hahahahahahHHaha... Hmmmmm... *thinks*


tired but quite memorable and fun.
=]
P/S: i'm falling in love with clarke quay... a great place to chill and relax. great atmosphere..

Tml will be perline's birthday but i shall wish her happy birthday first! aniwae, yday we went to her place to celebrate her father, elder sister and her birthday. all ard the same date, oh my god... but nevermind, i dunno her elder sis so i can't be bothered. i went for perline's sake wat.. aniwae the buffet thing was er grand and great? kinda too much food and too many cakes.


That's not the main point. After that, we helped perline to make over and it was near disaster. But Perline was being very sporting yea.. becoz i'm now her bebe because her baby was someone else. Lalala~ So the few of us did something crazy aka driving her father's mini van out to somewhere else. The drivers are Wing and Perline. Wing haven touched driving for god knows how long and Perline haven gotten her liscense yet. The passengers were me, peggy, jon and huiqi.. all none drivers or underaged.


Until a point of time they asked me to play and try driving a manual car/van. And i did! i didn't had any theory lesson at all and i dun even noe what the gears are for. so wing was beside me to guide me while the rest went down becoz the van "si huo" for some number of times. SoOooo when the van "si huo", the whole van will like jump up and down hahaa.. so funny and nervous lar.. I would say manual cars are so hard to drive than auto cars lar.. Last time play with auto car not hard but manual ones.. cannot make it lar.. I cannot balance and coordinate that well, but fun thou! nice experience!


Another thing is, i had been so suay that nothing goes on smoothly for me. I'm already very suay to be sick for so long and i haven recover and i got diahorrea now. I already shitted like 6 times already since this morning and i dunno how many times more will there be. damnittt... either i dun shit or i shit too much till i feel no energy in me. Hiaz.. morning sch tml.. i dun wanna feel sickkkkkKkkkkkkkk and have to go home slp den come sch again.. so sian.. but since i'm so suay now, i got this feeling tml i will have to go home den go sch again. dots.

Nah, i gave up already since i already tried to solve it but i believe that for many stuffs, it takes two hands to clap and if either one is not cooperative or simply refuses to face with whichever problems that may exist then forget it. and the most stupid thing is i dun even understand why the sudden change. but well, if the person can't be bothered, why should i care so much? i dun think my head is big enough to take up so many troubles at one go. dun wan to torture myself with more stuffs to think etc. whatever, let it be. i dun wan to try anymore.

cheers!! and i need sleepzzZZzzz...
=]

The "buy 2 get 1 free" disease is back to town. I thot i just recovered and now i'm down with fever, flu and sore throat again. Tee Gong didn't bless me. The first day of school was spent stoning in the class early in the morning at 8a.m till 11a.m. and i was freezing cold becoz i forgot to bring my sweater and thus, borrowed from Gerald. Nah, they went out after that before the next lesson starts at 7p.m. god. 7 hrs of break.. huiwen and i decided to go home partly because my head spins and i dun feel well at all. Intially, my plan was to either go out wif grp 9, go to sajiao's house to help her with something or to look for someone to talk to, but in the end i did nothing.

Before i say anything, everyone pls visit
http://www.pamperholic.blogspot.com/

for some online sales of clothes by my sajiao, the one who called me her monkey.


I'm back yday. Went to JB with sajiao, evvon, deb and meet up with nike on sat. What can i say? We went there to simply, eat. okay, fri nite.. went in and had seafood dinner at the orang *as-li*(i dunno how to spell) place.. den to kbox and sing our hearts out till midnite 3 Am, went back to evvon's place and by the time we bathe etc. it was already 4 Am or 5.. sleep den woke at 10am! set off for br-lunch at jusco, shopped for my bro and his gf present. deb went back, den we went to have our tea-break den nike came in, had korean steamboat and bbq. nice and special..

jane and nike (can u see the steaming boat? korean food are damn spicy~)

these are just those side dishes. can u imagine, 4 ppl eating sooo much food..

went back home late at nite but it was quite satisfying thou we were at times.. kinda tired etc.. and nice talks.. hopefully everyone had kinda more or less.. sorted out the thoughts etc lar..

i've been playing with my face again making diff expression. latest is this! a damn extreme smily face that brightens up ppl's day and (hopefully) my day.

