HAPPY BDAY TO SOTONG JIAWAN!!!

Happy birthday to lamb~
Happy birthday to doggie~
Happy birthday to retarded~~~~

HAPPPPPPPI birtHDAYYYYY to TOFUUUUUU~~~~~~~~

Wohooo.... okie.. i alreadi celebrated it with u yday so today u can celebrate with ur family huh.. dinner woah.. and yar.. u wun see me unless u pop out somewhere or i pop out somewhere... lala.. actually really at first wanted to pop under ur block on mon after lesson but since u going out for dinner den forget it lor... dun wan give u heartattack and man.. u r clever to kinda guess it huh... but aniway... must be happi huh.. hope u still can tahan my stupid presents ahem~~~

and hor.. rmb to wear it.. esp d smaller piece.. d white with a lot of giraffes one... so damn cute~~~ *wink wink *yeah and not forgetting that grey color thingie which is VVV CUTE if u say it looks like me.. ~ tadah... dun throw away and make it turn black.. if not i *kill u woah.. it is grey so that u wun dirty it.. coz anything white goes to u will become black or grey.. like ur hp pouch and plsssssssss change ur hp pouch when i alreadi also got tt for u le.. somemore 2.. can change rite.. d white is nicer but i think u will dirty it for sure...~~ so hor.. at home u use white, go out u use blue. *wahahaha... make sense rite? dirty fellow~

as for the army green thingie, also wan c u wear arh.. and also.. maybe u will be sick of hello panda after 1 week or what of continuous eating of it.. *nah.. u can throw away the box, that one dun need keep... d rest u better eat it, keep it or use it.. *****warning***** hahaha... okie lar.. turn 18 alreadi.. can go watch M18 show alreadi lar.. besides that nothing much.. o... can go clubbing and buy alcohol lor... u also dun club dun drink.. meanin no use to u lor.. BUT aniwae...

jus hope u are healthy and happy.. =D
Sotong~ happy bday lar..
*c i so good.. dedicate one whole page of blog to u... so kind.. be glad huh..~ still say i bully u.. *

P/S: faster finish ur script and box and go sleep lar.. look like panda lar.. have a NICE DAY!!
dun need to miss me alreadi... *WAHAaHAHAHA.... >.<"!!

A bas***d in my house screwed up my day. wtf..

Happy!!

*yeah! i had a happy day today!! happ happy happy happy! why happy? coz happy!!

went out with wing they all to get some stuffs and man i saw yumei and evvon.. hhaha.. so all those suaning starts immediately.. when mei saw me, she immediately say EH!!!!! wah.... v familiar hor? den i shout back YAH LA YAH LA.. JJ lar.. hahha... den all started laughing like mad.. suanin here and there until even i also cannot tahan and hit evvon's stomach.. serve her right huh.. o ya.. i was with another 4 fren den.. wing, small de, jon, perline..

after tt.. we went to town.. actually is i wanted to go there den they accompany me.. well, i din request them to accompany me, is they willingly did tt de lor.. =D i need to go there coz i was in search of the vcd/dvd of jumanji and something else. i had to do a storyboard panel drawing on this movie and i couldn't find it anywhere except a shop selling it for $49.99..*wtf so damn ex.. ms sheryl ask me to go to vcd rental shops.. and i tried to find but still cannot.. finally saw one rental shop den it says that they onli have sports prog. omg.. and sotong say toa payoh got.. but in d end i din go there.. coz i was looking for something else also.. no time to go find.. think i email teacher say i cannot find lar, ask her change movie can or not.. dun care~

ps: complain a bit.. d sotong's typo error v serious. msg me tell me what "near laser flair there got send mother." it took me sooooo damn long trying to figure what is she trying to say den it was onli until night time den i realized that she meant" near laser flair there got rent movie shop".....&%&$&^ ... den say so lar... so many typo error.. what send mother?! i thot i ask where got vcd rental shop how come become what send mother.. send mother to toa payoh for what?? or the shop name is "SEND MOTHER"... ALAMAk.. sotong.... pls check ur msg typo can or not??? mislead ppl onli.. lucky i nv go.. if not i will be looking for that "SEND MOTHER" shop... =.="!!

so i decided that i will borrow movie from perline and den email teacher to seek approval on d changes. dun care~ so den go to look for something else.. and i realized that it is out of stock.. called up a few outlets.. all out of stock.. so nv buy tt and went to get other thing lor..

o yar! and i m happy coz i bought another album today! ok.. d 2 most recent album i bought is step sun's A perfect Day and S.H.E's Bu Xiang Zhang Da aka dun wan to grow up or once upon a time? whichever it is.. okie i got these two albums. and what is my cd review for these 2 album?

i was slightly disappointed with Step sun's album coz some songs not tt nice like tt of the previous album. but i like the cover.. haha.. i seriously think step sun should sing songs composed by lee weisong/shisong.. and yes.. d last song composed by herself is not tt nice..d fourth track which is liu lang di tu.. er... not nice.. i onli hear it for like once or twice den i keep skipping over that song.. coz not nice.... besides that, i like the lyrics of track 2 written by linxi! his lyrics is always v nice.. d type i like.. d chorus goes like this :
分手伤了谁 谁把她变美
我的眼泪写成了诗已无所谓
让你在回味 字不醉人人自醉
因为回忆 总是美

den for the song First Day, it was co-written by F.I.R, Mayday and Step Sun. so of coz high expectations of this song. it sounded quite rock but... hmmm... a bit too... F.I.R style.. in fact... v F.I.R style.. d kinda song that F.I.R will sing but now is sang by step sun.. so.. somehow a bit... not her style leh.. it is new.. and hmm... nice?! well... not really that nice alreadi when i keep repeating hearing it. if there is more step sun's elements added to it.. den maybe it will be better.. well.. i dunno..

and track 7 is v... wang yi xing.. style.. wang yi xing is a composer aka lead singer of the v own singapore dreamz fm. wang yi xing is also the producer of Jones Shi's album so Jone's songs are v wang yi xing tt kind alreadi. when i listen to track 7.. hmm.. immediately i know it sounds familiar and looking at the credits.. saw.. WANG YI XING... den hiaz... wang yi xing style dun suit step sun.. suits Jones Shi more... i think he need to work on how to get the v unique step sun style out.. having a own style is v impt u noe..

so hmm... buy it when u hav the money.. no no.. buy it lar... singaporean neh.. singaporeans must support singaporeans rite?? after all she is nice what.. her vocal still v nice.. is the song dun.. bring out the best out of her.. tt's d prob.. besides that her vocal is still v strong and nice..

okie.. so.. i think i wun hear this album as much as the previous album of hers. and also when i got the new S.H.E album, den d more i wun hear this album. ok.. so now review for the new S.H.E album is tt.. it is way better than the previous ones they have. better den Encore and even better den Superstar. not to mention that persian cat album which i dun like.. ok... this album is really.. hmm.. v nice.. it is v hard to chose a song that i like most in this album coz ... quite different from d style they used to hav.. after hearing for dunno how many times trying to figure out which song appeals to me most.. i finally gave up. ok i can't decide.. but one thing for sure is that the cover is not nice. hahaha.. ella look like chucky d doll ghost, selina's hair is so damn fake and hebe dun look like hebe. d cover is a bit scary.. but the songs are nice.. so it makes it so worthwhile.

