my lips are dry and it seems so tight.. wat happen? argh.. animations' ok at the moment n i m slacking damn seriously.. amy's leaving on fri and den now wat? dunno..

ok.. here's a song which i have been listening to it so many times.. find the song and lyrics nice..
Here is a link for the song:
http://s35.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=3DCB9XD91JN7S3HCZNRM4QSIEH
it's JJ's Yuan lai. ok dotz.. thou i dun wan be said that i look like him again but i do listen to his songs coz er.. quite nice leh.. =.="
and dl it if u wan. but dun tell the police hor.. shhhHhh~

and argh.. will newcastle win chelsea in d upcomin game? well, i seriously doubt so.. Alan Shearer! Michael Owen! faster recover and get back to the team! newcastle's still at 11 at the league table with 36 points.. hiaz.. and my liking for liverpool had gone down a bit here and there.. nvm tat.. doesn't matter.. and i still dun like Man U.

P/S: buy today or this thurs lianhe zaobao if u wan to catch jane's interview in it. heng this time d pics not so jialat if not show ppl also paiseh.

Attended 3 friends's 21st bday celebration in 2 days.. and i still hav no much idea wat did i do over 3 different places.. went ah mei there which is in yishun sapphire.. stay dunno how long to officially meet elmo, the dog we got for her, den rush to debbie there.. which is in changi aloha terrace. lucky evvon did drive tat day.. but we still lost our way aniwae..

i hope debbie is happy but she seems so tired.. and her that brother.. a bit cannot stand it when he bullies her like this.. grow up man.. the whole thing a bit.. too many strangers? so i stoned most of the time and do nothing.. there's like 3 big rooms and yet onli like 8 ppl who stayed over.. wanted to wait for debbie to send her bro to dunno where and den where and den where again and again to play majiong or wat.. but in d end.. onli at like 2 plus den jane n me fall asleep.. sleeping wif a QUEEN is so not good or honoured.. esp when she sleeps with the mouth like a hamster's. and thank god that this time she didn't hug me the way she did in msia.. i will puke.. n lucky peiren nv slp wif us.. if not we will be on the floor d nxt morning..

so .. left zhimin and wenhao entertaining themselves. thank god jane, zhimin and wenhao did stay over.. if not i will die.. n i dunno why i so tired coz it seems like i do nothing at all.. jus sleep, stoned and sleep and stoned and sleep den that's it.. mornin wake up pee den sleep den eh, afternoon alreadi.. booked out den go home, sleep.

sleep till evenin wake up go zhimin place to celebrate his birthday wif jane, wenhao and darren.. obviously zhimin isn't happy today thou i hoped he will.. but still can understand why.. and quite touched to see that he still keeps that stupid piyo piyo soft toy which i bought for him when we are in sec 2..like er.. 6 yrs ago? and he rmbs it.. and the soft toy a bit black now hor.. aniwae, that' my bro man! happy birthday...

aniwae.. post some pics for nothing.. event pics.. dotz.. taken these few days.. some not taken by me thou..

yeah rite, jane won the competition.. she's d champion now.. gosh... it was soo damn gan jiong thing.. and now she has a contract and den wat? worth around 10,000 cash + prizes thingie.. and den off to shanghai for the competition again. gosh.. u realli win it man even thou u nearly trip and fall coz of the too high heels. go rob her. u have done us proud.. realli..

seeing mag n julie cry is like argh.. finally see u grow up and ya.. i was touched but i find no tears coz i dunno how to cry infront of ppl.. but i was seriously proud of u.. and u made my digi assignment piece more worth of money coz i did u as my model man! i can post on G-bay to sell when u become popular and not forgetting that i have ur damn ugly pics when u were in sec sch etc~ i can sell to those reporters too! treat me better rite. and god bless that today the papers dun show ur ugly pics.

ok.. seeing my dear fren win this thing is the happiest thing that occured to me in these few weeks.. i guess.. at least there is something for me to be really happy about.. i guess i realli lose something important.. things went the wrong way.. n it feels bad.. to be avoided or ignored.. i started the trouble, i can't escape and i can't end it.

i mean it.
pri 5 cousin ting ting asked me 2 maths question n i failed to solve it and when i asked a lot of ppl, all find it weird and cannot solve.
aniwae these are the 2 qns solve it if u want:

qns 1)
Mr Smith had 1.5litre of white paint in tin A and 1.25 litre of red paint in tin B. he poured 750ml of red paint from B into A and poured some of the mixture in tin A back into tin B, if 7/11 of final mixture in tin B was made up of red paint, what was the total vol of the mixtuer in A that Mr Smith had poured into tin B ?

qns 2)
2/5 of raju money is 3/2 of carl's money. when raju spent $450 and carls receive $120,e ration of Raju $ : Carls $ became 5:2how much $ did Raju have at first?

and explain it to me.. i still dun get it.. it seems to be like the ans for qns 2 is $2250 but i'm not sure.. jus to complain aniwae..