me with jane, we can make this stupid face together everywhere we go!

aniwae, new sem means a new start. i've made up my mind on somethings. tee gong pls bless me. thanks..

hmm.. after reading abt aud's blog on the pang-seying thing.. i did reflect on my pang-seying behaviors recently. not that i wanted to but i guess i have to so yea.. when i'm free i will try my best to spend time with the same old grp 9 lar.. i'll try to balance stuffs... i guess i need to be more... more er eh ah.. studious.


aniwae, tml's the celebration for aud and wen rite? yea i'll go.. this one i promise.. if there is lar.. ha.. ah.. but tml is my brother's birthday as well.. hmm.. nevermind.. i'll explain to him MUhaha.. fri nite i'm going msia again for a dunno whether or not it will be relaxing getaway. back on sat or sun, i dunno. safe or not, i dunno.


and i curse the auntie and her family in cck lot 1 foodcourt who eats beside me yday. I have never ever in my life throw temper and ask a stranger to fuck off in the public and nearly resort to violence. thanks to them, i did that. I didn't want to get into this kinda scene and i've always believe that for anything, we shouldn't resort to violence and avoid vulgarities to minimise conflicts and losing face in public areas, simply becoz it looks bad and stupid. i can almost tolerate with anything but not that remark that auntie made. i am very very much affected and offended to the extend whereby i openly did 'stunt' ppl. and stupid evvon and jane jus beside me also din noe wat happen.. i also don wan to cry after they left la.. hahahahahhahaa...dumb..throw face.. but cannot control lar.. arghhhHHHhhhhhh.. not that i really want to.. i really curse them and i'm still cursing them. i mean it.


hmm.. lalala
am i tired?
yes i am.
am i giving up?
no i won't.
am i stressed?
yes i am.
am i depressed?
no i'm not.


someone used to say, life goes on.
i've got to enter the quote back here again.
HEY! life goes on.
no matter what happen.

Deborah & Fabian!

Deborah's ROM plus own update!!

I'm back to blogging action after being busy, tired both physically and mentally for quite some time. For the past week i'm tied up with work, debbie's R.O.M (yeah baby, she married at the age of 21 and that's seriously very daring.) and other personal stuffs. So yea, not very happy but not very unhappy either. Nah, i'm just plain tired even till now.

O and i need to change my passport photo. Argh.. basically i've been to malaysia like twice in a week or two and i think this coming week, i'm going in there again for a gathering. ya rite, msia gathering. Special hur? The funny thing is, i'm not very prepared to go in but i just went in. For eg, 3 days ago, i was rushing for board designs for Debbie ROM, 2 days ago, crystal, esther, evvon and i were going places to search for decoration stuffs for Debbie's ROM. Yea rite, we initated to deco the place for debbie coz she is my best friend! my sister!! We went to geylang 'sirai', arab street, concourse, sunshine plaza etc within the night lar.. mad are we. lucky evvon and crystal are driving. The stupid thing is that while they were driving, they were having fun cutting lanes here and there etc. I was in evvon's car and esther is in crystal's car. so yea yea, esther msg me to complain that stupid evvon thinks she is driving in malaysia is it?! nah, it's evvon neh. u think she care?

After that, it was quite late and evvon dun have a proper attire for the ROM in singapore. We have to reach Euro Asia Apartments by ard 9a.m de the next day and everything was in a rush. SOoo what we did is, i accompanied evvon into JB in the midnite(becoz it's not safe to drive alone, thou i also dun think it is very safe to drive with me by the side coz i dun reg directions and i can't fight off any bad guys if there are. duhz.) so yea, drove back home took passport, rush to JB, packed stuffs, help evvon chose clothes, watched my super-ex-girlfriend dvd den rush back to singapore -> theresa's place to get the balloon pump lalala den back to my home. After i changed and bathe, rush to fetch others den chiong to Euro Asia Apartments. On our way, we met jam and lost our way. damnit. Anyway, i was trying to say i didn't sleep for 2 or 3 consecutive days at all! Duhz. but it was all worth it coz it's for debbie!!

deco grp! before debbie set off for the make up.