o yes.. i look into the lyrics and credits as well.. and saw that track 9 's producer as well as vocal producer is they themselves. woah... and they did a good job in bringing out the feel of the song, v well arranged.. and =.="!! even selina's dog 'sang' in the song.. but it is so... funni.. coz the dog can follow the rythmn.. v cute.. d dog's barking is like the 'lead drumer' of the song.. and it blends in so well..

and for track 10, selina wrote the english lyrics for the OS. it goes like this:" a long time ago , a little girl wanted to find her future. she went to the mountains and asked the sky "where is my future?" and just then, a little star said "Sweetie, the future is in your hands!" yes, the future is in our hands!" sounds like kindergarden book hor? but if u listen to d song den ya.. it fits into the lyrics very well and it is a nice song as well.. the song is about a little girl in search of her own future. she is not afraid of anything when she is young and wanted to be the most shiny star. but when she grows up, she realized that life is not as simple as she thinks and her dreams seems so unreachable. she looks up to the sky and d star told her not to give up and believe that she is the only star. simple story.. but it shows what a lot of ppl face today.. esp when u experience the real social life outside.. and i did.. maybe tt why.. a lot of feelings when i heard this song.. guys.. go hear it ba.. touching..

and for the composers in the album.. they used a lot of new composers.. a lot of names that i hav nv heard of.. and seriously think they did a good job in selecting the songs.. coz these new composers managed to bring out the 'new' S.H.E.. a new chemistry and it is better for them. a bit sick of the 'old' composers that they used to work with alreadi.. o ya.. and ella's voice is higher now.. den hebe's is lower now.. there is switch huh.. in d past it is harder to differentiate selina and hebe's voice. now become it is harder to differentiate ella's and hebe's voice esp when it is the lower key part..ok.. finallise.. go buy it.. a nice album with nice songs and vocals esp hebe's..

so i happi!! coz i got a lot of new songs to listen to!! and i wun be old alreadi!! and o ya.. i saw Miss L's mother when i went back home... stress... Miss L's mother say i slim down a lot since i last met her.. and she thot i 45kg... *faint.. den she say.. i look thinner than Miss L now.. OMG.. WAHAHHAHA.... her mother is blind.. so all i can do is smile and say no lar.. nv change much lar.. den suddenly Miss L's mother say :" u all and her v long nv talk le arh?" =_=""""!!! dunno how to reply sia lar... ok.. think miss L's mother knows something abt us.. so all i can say is.. er... yar... onli when i coincidentally met her on mrt station or when we both got work turf club den yar.. will talk.. gosh.... stress... lost for words... so damn paiseh lar.. d atmosphere.. but hiyah.. nvm lar.. dun care~~

ok!! go slp!!! again~

Pissed = Menopause

I think i am havin my menopause at this age.. get pissed off easily and get tired easier also... tied up with piles of assignments, did them without any inspirations resulting in designs that i think is damn bad and i dunno why i did that in the first place. din really sleep for the past few days and still not getting what i want.. m i a perfectionist? i think i am now... i dun used to scare so many about sch work and stuffs.. maybe becoz it is more competitive now? everyone is working hard so i got to work double hard as well.. stressing myself somehow but i hav to.. old ppl..

joined claymation competition with d class and after soooo many discussions, no result. can't even decide on the script. sch wan our class do like 3 claymation animation rather den jus one coz there are too many ppl in one group and we hav got soooo damn many ideas on this thing.. prob is that we have TOO many ideas so we couldn't decide on the thing.. keep wanting the script to be that of the perfect stage but den it gets a bit over when we all try too hard.. and yar.. maybe we will do 3 claymation den. but can we faster settle on the script? by rite.. we should hav got all the scripts done up alreadi and maybe.. ya maybe.. we are falling behind time.. we got to be more serious.. i think not only that i got pissed off today but and not many knows that besides a few like wen, fen and how.. i can sense some faces turing to the 'dark' side..

i m fortunate that i m in grp 9 coz of the ppl inside who makes it so happening and good. v united, v hardworking, v fun (well, most of them) but meanin that we will have lesser personal time.. not happi, wan to throw temper also v hard.. c their face.. all look young, playful, innocent.. better not throw temper if not their feelings ganna hurt. so how.. swollow all the shit back.

sch work aside..i still can't think of an idea or plan that i can do hiaz...not sch work but nvm. i will hav to crack my head to dig out watever shit that is inside. and yar there is still 9 stuffs that i hav to do by nxt week and 8 of it are different assignments. most prob when i managed to strike off like 4 of these 9 stuffs that i have to do in my list, i will have 7 more added to it again.

so i wun hav time for a lot of other matters like workin in turf.. realli sorry to zhiwei as he keep asking me to go back work but i hav to reject him.. and also like esther wanted to meet me and debbie these few days/weeks.. but it is always us who can't make it. and ya.. i wanted to keep ppl like jane and wing accompanied coz they seems to hav some troubles that they may want to tell me face to face and yet.. i gt like no time for it.. and nette has been calling me out these few days and i went for none.

bee ching complained that over msn my msg 'tone' is like v stress out tt kind and i talk to him is like not v gd attitude lar... ok i admit.. my attitude sucks when i m doin my stuffs and ppl keep disturbin me resulting in me unable to concentrate and produce sucky results. eg, yday nite.. i think i ignored so many ppl and ya.. even to Baobei.. now den i started to feel bad again.. always feelin bad for things that dun seem to go right. i m losin my patience slowly.. control.. control.. control...... hiaz... nv ending shit.

n yes, i dun like ppl who keep asking me to do something which i dun feel like doing and also when ppl hang up d phone so abruptly without a right reason for that. someone did that to me today.. n i got a bit pissed. i think that is basic courtesy that we should have but unfortunately yar.. and yes, for ppl who i kinda like/dote/etc.. it is ok if u are late when meeting me coz i will have damn high level of patience. and i rmb that in sec sch i always wait for ppl.. d highest record should be when meeting peiren. she was late for more than 3 hour and i sat on the bench on the mrt station doing nothing but jus wait, wait.. and wait.. i wasn't angry.. i can even jus wait one whole day from morning till nite if i think the psn dun mean to be late or i like d psn but jus dun keep doin that.. coz i will finally get pissed off someday. and den ho ho.. merry christmas. that d end of it man.. i look nice but i may not be nice, i m onli nice to ppl who are nice to me.. so ya..

as for those who i dun realli care/like/shit.. if it sooo happens that u have to meet me or i hav to meet u, pls be punctual. slightly late is ok.. 15 min is the maximum. so ok.. got it.. bye bye.. shit..

i jus wan to sleep....... i m tired.....