Firstly... hav to wish Happy early 21st bday to debbie.. her bday is tml ya.. hope she can hav a very happy and fun day. she treated me so good and she never ever ask for anything back in return.. she's the best fren i have and her heart is made of gold.. seriously.. gold.. no no.. diamond.. aniwae.. jus to say that she is really very nice.. i think i can never ever find anyone who treasures me so much like she do.. except for my mum.. and debbie treat me better than my very own father and brother...

and secondly.. tml is jane's finals at PS.. as promised, i will go down no matter wat.. even thou my sp ends at er.. 730 but jane's is at 7.. so er.. skip part of sp maybe.. and either take cab or ? c how.. hope she wins but if nv win also nvm.. jus a experience and ya.. happy can le.. doesn't matter.. all d best ba..

n jus happen to hav a urge to go clubbin tml.. i need to destress... but goin there wif bag and animation papers look dumb.. maybe another day.... hmm.. maybe.. go for mambo nite den.. i dunno..

the day's boring.. went out to source for materials for the cd cover.. and took some pics as they wanted to keep for memory purpose...

caught unprepared for some..

we love this pic..

ignore the yellow plastic bag of huiwen and we will get a poster like pic for blood donation thingie. cute audrey..

irritating fellow.. who posed v long for this pic with covers half of her face.. =.="

this is huiwen and me~

and jus bought a mic in popular costing 7.90 which isn't ex but ya lar... coz baobei wanted to chat wif me in msn wif that.. and i jus got to know that her name is mary.. =.=" dotz.. and she gave me a name call siti.. i say i dun wan den she say den i shall be ahmad.. dotz.. i say dun wan den she say den i shall be called goon-du-ah-san.. idiot.. aniwae.. she did something wow yday! so got to say i support!!

P/S: my animation is behind schedule.. =.=" ppl.. do slower leh..

She really is.. last sat she made a remark that my brother treats her better compared to me and that he thinks for her more than i do.. almost immediately my face turns black and i went back to room, pack my stuffs and go marina square early.

maybe i really didn't show her how much i cared for her.. i wasn't used to that.. so making her having this misconception that i don't care.. but these few days.. she did stuffs that make me feel touched.. she detects my mood so easily.. and i didn't even throw temper.. no nothing.. and yet she treat me so differently.. i wasn't eating well but i eat but aniwae nvm.. she went to get stuffs like chicken chop etc to try make me eat.. she hated it when i buy tibits to eat but she jus bought home 20 small packets of chili photo chips which i like to eat.. and when i went back to room.. i saw another 2 new socks.. green color somemore.. and some other stuffs.. she no longer scream at me for not taking my clothes to keep and not tidying things.. instead she tidied her own and talk to me so soft that i m so not used to it.. i guess she is treating me as some sort of god or ghost now. can see cannot touch.

aniwae.. mama's treating me too good now that i m so not used to it but yet it still er.. feel quite good? in a way? as in at least she dun irritate me when i m doing my work or when i am in my own world of thoughts. so wat now..? treat her better lor..

P/S: my shit is damn heavy! one shit 1 kg! yday i shitted 2 shit and den i m 2kg lesser den last week.. hmmm.. no wonder weilun and edwin says that my body is made of shit. so if i hav accident or die or wat.. den the doc will opened up my body and the shit will explode out.. dotz.. and i still hav 1 more shit in my ass but cannot come out. how's tat?

