爱。厌

我觉得

快乐是无意间发现好音乐

能够在无干扰下听着旋律

快乐是每天有很多东西做

却依然能够过得悠然自得

快乐是当你工作了一整天

回家看到满桌的温热晚餐

快乐是常和朋友嘘寒问暖

关心或者咒骂彼此的点滴

我说

快乐是充满爱心

快乐是充满奇迹

快乐是无忧无虑

快乐是无病无痛

我想

快乐是虚幻

I feel like writing essays/fic/lyrics in Chinese.
I'm too tired.

I feel like spraying paints on walls.
I've got no wall and paints for me to spray.

I feel like getting a backpack.
I can't find a nice one.

I feel like doing nice illustrations.
I've got no idea.

I feel like bringing my parents to Taiwan as soon as possible.
I've got no money.

I feel like I've got nothing to feel for.
I'm numb...

numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb numb

my partner is mad.
really mad.
super mad.

she's going bonkers.
she has been playing the same song for dozens of times beside me.
i am so very affected by it.
omg.
should i just kill her or cut off my ears?
i'm in a dilemma~
hurhur