Cheapos

First thing that my father told me when i reached home was that my uncle had left this world and i dun even know why.. after much pestering.. mama told me that he had been ill for quite some time.. and d illness he got is the same as my grandma. i was shocked for a moment.. but i wasn't depressed coz i m not say close with tt uncle.. i onli c him once in a year during chinese new year period and i nv talk to him be4... but i felt that.. it's a pity that he left so fast coz his son is getting married soon.. now i think that marriage may be postphoned.
the birthday celebration for my grandfather this sat has to be postphoned as well.. no one will hav the mood to celebrate... my grandfather's v old.. more den 80yr old..

this thing leads to me thinking that his sons are all around 30 years old.. so what happens when i m 30 years old? life seems to be so short suddenly.. it is like 10 years from now, i will be 30.. and what happens if i lose anyone who is so darlin to me? may it be my parents or anyone.. now when we are still young.. yar rite.. i m STILL young.. we tend to take things for granted but when we finally lose it one day, we will start to regret and say IF we could start all over again or IF we know it earlier, we shall not do what, say what.. but den why say IF? if i know, i would hav stike lottery and living on a lala land now.. what shit is that IF thing? but a lot of ppl knows that they themselves are taking things for granted yet they are still doing it and they dun care.. why? coz we are cheapos. and being a cheapo is a normal human behaviour. ok.. and that suxs. i think i m a cheapo as well.. well.. a cheapo toopid.

so when i was thinkin about this, i went to bathe. and when i was bathing, i happened to feel like shitting.. ok, and i shitted. and after i shitted, i bathe again.. gosh.. so when i m shitting, i had some thots again.. and i think too much.. but i think it sounds logical to me.. that is.. do u realise that the onli shit that u can tahan smelling, is ur own shit? when u go into the restroom in the public and u happened to smell or see other ppl's shit, u will tend to 'shiam' away and shout out "OH SHIT"! and u will start cursing and swearing that how come tt particular psn dunno how to shit properly and how come his/her shit is soooo damn smelly.. okay.. but think again.. where got shit smell like perfume one?

when we are interacting with other ppl everyday, we cannot tahan the shit that other ppl is giving us but that doesn't mean that we can give other ppl shit too.. we have the right to shit and give ppl shit but other ppl also have the right to not tahanin ur shit. if we know how to control ourselves and be nice to ppl, keep ur shit to jus urself den the world will be so much nicer.. but we are not doing that.. why?

coz we are cheapos, remember?

ok.. enough of shit.. i got to go study.. got test arh...

I LOve MaMa~

Once i woke up today.. i straight chiong to do my typo 3D letter thingie.. and till now, i onli complete one of it. tml i shall continue on the other one.. well.. not v nice.. but i can't be bothered also.. coz i dislike TYPO!! it is a vvvv stupid module.. i dun understand that.. but hiaz.. i'm in no position to change the fact that we got to study this module aniwae..

okay.. back to the topic on MAMA!! i LOVE MY MAMA!!! MAMA rules!! ok.. coz today she v nice to us, nv nag at us. *wahaha.. no lar.. coz i got skin prob.. my leg lar.. den she went to buy those chinese herbal thingie to brew at home den force me to drink. ok, it was for my sake but the taste realli suxs.. no sugar no nothing.. jus d black black water that is so damn bitter. but aniway, i finished it.. coz no choice rite?

den after that.. whole family go out for dinner at sembawang shopping centre..d old shopping centre, not sun plaza. coz there is one rest there.. d zhu chao vvvvvvvvvv nice!!! so we went there.. ok.. it is quite seldom that we will go out together.. unless special occasions. realli.. d onli time when we realli sit down together to have dinner is during the eve of the lunar new year.. d rest of the days were like we eat when we wan and we dun sit together for having meals. ok.. so today.. was kinda happi.. i had tasty food! and i m damn full!! ok.. mother say she wanted to treat us coz last time her bday she nv treat us.. den she let us order whatever we want.. and my father faster say one bottle of tiger beer.. *faint.. beer is all he wanted. nvm den..

den after that, i tell mama i wan step sun cd leh... actually i was trying to chose which album i wan.. in d end choose step sun de coz i saw the dunno what concert on Mtv Ch den she sang this 'first day' and it sounded v good so i wan to listen lor.. den she buy for me.. *YEAH!!! ok lar.. i did a bit of cheating there.. as in mama at first say buy myself lar.. den i say i nv bring money out mah.. den plus a bit of "Mama~~~~ buy for me lar~~~ " and i used a v disgusting act cute voice to 'beg' her.. hahaha.. normally mothers cannot tahan their children 'sha jiao' to them de so they will " aiyooooo~~ ok la ok la.. buy la buy la.. " *wahaha!! =D mama good good.. haha.. evil me.. onli say mama good when she buy me things.. *whahaa.. but no lar... i realli think mama v good.. as in v good lor.. all mothers are v good! well.. er.. most of them. so love ur MAMA huh!!

o ya.. one incident happened.. when we went to take cab home rite.. my father opened the door too hard, too fast and too near himself den he smashes the door on his face!!! *WAHAHA!! all of us including d taxi driver cannot control burst out laughing.. den my father look so paiseh den faster go in and sit infront den rub his face.. hahah!! den d driver ask him if he is ok so he say hahah.. ok lar.. nv c properly lar..
den my mama also v cute... coz when we got off the cab, it was drizzling.. so mama kinda run home.. but hor.. mama v short and pump.. leg even more shorter.. den i see her run i cannot tahan and i laughed out loud.. ahha.. looked like penguin trying v hard to run u noe.. *wahahaha.. clumsy mama..

P/S: Beicheng gave me this link and ask me to take a look at their flashs.. haha... v cute and funni!! i like episode 3, 8,9 especially!! so i got to post here to ask u all to c also!! so damn funni and cute lar.. ok.. here is the link: http://www.boombastick.net/mainset.html

Suay-s all d way~

Jus came back from the Japan animation talk held in singapore history museum by Koji Takeuchi, d president and producer of Telecom Animation Film. BUT, d talk was somehow, disappointing.. ok be4 i conplain on this thing.. i shall proceed to how i started my day..

Hmm.. last nite, i was sending classmates digi imagin files which is ard 130+MB.. so i got to take quite some time.. den i fall asleep and woke at 5 plus Am to realise that my com is still on and that quite some ppl including nette and joshua etc msn me to ask me stuffs and i din reply of coz.. so today i kinda completed my 3D train model and went out ard 2pm to meet huifen for storyboard photo taking assignment.. using er.. one small box and one ping pong ball. ok.. we got to use these 2 stuff to create emotions in any settings.. so we decided to try our luck in one of Singapore's railway tracks. At first we thot we need to go all the way to tanjong pagar there and dunno take what bus or jus walk all the way to find the track.. but when we were takin train, we realised that yew tee that area, we could walk or what to the railway tracks also. so, we got off, had our lunch and walk..