看到了你在你网站上对我的留言了
宝贝 果真长大了
是高兴也好 是庆幸也罢
只要你的心还是那么的单纯 善良
一切也就无所谓

我的勇气是你们给的
同样的 我也想给你你需要的勇气
五年了 你也很累了
何时是时候 也只有你能决定

其实 你也很有勇气 真的
有勇气承认自己是个没有勇气的人 是需要很多勇气的
你不是无用 也不是胆小
只是错过了机会

五年说长不长 说短也一点都不短
你能为她付出那么多 却从没要过任何回报
已经是天大的勇气和毅力了
我没有你那么伟大

我是自由了 是解脱了
但放不放得开还言之过早
重要的还是 至少我将来不会后悔没去做哪个决定
不去强求 也许会好过些

我也很高兴认识你
就这样的认识你
你人不在我身边
但至少精神上
你已经在我左右
你不要谢我
我也不要谢你
我们不需那么客气

时间可以冲淡很多事
但我们之间的友情
不是时间能改变的
大家一起加油！

共勉之

宝贝

i m strong! and i m brave! i can finally be true to my feelings! i m strong! i dun wan to be coward! STRONG!! =)

i thot i m someone with confidence.. but now.. i see that ha.. i'm not at all.. baobei says her love is full of magnanimity and she asked me wat abt me.. i answered tat my love is full of inferiority.. i can't figure out my thots.. even when i clearly know wat i wan and also tat i wun get wat i wan.. the heart says go for it.. d brain says stop it.. it is not logical and u will regret.. but den heart says again.. if u dun try, how u noe u will regret? u might den regret if u dun try.. so... it's tat the brain and heart dun function together.. i guess making d decision of not donating my organs when i die as my parents object to it is a good decision.. so that other ppl won't get this irritating heart of mine.. save ppl from troubles.. i need... a thing call courage..

i finally found time to read the fic that wing wrote some time ago and i find this quote quite touching.. 今生等不到你，只希望你来生能够等我。 and i got to say i quite like her way she describe things.. can visualise the happenings.. like this part..

我在空中舞动的手突然被人抓住。我极力的挣扎！不要剥夺我寻找快乐的权利！我要high！没有人可以阻止我！没有！！我猛的推开碍着我狂欢的人，可是他就是抓着我不放。我继续摇着头，继续挥着手。我甚至开始慢跑了起来，可是我就是甩不开那只手。他妈的！我对手的主人狠狠的挥了一拳。听到‘啊’的一声，我的心里开始有一丝的兴奋。哈！我要让手的主人尝尝痛苦的滋味！接下来，我一拳又一拳扎实的落在那个人的身躯上。好刺激的感觉！我要打！我要甩！我要摇！

and i got to know wat is Ketamine..
"Ketamine俗称Special K或K，是用于全身性麻醉。较常见之副作用为心搏过速、血压上升、震颠、肌肉紧张而呈強直性、阵攣性运动等，部分病人在恢復期会出現不愉快的梦、意识模糊 、幻觉、无理行为及谵妄。

Ketamine可以口服、鼻吸、烟吸及注射等方式施用，吸食会产生”high”的感覺，药效约可维持一小时，但影响吸食者感觉、协调及判断力则可长达16至24小时，并可产生恶心、呕吐、複视、视觉模糊、影像扭曲、暫发性失忆及身体失去平衡等症状。

Ketamine 为三大强奸药品之一，属安眠鎮定剂，具有成癮性，由于无色、无味，易于食物、饮料混合，服用后代谢迅速，易成为性侵犯的工具。被害者服用后短时间內不易清醒，具有暫時性记忆丧失的功能，常使被害者无法回忆加害人。"

all from wingz.. wah.. good knowledge of stuffs huh.. and a v interesting story by her.. touchin too.. i used to wan to write fic when i m free but till now i still haven find time to write my own fic so ha.. see how lor... very long nv write chinese stuffs le.. forget a lot of stuffs alreadi.. i did write a chinese fic for like dunno how many chpts.. more than 10,000 words alreadi but i discontinued it coz no time.. kinda wasted.. see how lor..

I've been havin gastrics these few nites.. and it happens onli at er.. nite.. dotz.. i got eat arh... ok.. jus a bit irregular.. but still i got eat and that counts arh~ and o ya.. there is sooo much gas inside that makes me feel bloated.. maybe coz i nv go shit.. whole tummy v big and v good to play with.. but dun worry, i dun usually fart in public~ i can control my asshole~ cannot control i will say out first den go one corner settle prob~ =)

aniwae, was feeling like shittin the whole day but i didn't coz i din wan to.. reason is that i hate to shit outside.. it feels so weird.. unless realli cannot tahan.. and o ya.. i will overuse the toilet paper.. shit one time mus like use near half roll of that big toilet roll in the sch's.. so in order to save the earth, it is best for me to control my urge and go home shit.

