.. dun care lar... den i go bathe lor.. wash it off.. :)

YEAH!! i finally did one good deed today! nice nice.. nxt time can go again.. i dun mind.. :) thou.. i feel quite numb now.. my shoulders..

Apology to Zhiwei first....

Oops.. sorry... for letting u go town wait for us.. den in d end we couldn't make it.. but yar... sorry about it.. n also sorry again that i had to turn down d offer to work in turf tml again... haiz.. coz i hav to rush my sketches for my drawing.... and i can onli draw it in sch coz is draw sch building mah.. so yar.. cannot take home do.. sorry... debbie.. help me say sorry to him again.. thou i told him a lot of times le..

okie.. er.. today we had this Media presentation.. well.. it was quite fun thou... most wore formally for this thing.. i like my group's Bruce Lee thing.. "When the water is in the bottle, it becomes the bottle. When the water is in the teapot, it becomes the teapot. Be water, my friend" haha... Bruce Lee said this.. and we make fun of it in class..

den for the drawing lesson.. woot! we had to go to our destinated locations to do 1-pt,2-pt and 3-pt drawing.. total mus hav 5 sketches within like what? 2 hr? crazy lar.. think we so pro meh.. of coz.. in d end none managed to finish it.. so we hav to continue wif it after lesson.. but ya.. tml i had to stay back and do... lor..

n hoh... 'go donate blood for orange :) sticker' de fren and'keep on molesting my stomach' de fren went to do blood donation in sch.. hmm... i din coz i ganna rejected in SGH be4 le.. but den again.. if i were not rushin for time den i would hav tried it again.. tml think i can go try.. c is it that i really got... er.. THICK SKIN... ahemmmMMM.... come to think of it.. it's muscle lor... not THICK SKIN.. = ="!!

den.. went home.. look at d com... dun feel like doing d color theory thing.. stared at it too long... den fall asleep.. wakie wakie den.. look at shoebox.. dun feel like doing it again.. coz ganna from Amy.S le.. revamp until tired.. nvm.. hack care.. fri or sat OR sun den do..

sat got to go grandma hse.. coz grandma bday.. mus go mus go.. scared.. may be d last bday she... had... i haven been a good er.. granddaughter.. haven been visitin her recently.. too tied up wif own stuff.. that shouldn't be d way.. ok.. this sat i will go.. no matter how *faint *stressed i m wif d DF i will still go.. den hoh.. sun got to go send Bimbo.. flying to Aust le.. will miss her too.. mus come back hoh.... :(

P/S: o yar...!! rmbed this wed.. is it wed.. no no.. is tues.. D. beckham came NYP.. ok, i din go and c him thou.. hahah!! if it's roberto carlos or zidane den maybe i will go c lar.. :P

We met...we talked.. we parted..

After so long...
I finally met up with 1 of the '8 sisters' ... d other din turn up.. coz she went back to slp i guess.. hmm...

well how to describe the feeling.. at first.. she seems to be so near yet so far.. i dunno how to start a topic... after so many things had happened.. between d so called "8 sisters".. i looked at my 19th bday tee shirt and i wonder.. if.. we could turn back time..
haiz.. after those fun days.. we are now in d cruel society.. we got to be realistic.. maybe that's why.. there is so much changes in every single one of us.. how i wished tat we are still 单纯.. innocent.. sounded as if we are very bad/complicated now.. well, we're not.. it's jus tat... many changed themselves to fit into this society.. which may or may not be a good news.. at least to me lar..

back to topic.. we met.. den we talked.. talk about what we are doing now and stuffs like tat.. not much on personal issues i guessed.. we din talk about the troubles we had.. we jus... chatted on topics.. that are really a bit tooo normal.. and casual.. well.. i'm not used to that.. we used to share troubles u see.. maybe we din say what we actually wanted to say to each other.. we jus hide our feelings ba.. or maybe we are jus waiting for the time to come.. den maybe.. we can talk about it..

but she's still caring.. n i can still feel that she places me as one her i dear friends.. *at least i think so..and hope so..* she did something that surprises me.. today.. and i'm grateful for that.. n also.. thanks for it.. thou it is a bit late.. but still.. i appreciated it..
there were also moments when she held my hand again.. afraid that i might be pushed away or something coz the place is a bit squeezy.. tat action is what she used to do.. when we were in sec sch days.. n she's doin it again today... reminds me of those days..

when it's time for us to part.. i got off d train first.. she said.. hope that we can meet up more often..well.. i nodded my head n said bye bye to her.. i know we will meet up again.. but when will it be?

both of us like the lyrics of this song.. i shall type it out.. coz it's similar to what i m feeling right now..

快乐解药

是不是太方不开 事事都耿耿于怀

让自己陷入无奈 怎能开怀

为何不学着松开 心中的那条领带

换一种心情对待 （或许）会更明白


会不会太过执著 所谓理想生活？

是不是太过在意 收获和付出 少或多？

也许太过沉迷 在你的追求里？

找不到目的地


谁在意好坏 该不该 只要你快乐 至少是你自己选择

如果你始终不快乐 始终有猜测 或许可以为自己寻找

另一种快乐解药

Can't think of it... 想不到！！

er.. i can't think of d headline... so.. anything lar hoh..
well... today went wif class to marina for steamboat thingie... coz peiwen is like quiting sch le..
it is a farewell.. dinner cum gathering for her lor... hope she will still appreciate it and.. hm... feel that it is memorable.. and all d best to her.. she's smart n diligent... think she will do well de..

den o ya!! someone fly me kite*aeroplane today..放我飞机。。。 haha.. say go den nv go.. ok lar.. she din say go lar.. is tentatively go.. means also not confirm mah.. haha.. but den nv go.. haha.. what m i saying?* haha.. ok lar.. i wun angry de lar.. she got something on lah.. BUT i saw her ENEMY!! BOOOoo!! not pretty de! SuxS.. so stuck up arh? haha... nvm.. i scold tat psn here.. haha!! but cannot say name.. in case.. er.. hahah..
*okie! F*uc* d someone's enemy.. haha!!! no style, no character, no personality.. noT chIo..not cute.. not.. sexy.. not er... what else can scold huh? jus... er.. everything also no good lar.. can? haha.. aiyah.. nv c her after dinner.. if nt can help accidently bang to her or something den say:" sorry lor.." haha.. anyway tat psn also dunno me mah.. aiyo.. when did i become so mean?! haiyo.. bad bad bad...

okie.. scold finish le.. :) mission accomplished! bingo!! :)

P/S: shoebox not done... *faint.. die.....................