it ended up that it took us more than an hr to walk there coz in bet we did stop at certain places to c if we got inspiration on diff angles or what.. but all those we took are still not wat we wanted. so we proceed on to find our way to the railway tracks using a singapore map book. so finally! we reached our destination. BUT! when i reached there, i realised that it was just kinda near my jc... and the route so near it is where i used to run for my cross country trainings. duhz.. if i noe earlier, we could hav taken a bus den walk, it would be so much shorter. we were sweating non stop and had to ask ppl staying in the oooh.. so rare to c "kampong" house if there will be any trains today and the timing if there is.. for safety reasons. we dun wan to be run down by the trains yar.. the malay guy asked me if i can speak malay when we asked him that.. and of coz, i replied :" saya ta-ta-wu melayu lar".. =D so pro of me sia lar.. and i also noe how to say "ba-lek kampong makan li-mau lar" haha.. of coz i wouldn't say this to them yar..

okay.. so they told us that there wun be any trains for that moment till evenin. after hearing that, we were much more relieved and carry out our 'actions'. BUT.. we ended with nothing that we are satisfied as well. the angle and the 'message','emotions' we wanted to convey is still not there yet. there's a lot of mosquito there as well.. we kept saying that we will ganna dengue after that.. so we decided that.. we should leave the place and proceed to lot 1 to get more inspiration and draw some thumbnails when brainstorming. so d v blur us tried to find bus stop and we went the wrong way. we went on a bus and that uncle told us the bus we wanted to board should be d one opposite. so we faster get down and den we saw that bus!! we ran ALL d way chasing for that stupid bus. and that stupid bus driver ignored us and jus drove past.. SHIT HIM! ok.. so we waited for another bus..

reachedlot 1, sat down, draw... draw... draw.. think.. think.. think. den, go to popular to get stuffs.. realised that the queue is damn long and that we got the timing for the talk wrongly. it starts at 7pm, not 730pm. so it means that we are going to be late for the talk. we ran again like siao-cha-bo after we bought our stuffs and board the train to go to dobby gaunt. BUT hahaha!! becoz huifen is v blur.. i also at times quite blur.. it ended up that we got off at somerset thinking that it is dobby gaunt.. *faint.. and when we went up the escalator.. huifen suddenly say "Eh.. hmm.. looks like somerset hor?" *faint.. den i realized that we got off at the wrong place.. *curse and swear.. ran down again to wait for nxt train. and we confirm plus chop, late for the talk.

once we reached dobby gaunt, we er... ran all d way again!! den halfway we saw chun how runnin after us!! hahah!! we all sama sama.. late also late together.. not arranged de lor.. haha.. den we like.. eh.. where is the history museum arh? den chun how bring us brisk or rather half run half walk to the "singapore history museum".... we run for dunno HOW LONG den we went in and the psn told us that we are at Singapore civilisation museum. not history museum..
OMG!! 3 sotong man.. tot chun how not so sotong but it ended up we all all sotong together at the wrong place wrong time.. so, we ran out again...... look for history museum! finally!!! we realised that, we all the way.. went to the wrong place. that singapore history museum should be the one in clarke quay aka merchant road!! not the one near YMCA.. OMG!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE *************!!

SO! we got on a cab to try rush to clarke quay AND!!!!! guess what? .... traffic jam..................
when we finally reached the place, the talk had started and we are more than half an hr late.. it is damn embarrasing to go in lar.. but we went in still.. it is like not showing respect for the animator.. but haiz... den thruout d 'talk'... he spoke in jap... a lang which i cannot understand. i onli know how to say watashi danni de su.. arigato, ba-ge-ro, ba ka, toyata, mitsubushi, corolla, anaconda! oh.. still got... kawaii neh.. okay.. there is this translator there.. and the translator sucks. jus ask chun how and huifen.. they will agree with me definately.. HE SUCKS.. and the talk is more like a Q&A session for the whole of ard 3 hr.. omg..

worst thing is that i saw someone whom i dun wan to c.. she is the er.... something to do with science.. electron.. hahaha.. my god.. go for talk she also go woah.. so suay to be in the same talk with her man.. and she saw us. worst.. there is one moment when she was like standin next to my right lookin at other ppls art work and commenting.. and talkin to mr CH on my left. so i m kinda caught in the middle and she definately look so irritating and argh....... i cannot stand it so i jus say excuse me to CH and den ignore her straight walk away to CH's d other side to wait for them to 'talk' finish. suay neh.. for this talk, i learn nothing at all.. den.. went home lor...

depressed.. why so suay today? everything like so hiaz...... nvm... tml hopefully will be a better day..

P/S: aniwae, this is the pic of the family that stays in the 'kampong' hse.. surprised that still got ppl stay in this kind of hse.

and this is taken at the railway also. not meant for storyboard. jus a pic i took for fun..

Level Up~

Ha.. woah! 1 AM now!! and i jus came back from the party world ktv session with 3 long time no c frens.. hahahaha.. okay.. it was with jane, zhimin and wenhao.. at first i din wan to go becoz my flu hasn't really recover yet and ktv on sat night is very ex. $20 lor.. but den haiz.. jane kinda use her own method to 'force' me out of the house and go out with them. so how does she do that? well.. basically, she jus need to 'sha jiao' a bit den i will say " haiya.. yo... hmm.. anything lar.. go la go la.. " haha.. that is how powerful she is. and i think besides her, the other 2 person who is able to have this effect on me is huifen and jiawan d tofu..

huifen is that when she also 'sha jiao' to me den i will ... ok lar.. anything also can.. and she realli like to 'sha jiao' to me.. haha.. which is not disgusting lar.. coz some ppl 'sha jiao' is v disgusting but some not disgusting. for eg ppl like Evvon 'sha jiao', i will most prob puke till i drop dead. den as for d tofu.. hmmmmm... dunno leh.. jus will naturally anything lor.. dun need to even sha jiao den i will surrender alreadi.. a bit like jane also... hmm..

okay.. for the ktv rite.. i think i nv heard zhimin sing be4.. i heard wenhao sing be4 long time ago.. with jane and that particular Miss L.. i guess some will noe who is she.. but now no more Miss L.. den came zhimin! i din noe he can er... sing the girls part.. realli LEVEL UP sia lar.. i dun even think that he is singing.. he sounded more like shouting out the lyrics. as for wenhao, v v v v low key and pitch huh.. haiyah.. guy what.. but realli a bit too low.. and jane.. still sound good.. except the v high part which she tend to use her throat a lot..hah.. well.. i din want to sing much also coz i wan to hear them sing.. after so long since we last met. kinda miss them also.. not jane lar.. but zhimin and wenhao. haha.. jane dun c also nvm HOR? hahaha..

the amazing thing is that, when i m out singing with frens whom i get to know from poly, i m the one who sings the old songs. BUT! today! when i m out with these sec sch friends, d songs they sang are realli.. OMG.. damn damn damn damn much much older lar!! and somemore the ratio of old songs sang to the ratio of newer songs sang is like 9:1. and i m d one who sang the latest songs.. they even sang songs that i dun even noe existed.. *faint.. they sang ard 5 of theresa deng li jun de songs and even songs by Qiu Hai Zheng, Tong an ge etc.. who d hell is that? and all the mvs look so damn old u noe.. like for eg A-Mei Zhang HuiMei de songs.. they could chose like newer ones.. but they sang the HIGH HIGH HIGH.. which is er.... dunno is i pri or sec sch tt time de song.. and yar.. we sang hokkien songs.. hahaha!! and is JANE who sang it so loud lor.. her "bus-stop" hokkien song.. i think we are mad..