o yes, d dfv talk was boring and cold and draggy.. wait few hrs jus to put one tick on the NO column.. dotz.. and i jus receive a letter from government abt the consent to donate organs when i die.. ppl, u'll will receive it when u r turnin 21.. aniwae, mother dun allow me to donate and she sounded so pissed when i asked her abt it.. traditional thinking is that ppl mus die without missing any organs so that u can go for recarnation.. dunno if it is spelt this way.. aniwae, i had a teacher to teach so nvm~mum say NO! CANNOT. that's all.. ya.. so i had to send back the pink form stating objection.. and photocopy IC blah blah blah..

makes me think that what happens if i jus suddenly die? u noe, life is so unpredictable.. who will miss me? if i happen to die be4 my parents then no one to take care of them how? hiaz..

ahem.. do make some voting lar.. for my fren, jane... if u wan to.. after all i can't force ppl rite? hah.. simply,
sms zbnowgq(space)F2(space) ic no to 77877 for example, zbnowgq F2 S1234567 Each sms costs twenty cents. The closing date ends at 22nd of february 2006, 5pm. thank you !!!NOTE: she is F2.

not sure if there is gonna be lucky draw not. anyway, it doesn't matter rite? ok.. maybe i'm wrong BUT jus sms lar..
o ya.. and had to say that her competition is on 24th Feb 7pm Plaza Singapura. those who wan to go wif me can tell me~ =)

After this sem.. hmm.. go diff course le.. realli will miss grp 9.. esp that stupid watermelon lor.. and i confirm wan go IM alreadi lar.. 2nd.. would be er....... DFV.. den animation and games.. if ganna go games den maybe i will quit sch and go to work.. haha... complete no interest~

aniwae.. haiz.. grp 9 grp 9 grp 9 grp 9.. o.. and these few days keep 'scolding' watermelon and threaten her and shoot her and watever her.. haha.. 3dmax test still dunno how to exclude, dunno how to do the vertex thing, dunno how to apple texture to material.. hahha.. everything dunno.. do one hammer head shark like will wan to cry like tt.. Lousi~~ lucky i'm there!! next sem no me alreadi lar~ u ownself do lar! dun cheat arh~ haha.. arh.. nxt sem no more watermelon to play wif le.. :( go find papaya le.. arh~~ hahaha.. not funni.. :(

took pic wif her for fun coz i wear shirt den it's as thou i changed my sex.. i wore d shirt not of any reason lar.. jus saw it in my cupboard den wear lor.. lazy to even think wat to wear.. and ya.. took wif her in er.. mac lab during typo when we were all bored..!
part of memories~

two old ppl~ scary~


acting serious and nerd and honest and teacher-style~


and her bday is on the 15th.. that is the day after tml.. after v day~ happy early birthday to her... and happy v day to her and jus happi lar..

I'm such a cheapo and i can't stand it... things that i couldn't have den i will like it, stuffs that comes by easily to me den i won't be interested at all.. even when it is good or wat.. why like that? and this applies to all aspect of my life.. frens, material stuffs, love, result... watever shit..

i rmb when i was a kid.. i wanted to get something like a toy or maybe a sweet.. i will try v hard to impress or act cute to mother in order to ask her to buy for me and when she didn't fall for my trick, i will give her black face all the way back home.. and i wun even bother to talk to her.. so when she bought me other stuffs that are not so nice or watever, i won't be interested to take a second look at it.. very mean..

i hav lots of frens.. but usually those who don't intiate to contact me de will make me contact them.. dotz.. and i won't go and intiate to ask ppl to go out if i know that psn will ask me out.. watever shit.. and also that if i intiate too much and i get tired, den i will hack and get fed up den dun contact.. dotz.. wat m i thinkin? cheap behavior..

my love life? waha.. quite secretive... not many know anything of that.. in fact i think no one knows.. onli jane knows a bit.. but aniwae.. i do rmb esther asked me on the bus on a certain day.. that her mother asked her why i still not attached? and funny thing.. she asked her to intro ppl to me.. dotz.. i still think i dun need it.. coz the ppl i interested in tends to be the one who is not interested in me and the ones who are interested in me are the ones who i m not interested in.