Anyway, i was really glad that those i expect to turn up to help in deco came.. namely, evvon, jane, esther, crystal, wenhao, zhimin, nike, lydia and shulin. After that, peiren and yushuang came as well for the ROM. Wow.. and it's..... so damn long since we all last gathered together and it reminded us of those old sch days when we stayed back to do banners etc. hard work but fun. i miss those days... awww.. hanging out with them is so relaxing and peaceful? i dunno how to say.. but it's very comfortable and it's a feeling of closeness. They are the ones i grew up with.

nike, lydia, jane-> smiles all de way yea!

Remember having conversations with evvon on the way to JB, saying that we lived with ourselves for 21 years and we know each other for half of our life meaning 10 years lar. it's fate that brought us together and we cherish it. aww.. even for people like lydia and shulin.. i haven talked to them for a year or years? i mean, we totally lost in contact but becoz of debbie's ROM, we talked again and the feeling hasn't changed much. Our conversations are never :"hi, how are you and what have you been doing?" Ours are :"WAaaaa!! wear black and white arh? who is next to get married? evvon or zhimin? oOOoo no no no, is evvon with zhimin!! Muhahah... " =X of coz there's also joke on lydia and wenhao the ex-couple. Well, no one threw temper when we played stupid jokes and i guess it's because we all understand each other much enough that we know what are the stuffs we cannot joke and each other's bad habits and personality.

zhimin-> Mr Flower. Where's Mrs Flower Evvon?

The R.O.M went on fine with a very beautiful bride!!! DEBBBIEEE!! i'm really happy for her and i just hope she will be very happy.. she's the best psn i ever know and god lar, tee kong lar.. everyone will bless her and protect her! She's so nice to me that i think i'm willing to give up my life to her if we were to meet an accident and one have to die. *CHOY* but i really think that she's so much better than me, have a very kind soul, very forgiving, very generous, very caring, very thoughtful, very very very good lar... she's better than an angel and i bet others who knows her will agree to it too! thus i think i rather she live to spread the love ard her den me living to cause more pains to people..


People say, heaven is fair. If you have the looks, your personality will have more faults and vice versa. Debbie don't have attractive appearance but her personality gain people's respect and love. Jane on the other hand, have a attractive appearance but her character waaaa.... hahahahhaa i'm not saying her character very jialat or wat lar, but she's more stubborn definately. =X yea yea, not the first time i say her and when i say her, i was actually sweating becoz i'm also very stubborn. Oops.. aniwae, we r close enough to say out each other faults and learn to be accepting and live it with. Everyday i've been praying hard for jane to be punctual. hiaz... Oh and for my case, i dun have a attractive appearance neither do i have a very good personality. wait wait, did i just say heaven is fair? i take back my words...


aniwae, after ROM we stay out till quite late still.. and i've been thinking through a lot of things.. no conclusions but just more stuffs.. perhaps i'm in a low mood or i'm just plain tired.. i think i'm not being very nice to some people. I've said harsh stuffs sometimes even thou i don mean it or rather i say some things on impulse? maybe i'm suffering from some split persoanlity disease or whatever, if i'm nice to you doesn't mean i like you and if i'm bad or straightforward towards you doesn't mean i have something against you AND if i'm nice to you MAY also mean i like you and if i'm bad or straightforward towards you MAY mean i have something against you. mUahaha i told you, i'm a sicko and i'm behaving weirdly.. ok lar, there's a easy way out to know my emotions, just ask me directly straight to face lor and i won be angry actually. thou i dun understand why when i'm quiet den everyone will like don dare to talk to me etc. am i that scary?

know why tweety and me so gum within a year? haha coz she not happy with me she will tell me and if i'm angry with her i will tell her.. after that will be okay already.. and she's v sweet to me eh.. i will try to be 'sweet' lar thou i'm not those candy type sweetie~ but i'm also nice to her! i hungry she buy food for me to eat, she hungry i buy food for her to eat lor.. and we talked about personal stuffs.. muahaha and i feel easy to tell her.. ok lar, wack me if i'm getting more and more emotional for god knows what reasons. lalala...


i jus saw Goal and tokyo drift in a row and i prefer goal. and dots that i cried twice. hmmm...
suddenly feel a bit like singing ktv to let out some emotions. lala. whatever..

P/S: i'll post more photos when i get it.

worried terribly...
waiting..