after that we went for dinner at er.. 11PM.. yar rite.. dinner at 11 PM.. den we chatted and met up with Darren as well after his work in secret recipe. so again.. wenhao and darren drank 'teh', jane 'kikapo', zhimin 'barley'. we are onli 20 yr old but all is like sooo ah pek and ah mas.. i drank COKE! OK! i think i feel so young today.. i chose to drink COKE!! actually i dun mind drinkin kopi-o.. =X

den time getting late.. so we went home and poor wenhao have to like send me and jane home coz he lives nearer to us and that he is a guy so.. =D
so when we reached my hse downstairs, something weird happened.. a bit er.. we saw this 'auntie' ard 40 yr old wearing pyjamas standing there as if she is waiting for someone be4 even we reached my hse downstairs. but den when i press the buttong for the lift, she walk over so suddenly and den wanted to go into the lift with me.. her actions's a bit weird.. so jane was like makin some eye contact with me and so did wenhao. meaning that both of them sense something weird as well.. but den when d lift came i still went in.. and d 'aunite' followed in......

den jane and wenhao left.. when i was alone with the 'aunite' in the lift.. i pressed 9th floor and she pressed 8th. hmmm... a bit scary.. den suddenly she lifted her top.. and pull her shorts and underwear in front of me.. er... she was wearing this er.. disgusting ah ma style brown color panties lor.. n i seriously dunno what is she trying to do.. lifting her top and showing me her ..... yar... soooo i kept realli quiet and alreadi sweating.. hoping that she could faster reach her level. and yar.. when she reach level 8, she did went out.. HENG arh! den immediately after she went out, jane called me.. haha.. asking me did the auntie did anything weird and of coz i told her what happened.. so damn weird and disgusting.. i dun rmb seeing this person be4 thruout my life when i m livin in this block..

d first thing i did when i reached home is to bathe and wash my eye. haha.. jus saw things that i dun wan to c.. if the auntie v pretty, nice figure den i dun mind lar.. *wahahaha.. but den this is realli disgusting lar.. alamak... puking non-stop.. hahah.. but come to think of it.. quite funni also.. haha.. why did she show me that? haha.. do i look like a boy or what to her?

aniway.. realli.. quite happi tonite.. coz i get to c some frens and feel warm at heart.. hmmmm..

P/S: die.. haven finish hw.. typo onli do one letter d whole day.. tml need to rush.. cannot go out and slp late le.. all jane's fault!

Urge to dig

I very guai today. stayed at home till ard 6 plus pm den go out... =D well, partly becoz nette ask me out to buy present for karen last nite but i din reply coz i slept early yday ard 10pm.. not feelin well ma.. and den in d end she tell me again that we are not going out this mornin becoz of god knows what the reason is, she is not telling me.. *faint why can't girls make up their mind? so nvm lor.. aniway i got something on in d evening and that.. i still dun feel so well..

den mama asked me to help her dig her ear. u noe.. d ear 'hole' got dirt. haha.. ok.. i did and i dunno why i kinda like to help ppl dig ear.. er... a bit fun when u get all the dirt out den u feel that d person will be clean somehow. i dun like to c ppl with dirty ear 'hole'.. those 'shit' inside.. i rmb last time in sec sch i requested jane to let me dig her ear.. and till now she still haven let me dig yet coz she always forget to bring the thing to dig the ear. the long long thing whichever it is called.. so i think now... i have that urge to dig ppl's ear again... hmmm.. i dun wan to dig my own ear coz there is no SHIT inside. nothing to dig.. no fun.. there is a period of time when i dig my own ear everyday till it hurts.. hmm.. so anyone.. who needs ppl to help him/her to dig ear, pls bring the long long thing and i can help u with that... but wait.. condition laid is that the person still hav to look clean somehow.. as in ear hole can be dirty but the appearance dun be too dirty if not it will be disgusting to dig a dirty person's ear. =P

ok.. besides that point.. jus came back after meeting debbie, bimbo and irene in cwp for dinner and chit-chat lar.. bimbo came back from aust last fri so it's nice to c her after soo long.. nothing changes. she is still so bimbotic and more 'manly' den me.. haha.. and it's good to noe that she is still with her gf.. hard time for them.. well, i finally rmbered that she studies criminology in aust now. omg! haha.. what a special subj.. so nxt time maybe she will be with the police force or some PI thingie.. quite special and cool huh..

we chatted a lot on some others stuffs as well.. she did mention abt her life in aust whereby there is discrimination against asians. she couldn't find a real fren over there at all coz the locals over there can't be bothered to make fren with them. so... she have to be really very independent and she says that after she had been to the pubs in aust, she find that singapore pubs is considered V PURE.. haha.. in aust, she can see a lot of ppl jus going ard to make out in the pub and it is like with so many different ppl as well.. and yar.. they do it in the public. omg.. den when she turns on the tv, she can jus watch any uncensored show which is RA.. besides that most of her frens over there became smokers and there is like what strawberry, orange.. blah blah flavor cigarettes.. hhmmm.. luckily she din smoke.. and o yah.. the locals are v big in size too.. way bigger than asians. their boobs also v big... like cushion.. haa..

okay.. den we also chatted on some murder case. singapore law etc.. haha.. for eg that last time there is a case whereby someone killed someone and chopped the person up to make curry and den throw the 'meat' away so that it wouldn't be discovered. den there is also another case whereby a person also killed another person, chopped up the person and den make it into buns ='baos' and den give other ppl eat.. OMG!!!!! it is so damn disgusting.. like if throw away like the curry case.. is not tt bad.. but giving other ppl eat the human flesh is like.. OMG... SHIT! ^%&$^&$#@#... after hearing all these.. think debbie feels a bit like puking.. reminds me of the case of the maid kill maid in singapore whereby the head is chopped off and place in orchard road nxt to the mrt station. and this is told to me by jiawan.. shit... and we kinda walk past the place den she told me that.. can't she like tell me be4 that so that i dun have to cross that place over and over again without realizing that i might u noe.. step on the place where the head is placed on.. and d thot of stepping on the ahem.. gives me goosebumps..

den o yah.. we had over conversations not in any restaurants or what.. but rather.. the floor near the mrt station.. haha.. where ppl park their bicycles.. we dun care~ den 1/2 thru when we were chatting.. there is this cockcoach ard 2 metres away from me and bimbo.. the both of us kept thinkin that it will fly onto us or run over to say hi to us somehow.. we became v paranoid and uncomfortable but den still lazy to move away from the spot.. so.. jus pray it wun come to us. lucky.. it din.. i dun like cockcoach.. ok.. who likes anyway? but den of so many insects or creatures or what shit rite.. i scare of cockcoach most lar.. haha.. i dun mind lizard.. dun mind spider.. dun mind worms.. and stuffs.. but not cockcoaches.. think is my brother who caused me to be afraid of cockcoach..