suddenly rmbed that jane and peiren asked me be4 if i would fall for girls instead..
and what did i say? i think i say maybe rite? why ask me that? i forgot to ask her tt time.. but i think they are not the onli ones who asked me this.. i was asked by others too.. used to it..and mama getting worried but i can't be bothered still..
she say this to me jus now:" how come u not boy? if not i think u hav a lot of gf hor?"
i say:" u ask urself why i not boy lor.. how i noe? fate lar.. "
she ask again" how come u never bring guys back home? u bring home one not together one huh?"
i say:" ya la... dun hav means dun have lar.. "
she ask again:" who is ......"
for this.. i got to say thanks to jane huh.. for anyhow talk crap to my brother that day that makes a hooha in my family.. =.="
i say:" he is my fren, my brother. he is attached for very long alreadi. there is nothing going on bet us at all and jane anyhow say one coz she nothing to say to my brother.. "
soo... jane.. pls..... dun anyhow say lar... will die.. u wan his gf to come and haunt me like the way she haunted u?

mother dunno wat to do also and she gave up.. and i think i also give up.. i can't figure out wat i wan when it comes to this.. so diff with those toys and sweet.. want means want.. die die also must buy.. relationship needs time to manage.. it takes two hands to clap and it can't be bought using money. so dahda~ i m still not fated to hav anyone so nvm~ continue wif my life even when i will die of single~

P/S: i not pms-ing too.. coz alreadi ms-ing.. =.=" o ya.. studio proj 2 is here.. to haunt me..

time to let go... let go of the impossible..

Finally! I finally watched memoirs of a geisha!! after like er.. so long.. and how was it? nice lar! still need to say meh? jus watch it if u haven lar.. trust me~

and yeah.. gong li gong li gong li gong li gooooooong gooooong goooong li rocks! love her acting!! omg~~~ and d small chiyo v cute and nice looking.. grow up sure v pretty.. like gong li like tt lor.. pretty and talented. zhang ziyi's ok.. not bad.. i still prefer gong li.. michelle yeoh look too western for d role.. but besides that, everything is ok.. and she speaks the best english in it i guess.. zhang ziyi's eng a bit mono-tone.. hhaa.. but den d whole movie including the book itself is from a caucasian's point of view.. so i'm not say very sure is this d real stuffs that happened to the geisha in those times.. if the story is written by a japanese, i think there will be a twist to the story.. aniwae.. it's still interesting..

and sotong had to catch d last train back home and finally she jus msg to say she reach home.. er.. at 12.23am now.. so rare for the mountain tortoise to like come causeway point to watch huh .. if not she will forever be stuck in town and PS and compass point. d poor girl din even know a lot of restaurants like cavana, kampong days etc.. did exist in singapore and god.. she never been to northpoint.. GV yishun.. whatever points except i think compass point and centrepoint.. and watever malls like west mall, east mall dotz.. o and now finally she came to CAUSEWAY Point.. she have been living in the mountains of dunno what ulu-ka-bo-si place and i suspect she hav been hitting on the bell like gong, ti-tok-thing in d temple of ulu-ka-bo-si everyday and nite which made her soooooo not exposed to the surroundings and so dumb.. =X ok.. besides the point that her english is better den me..

sotong: dun scold me~ i speak nothing but the truth. d truth is i m a saint~

YEAH!!!!!!!! d plain jane became glamour jane!! like real~ aniway, i jus came back from the Glamour Quest 2006 Semi-Final organized by Lianhe Zaobao and whatever company in Club momo!! and guess wat!! DAHDA!! Jane got into the top 10!! she got into the finals!! Yuppie!! The finals will be held in PlazA Singapura.. a place that i gooo sooo frequent this year.. coz of u noe who~

and yeah! well done huh! top 10 huh.. if u get the top den go shanghai alreadi huh~~ try ur best can le~~ no matter wat~ alreadi v good le~~ beat more than 300 competitors huh~ cool!!
and i like ur swimsuit aka bikini wear~~ *wahaha!! be confident sia!! and yar.. jane ask me to say thanks to my frens who came to support.. gerald, nette and edwin.. haa.. o.. and thanks to nette's mum for drivin us there..

1st outfit~ clubbing outfit~ dun realli like this outfit.. that they chose for her.. but we were laughing at her opera make up~~ so damn thick lar! thicker than elephant skin! and she also cannot stand d make up.. too white.. TOOOO THICK!!

