rants. ubi-phobia.

just now, ronnie told us that he's looking for a new office to move to. a bigger space. i'm fine with moving.
but.
the moment he said it might be ubi, i sianed almost immediately.
i know ubi is cheaper and has a bigger space.
i know we could have a office of our own, not sharing with lil jackie.
and i know i don't have the choice of choosing.

*pauses
okay where the hell is Ubi?
*checks net.
what?!!

it is damn far and inconvenient for me lar.
stuffs are not confirmed and i know i shouldn't be saying this but i really want to say this.
i don't like Ubi or simply anywhere that is too far and there's a lot of "steps" to be taken in order to reach the place.

working in Ubi means:
1) i have to wake much early.

2a) i have to walk for 10-15 mins from home to station and then take 18 f***ing stops to reach Aljunied or more (depending on which part of Ubi) and then walk or take bus for god knows how long again to reach the office.
2b) i have to walk for 10-15 mins from home to station and then take bus for dunno how long to dunno where and then maybe take bus again or walk for dunno how long before i reach office.
2c) i have to take bus to woodlands interchange and then take bus for dunno how long to dunno where and then maybe, take bus again.

3) my transport fees will increase as a result of 2a, 2b or 2c. ( i mind that coz my pay is not high already and i'm not rich you see. and yes, my father has been borrowing money from me every month. i can't even save and the money's gone somehow.)

4) by the time i reach e office, i think i don't have the mood to work already. that will affect my work because i do get pissed off easily at times, eg, being squeezed and becoming the cream part of "oreo" on bus.

5) i dislike taking bus except for the trip to changi airport, seriously.

6) i don't like to go home late because my mother sleeps at 10pm sharp everyday. from mon - fri, i don't get to see my father at all because of our working times and now if you were to tell me, i can't talk to my mother on weekdays too because when i'm back, she's asleep, i will be very sian and sad. yes yes yes i am a mummy girl. i want to talk to her, play with her everyday. my father don't talk to her most of the time, neither do my brother. if i also have no time for her, she's all alone. i can't stand that.

7) i can't meet my friends easily after work. who the hell will meet me for dinner in ubi after work? and if i go elsewhere to meet them for dinner, i think before i reach, they die of hunger already. yes i know designers have irregular hours and late dinner. but, all of my closer friends are not designers. a-hah.

8) i will waste around 3 hours every day on traveling which = 3 more hours on ipod music = blood oozing out from ears as a result of "excessive ipod-ing".

and the list goes on, if i want to continue my ramblings.

i haven't been blogging such long entry for some time. i guess it must have made me "agitated" somehow. ha. can sense my dislike for shifting of office to *maybe ubi*.
of coz, i know it's just a *maybe. but i've been thinking about it whole night lar.

i'm trying to be pessimistic.
ronnie has been *hinting that for some time. and today when he arrived to this topic, i asked if can don't want ubi? he say cannot, nooo...

of coz i know it's not fair to move to a place where it's near me but damn far for them like yishun those, they will be pissed too.
so of coz ideal place is somewhere more central or tanjiong pagar or what lar.
yes, retrench everywhere now. if i don't want to work in ubi, there's still many who wants it.
but, i reallyyyyyy dun wan ubiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!! or anywhere that is too f***ing far and many "steps" to take.
yes yes yes, i'm girl and i shouldn't be saying "f***ing". that why i ****ed it.
but then again, i'm not a girl, but rather, a "past-tense" girl and woman-to-be.

so erm.
FUCK!!
I HATE UBI!

P/S: i'll take back my words if we didn't shift to ubi or anywhere that is almost like ubi.

hehe think dun need guess already.
i told quite some and those were like reallllyy?? omg..
haha

the vocal belongs to our ex-lecturer, ms coen.
no wonder last time she say want sing ktv with us.
haha

http://www.songsiwrite.com/media.asp?id=songs-1044

guess who is the "singer" for this song.
guess right got my kiss.
haha

*hint: someone from NYP

and AND ANDDD MUST VIEW THIS:

飞轮海live singing

damn funny la. they sang "so nice"

i like it.
mario hugo.
not that super mario.