way back to the times when i was a small little cute kid~ haha.. i used to be not so afraid of cockcoaches. but i dun like it lar.. but there is once, i found one cockcoach in the toilet which looks like it had died. so i ran to my brother to ask him remove that and he went to the toilet and grab the cockcoach. it turns out that it is still alive and he decided to play it on me.. he threw it straight on my face! and what the F%^$#^%$*&%!! i m jus a poor little cute kid u noe.. so i think i cried.. hahahahaha!! and i ran away screamin to mama and crying like mad.. real mad.. hahaha.. my bro jus simply sat there laughing... shit him all the way.. ok.. since den i started to dislike and had a kind of phobia towards er.. cockcoaches.. but now as i grow older.. hmm... not soooo afraid of it like last time.. but still.. i jus dun like it.. hate it.. esp when it fly.. yes.. cockcoaches can fly.. disgusting.. argh.............

okie.. enough of the cockcoach thing.. i shall go slp now.. haven do any of my hw.. haha.. storyboard, drawing and typo.. i did none.. shall start tml.. =D

Sick~ and getting sicker..

I feel sick now.. and i think i am sick.. ya.. i m sick.. as in sick, ill.. not someone who is a sicko.. or ti ko..horny girl.. Actually.. i think yday when i m out wif retarded, i can alreadi sense that today i will feel uncomfortable coz my throat is starting to hurt a bit.. den yeah today, i got ulcers poping out in my mouth and throat.. and also got flu.. dunno why.. when i hav sore throat, i will have flu. it is like the buy 1 get 1 free case.. flu and sore throat always come together for me..

mama say i hav sore throat coz i din drink enough water and din hav enough fruits so i m v 'heaty' now. den what abt flu? she say flu coz i caught a cold or what.. so i m 'cool' now. so i hav both heaty and 'cool'.. den it means??? i should be normal rite? den why still feel sick? *faint..

so today my face was kinda black in sch.. den bee ching, gerald, joshua they all.. all one by one come and ask me why my face so black. ok.. coz i not feelin well.. i can't taste the food i ate.. d sotong ball tasted like chewy rubber, hotdog = rougher rubber, crab meat= softer rubber. den we waited 3 hr for an hr drawing lect and den go home. *faint...

so when i was heading home.. it was raining.. but i happened to c this dunno new or not new ice cream by magnolia.. it says chewy blueberry cone. something like tt.. so ok.. chewy? ice-cream that is chewy? sounds quite cute.. so i bought it and ate it on my way home.. under the rain.. can't be bothered.. BUT.. i felt a bit cheated.. the ice cream is so called chewy, becoz there is little small bits and pieces of those like gummy bear thing inside which is tasteless. it is like putting rubber into the ice cream and u call that chewy. ok..... *faint.. or maybe it's becoz everything tasted like rubber today.. so hmmm..

back home.. mama says she wan d make-up powder for her bday present plus money.. haha... ok.. will get her that.. den had bee hoon for dinner.. it is so tasteless as well.. mama ask is it nice? die die also hav to say nice.. althou i dunno how it actually taste like.. hmmm... i m startin to feel headache alreadi... ok.. should end it.. hiaz... i used to be healthier... hiaz... ok thank god tml no sch..

bye. @_@" my head is spinnin..

End of Holidays and balloon job~

It is ending... ending... ending... my holiday... omg.... i feel like lazing around leh... dun feel like doing anything but den.. it is kinda impossible. hiaz........... tml will be my first day of sch after the one month one week break that was.. er.. sufficient lar.. so.. a brand new start again.. and a whole new load of assignments soon to be pile up again.. well, that's life... er.. sch life to be exact but den still, it is better than work life. so.. i got to cherish these times...

o yes.. and i jus finished the balloon job project which is lasting for 4 days in suntec city. Everything is going on quite smoothly.. we managed to finish the 1000 balloons.. haa.. and d 'we' are refering to jiawan, siti or ain or ain or siti and me.. not with evvon and meirong. coz evvon going back msia den rong din noe that i workin on sun as well so she din work. den i got jiawan and siti or ain or ain or siti to work with me lor.. OO!! still got one more.. one smaller version of jiawan, also called jiawan. =D she was here today with us too! so cute.. sooooooooooo cute..

and, siti or ain or ain or siti is afraid of balloons.. haha.. balloon burst, she will go AHH-ing. hmmm... so she ended up distributing balloons d whole day. haha.. as for retarded jiawan, surprisingly, she is not afraid of balloons. wait.. or maybe.. she got used to the bursting of balloon beside her.. well.. er.. i burst quite some balloons.. not my fault.. is the balloon's quality not good enough ok.. so she stood there pump, tie balloon for the whole day. not wanting to distribute at all coz she got no face to c ppl.. hmmm.. >.<" haa..

we finish ard.. 5 plus.. walk a while den went home woah.. go home rest.. coz tml got SCHOOL! hiaz... hmmm mama nv cook.. ate maggie mee again.. and den.. she jus asked me to eat fruits.. i thot what happen.. why she knock on my door again soooo many times.. den she pass me dried longan. duhz.... why dried longan? she say coz i got constipation.. but but.. i thot dried longan is heaty and it makes it harder to shit?!
i told her.. and she say yah lor.. den go to get another pear and peel another orange and ask me to finish all. OMG! ok.. so i jus had maggie mee with hotdog, egg and some pig internal parts which i refuses to eat coz it is soooo damn disgusting.. so bloody smelly.. i jus throw one side ask mama eat herself.. hahaha.. and not forgetting to plus all the fruits.. d orange, pear and ... dried longan. i m damn full now.. and mama says inside the fridge, there are grapes. she say wan to eat can eat. dun wan den tml eat... duhz.. i noe i got constipation but that is not the way to treat a constipated person rite?

ok.. time for chat with zhimin and jane.. we are going to play a frank on him.. over msn... hmmm.. heh.. =D
happy day!

and hope i hav a happy day tml as well!

New Timetable!

Sch is starting on this coming monday and FINALLY.. my timetable has been finalised only today.. initially when i got to know our timetable that has not been finalise on fri, i had a shock.. coz both monday and tuesday end at 9pm.. monday starts at like what 6pm till 9pm.. what the hack.. so whole class pray so hard that they change it.. and yes.. they did. haha..

so now.. i kinda like my timetable.. well.. monday is still a heavy day starting at 8am.. but den hey! not ending at 9pm! but er.. 6pm.. at least much better huh.. and fri is my off day!! no sch!! meaning i can rest on fri, sat and sun!! IF there is not much assignment but i seriously doubt so..

well... as for the 7 modules i taking this sem would be.. typography, animation fundamental, story board & art direction, drawing 2, introduction to 3D, digital imaging and the final studio project. think is it that there is some changes to the sem 2 stuffs.. coz i wonder what happen to the creative process 2 and design fund 2 or what shit.. dunno.. aniwae.. jus another chionging sem lor.. c this time i still can survive not..

and den.. chao~ slp.. tml work..

My Top 10 Male/Female Celebrities (at the moment)

went bras basah to buy art materials wif classmates.. before that met wingz for a short chat... and when i'm walkin back home.. i THINK i saw swee teck.. hmm.. at the basketball court near my hse.. i think is swee teck lar.. if not maybe is some look-a-like or what.. but aniwae. i jus walk away.. coz i also dunno what to say if he is realli er.. swee teck..

and there's no work today so nothing to do so.. anihow search d web to c c look look... den began to look for like maybe the top 10 male/female celebs who is pretty in their own way and i like it... may it be cute... pretty.. handsome..talented.. or what.. jus for fun..
ok.. start wif male of female first? hmm... *think...

ok.. Top 10 guys in my list.. (not according to order of preference)

1) Wang Lee Hom. i think he is v talented and good looking.. esp when he dun shave.. somehow.. but when he shaves, he look much cleaner.. more clean-cut.. so er.. shave or not to shave? anything lar..it doesn't matter rite..
2) Wilber Pan. He is cute.. ha.. the typical boy-next-door kinda look.. but think his character also quite good lar... at least he looks like.. and he can rap =D cute!

3) Andy Lau. Thou he is old now.. but he v man.. hmm.. i think it's his charisma that makes him so good looking.. o ya.. and he is also v humble and kind!

4) Takeshi Kaneshiro. Er... Pretty boy. as for his talents.. er.. i dunno.. somehow.. jus a pretty boy.. but enough to make a lot of small little girls faint huh..

5) Tony Leung. A lot ppl says that his eyes can talk and i think so too.. he is jus damn tooo talented in acting and that makes him so charming. hmmm...

6) Takuya Kimura. Short guy but looks quite tall. But... also another one who is quite talented in acting. his songs.. er.. i nv listen to it thou and i dun rmb how he sounds like.. but it is hard to forget those Levis advertisements. He has got the x-factor..

7) Takenouchi Yutaka. I first noticed him when i watched the Beach Boys few years ago. After that i borrowed Heaven's Coin from Zhimin i think.. and he is another one with x-factor. not that he is those kinda typical good looking guys.. in fact i think his face look a bit weird at certain angle.. but nvm that.. o and i think he look better when he dun shave as well.. more manly..

8) Power Station. Ok.. some may think what the hack.. but i think they quite good looking what.. they can sing arh.. and their singing is so powerful lor.. the feel is there.. they have their own style.. ok.. at least i think so..

9) Edison. Bad boy image.. but a lot of little girls like bad boys what.. thou not my cup of tea.. but den still he has got the face lar.. but his singing cannot make it.. acting can..

10) Shawn Yu. The guy who acted in Initial D.. his face a bit too squarish... hmm.. hairstyle a bit weird now.. but den still.. i think he look good.. maybe it is his character. v humble.. another boy-next-door kind.

okay.. now the females.. (not according to order of preference as well)

1) Fann Wong. Not that kind of beautiful, pretty girl.. but rather one with x-factor as well. x-factor v important huh.. It is her v hardworking nature tat makes her look good regardless of d oooh.. so many not so good rumours abt her. but i've seen and spoke a bit to her be4. i think she is not like what like what the reports wrote abt her.

2) Maggie Cheung. She has got x-factor .. charisma.. pretty face.. talent...character.. omg.. what else she needs? she look cool..and cold.. somehow..but still v good lar.. beautiful beautiful...

3) S.H.E -Hebe. She is cute.. not that kinda fake and act cute like the Cynthi Wang that kind which i think is disgusting.. i was amazed when i first heard her sing Dreams and Leavin on a Jet Plane coz at first i din noe her vocal can be so powerful and she can play piano, flute and did write the rap in one of their songs.. now that i noe, it makes me think that she is cool.. and her so real personality makes me like her.. hmmm..

4) Faye Wong. What can i say? i've heard her sing live.. and i almost fainted.. it sounded so damn good lar.. i jus sat down there not moving at all and listen to her sing. and she realli got the character lor!!! so cool and so her! rude or not rude, i dun care~

5) Sammi Cheng. I like her vocal as well.. v deep and strong.. v stable.. too bad that recently she got soo many sad news.. but i think she is another one who is v hardworking.. and not forgetting the SKII ad.. wash le become v fair huh..

6) Lin ZhiLing.. i dunno her english name lar.. ok.. pretty, beautiful.. er... but a bit like Takeshi Kaneshiro. jus nice on the outside.. inside.. i dunno lor..

7) Stephanie Sun. like her coz of her voice and that she is a Singaporean!!! YEAH!! looks wise ok lar.. not beautiful type but at least she gives ppl the comfortable feeling and that is enough.

8) Matilda Tao Jing Yin. Another wat the hack case but hey!! she has got brains!! and that is also enough to make me like her. v knowledgeable and humorous with her words!! i like arh!!!

9) Sharon Au. another wth plus wtf case. Not pretty as in er.. pretty lar.. but i think she is v friendly and hardworking as well.. spoke to her before also.. thinks that she is realli kind-hearted not like some celebs.. but too bad that a lot of ppl dun appreciates that..

10) Jia Jing Wen. i dunno if she has got a english name as well.. but saw her in a chinese period drama and i think she suits the role and she has got a pretty face. not much info known about her thou.. haa..

well.. end it.

My friendship is not a hotel

i jus read this a find it so familiar..

> Straits Times> English> (c) 2005 Singapore Press Holdings Limited> > >

You can't just check out of a friendship when you enter into a relationship.

SHE used to be my classmate.

We shared the same hobbies, borrowed each other's> lecture notes and had ong telephone conversations.

All that changed when she had a boyfriend. She would cancel our appointments whenever he asked her out.

The first time it happened, I shrugged it off and even squealed in excitement for her.

The second time it happened, I was annoyed but only remarked casually that I seemed to be on her B-list of friends.

The third time it happened, I swore never to ask her out again.

She did not make amends. I guess the growing distance between friends can't be felt when one seems joined at the hip with one's partner and have him as a companion for all of one's activities. Then, they broke up. She called me in tears at midnight and I consoled her.

All was forgiven. It felt good to put aside petty misgivings and stand steadfastly by a friend in times of adversity. Isn't that what friends are for?

Our friendship resumed. But when she found another man, suddenly, her weekends were reserved again. Whenever I called her, she sounded preoccupied and anxious to get off the phone. Later, she became completely incommunicado.

A year later, I got a call from her; she was distraught. She told me her boyfriend had dumped her and asked that we meet. I declined and ignored her subsequent calls.

I did not say what I was thinking: 'My friendship is not a hotel. You don't walk in and out, as and when you wish.'

No matter how head over heels in love I may be - and no matter how a man's charm may make my hormones rage - it never gets to the point where he takes priority over my close friends.

It's a no-brainer. My friends have proven their mettle and stuck with me through thick and thin, while he has merely entered the picture with goodness-knows-what intentions.

Even if I were married, being with my husband would still not override time spent with my close friends. I know of people who stop seeing certain friends or resort to seeing them on the sly just because their spouses do not approve of them doing so.

A spouse will never be able to support one's emotional needs entirely and he or she has to understand that some of these needs will have to be met outside, by friends.

Friendship brings other problems. As my social circle widens, I find it increasingly difficult to discern who my real friends and fair weather ones are.

I often feel I am invited to parties and sought after as a friend for no other reason than that I am a journalist and can, hopefully, be a means to free publicity.

The more people I know, the lonelier I feel. I am a sentimental soul who prefers the comfort of old friendships which hark back to a time when I was simply Janice, minus the fancy title and trappings.

This is why I am not entirely sure that I did the right thing by quitting that friendship. Was I too demanding? Should I have given her a second chance?

After all, we really got along and it was not like she committed something treacherous like cheating me of my money, betraying a secret or stealing my boyfriend.

Still, I have had enough of being taken for granted. Being single and available does not mean my time is any less valuable than hers.

When it is consistently a case of one person giving and the other person taking, it is time to take stock of the friendship and, perhaps, call it quits.

Like courtship - or even more so - friendship requires time, effort and reciprocity.

While courting parties can demand commitment of each other directly, the expectations in a friendship are usually implicit, subtle and unsaid, and as a result, more prone to neglect.

You may love your friends very much, but if they don't hear from you for an extended period of time, it's only human nature that they wonder just how much you really care about them.

As the late civil rights leader Martin Luther King Jr said: 'In the end, we remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.'

Don't misunderstand me. Couples who are newly in love are naturally consumed by each other to the exclusion of everything - and everyone - else. I don't begrudge that. I certainly didn't expect my friend to pay as much attention to me as she did when she was single.

I also accept that when life exerts its pressures and one's career picks up pace, some friendships fade away. But I would be happy to rekindle such friendships.

What I bristle at is being relegated to a nobody when romance calls and then being treated like some sort of stop-gap measure when it ends.

So let's take some time out this week to have a drink with a dear old friend, say 'How are you?' and be sincerely interested in finding out how they are.

I have never been so busy or so popular to the extent that I have no time for an old friend.

Nor, I pray, will I ever be so.

逃避着不该逃避的问题

我是一个没有勇气的人

没有勇气的人是需要很大的勇气

PumP pumP pUmB!!!

I was late for my first day work in the Nissan Roadshow. OMG!!!! haha...
BUT!! i wasn't the main cause for being late. Meirong is the one who is late.. lalala.. i waited for her that's why i m late as well!! BUT!! she was late becoz Evvon asked her to help her bring hp charger. SO! d MAIN cause is Evvon Tiang le fern the idiot. well.. i will nv stop calling her names. =D haa...

we were supposed to reach by 10.45am but we reached at 11am instead. well.. no one seem to care also so i think it is ok lar..coz we are not tooooo late.. but i jus dun like to be late for work coz we are paid to do stuffs and we should have the responsibility of doing it nicely and be punctual.

it's a Nissan Black unlimited Roadshow. no wonder we were requested to wear black top with jeans/pants. coz last time we dun need to wear black.. jus anything den go there they will give us some stupid shirt to change. but i think it looks better this time so it's ok.. basically, what we need to do is to jus pump 1000 balloons, tie it to the stick and den, distribute. sounds so damn easy huh? but den.. after doing it.. all our hands and fingers are like pain and numb and sore and lalala... skin on the finger will peel off also..

the organizer says that we did it v fast and were surprised... so maybe that's why they get one of us.. and it so happens to be me.. duhz.. to help them with some polariod photo taking thing for those goodie bag winners.. ok.. that was easy thou.. we were done wif the balloon thing ard.. 4.30pm and in between we had a hour of lunch break. the lunch break is like u wan go how long can go how long tt kind thou.. but we hav to know our own limits lar.. so from 11am till 4.30pm is ard 5 and 1/2 hr. den minus break.. is ard 4 and 1/2 hr. and for 4 and 1/2 hr, we will get $50. meaning that we were paid like ard $10/hr. isn't that good money?? haha.. i dun mind all those pains from tieing the balloons as long as there is money to earn huh.. it is much better den working in turf club where we were paid $6/hr. but den again, the market rate is $5/hr. so i guess it is still better than other places.

so lesson learnt is that! if u wan to leave earlier, do faster. haha.. which is why straight from the begginning, the 3 of us 'chiong' arh!! pump, pump and pump.. distribute lar.. etc.
and o yar.. there's some funni stuffs happening as well! ahha...
coz initially, evvon and i were saying that when we distribute the balloons to the kids rite, we think that the 2 of us will distribute finish first rather den meirong. coz obviously for those who know meirong rite.. will noe that evvon and me have a er... eh.. arh... ahem.. cuter face. hahahha!! plus meirong's face is like damn black that kind lar.. esp when she is not smiling.. so we kinda laugh at her.. play play lar.. den we go separate ways to distribute. but den somehow it ends up that most of the time, meirong is the one who finishes distributing first. haha..

so we asked her how come huh.. den she say this: " aiyah.. u knoe hor.. aiyoo... the kids hor.. v naughty, they dun wan to take. i stare at them den they no choice mus take. den hor, some parents hor.. they dun let their kids take neh! den i dun care i straight give the kid, ignore the parent. hahahah!! den the parent will like stare at me.. den i walk away dun care lor...is their children wan take one.. not my fault. cannot let the kids have no childhood. "
hhmmmmm....... no wonder she can finish so damn fast... >.<"!! hahaha.. but that was funni thou.. can imagine the way she distribute balloon.. haha..

also that.. there was once a aunty.. v aunty de aunty... she came to me and ask me for the 2 sticks.. i gave her.. den she say she wanted unblown balloons. den i ask her how many u wan.. she din ans my qns and den jus grab one whole bunch of unblown balloons.. i think more than 20 lor.. den she say.." i take hor.. thank u huh.. o.. eh.. u got plastic bag?" OMG!! haha... i din even noe how to ans her.. den i say dun hav plastic bag.. den she saw those torn bags that were initially used to keep those balloons and she jus took it without asking lor.. and den be4 she walk away, she grab ANOTHER bunch of unblown balloon den say again "thank u huh".. *faint hahaa.. so damn aunty lar.. thou we kinda hope more ppl like tt will come coz it would means that we can pump lesser balloon and end the whole thing faster. haa..

den i told evvon that i think her hse havin party lar, no balloon come here take. den stupid evvon.. crack a RA joke.. hahaha!! she say no lar.. is her husband no money to buy condom. *faint...*wahahaha!! den meirong and me was like... duhz... i told evvon.. eh.. the opening of the balloon v small neh..a bit cannot make it huh..den evvon says that still, it can be stretch to soooooo big!! and she pumped a balloon in front of me to show me how big it can stretch to.. that makes rong and me laugh until cannot tahan lar.. stupid evvon.. another ti ko fren of mine.. wahaha..

and o ya.. we burst quite some balloons today. coz the quality of the balloon is not as good as the previous event we worked for. and all the balloon is like onli one color..so boring.. that is silver.. last time still got metallic red.. blue.. orange..

and now i am back home relaxing... tml goin back sch for briefing.. and i dun even noe that if i am going to msia tml to buy ahem or not yet.. hmmm... but that's all for today..