2nd outfit~ bikini~ hahha.. i like this.. not as in i ti ko or wat.. but it realli looks good in her.. so yeah.. better den d clubbin one..

btw, i din noe that onli guys who are above 21 and girls above 18 are allowed to go in.. so gerald is the onli underage one.. but we 'smuggle' him in~~ how did we do that? they checked IC but they stupid!! and d thing is.. nette is the clever one.. ha.. she saw edwin's IC and asked edwin to give gerald his IC and den Edwin use his driving licence to go in lar! and it works!! coz the photo on Edwin's IC dun look like edwin but look like gerald! so dotz.. that's how we get him in.. and yar.. not one discover it! good man!

it's a pity that esther and crystal din wait for the results and left.. but still there's still us.. wif deb, shulin, fabian, peiwen, ban ban, maggie... and i saw er.. is it.. huishan and meibao! omg~ meibao is like smokin outside club momo.. er.. yeah.. dotz..

from left to rite: peiren, maggie and jane~

went to eat super at 888plaza at er.. ard 1Am.. dotz.. i m tired.. so were they.. and yet jane still can smile until like tat.. omg.. d opera make up is still there.. and maggie had this v 38 feel and she is quite funni and exagerating.. eat ur food lar.. talk and talk and talk~

o yar!! i very guai today!! i never drink a single drop of alcohol!! and i din club!! i go jus to support jane and that's all! nv dance nv drink nv stay till too late~ good good and guai guai!
and yeah!! tml finally can watch memoirs of a geisha~~ after soooo long~~ sekali whole cinema left onli 2 ppl watchin it.. that is sotong and me~~

I watched I not stupid too today!! withhhhhh.......................................... dahda.. my mother.. =.="!!
coz she say she wan to watch and that she one year onli watch one movie and the movie that she watches every year is jack neo's movie. very supportive of singapore media industry huh~ so yar.. i went wif her..

movie review from me huh..
front part a bit.. boring.. a bit lar.. but slowly it becomes more and more er.. impactful? more touching.. and in fact.. very touching.. and yar.. aaaaaaaaaa lot ppl cried.. my mother also cry until cannot make it.. worst!! a man beside my mother cried so hard as well... ok.. er.. i admit i er.... eh.. ah... hmm... drop a few tears also lar.. cannot tahan those life and death thing.. and kinship things.. if is like romance those kind of part here and there den i wun cry lar.. but those parents and children ones.. er.. cannot tahan..

jack neo gave us a media lecture last year and he mentioned that his movie will either be those kind of funni until u will rmb it or very touching until u can cry non stop that kind.. so this i not stupid too~ is one whereby u will be touched till u confirm cry and yet can laugh halfway when u r crying coz there will be some funni stuffs happening.. so yeah.. quite a successful movie.. worth watching..

as for the acting part, i think the best actor is no one but the veteran actor.. huang yi liang.. his acting.. nothing to say arh.. and i like the small little kid.. d one who acted as a little red dot in homerun.. and in this movie, he acted as tom..d smallest son of jack neo.. he v cute!

ok.. now i've watched this.. i'm still left with 2 movie that i wanted to watch.. one is memoirs of a geisha.. which i will watch on sat IF NOTHING GOES WRONG~ *wahahaha.. pinkies hooked! and d other is the 12th zodiac.. singapore first 3D movie.. my cousin say nice and v funni.. dunno true or not.. also not so sure if i will watch not.. but thinkin that it is local's first 3D movie so yeah.. dunno la..

and tml will be jane's competition at club momo.. hope she do well for that.. i decided that i shall leave after the competition to catch the last train or wat home.. dun wanna club.. and i hav to be in sch at er 1+pm... till 7pm.. sian... sian sian.... SIAN...

P/S: mama ORDERED me to change my bedsheet to the TWEETY BIRD PINK bedsheet.. dotz.. why tweety? why pink?? why not green? worst! my bro also need to change to TWEETY BIRD bedsheet but his is blue.. another thing is that.. my very er.. CUTE mother.. tell me to flip my pillow to the 'morning' side with the tweety bird's eye opened and there is a GOOD MORNING beside it in the mornin and den flip over to the 'NIGHT SIDE' whereby the tweety is sleepin when i m goin to sleep.. dots.. crazy. she sot sot de... think mus bring her see doctor.. haa... siao mother~

Steaming~

alrite.. i'm steaming~steam steam steam~ not d RA wise dotz.. but that i jus went for a steamboat session wif grp 9 peeps and nette and dumb sotong.. arh.. i bathe alreadi.. but still hav d marinated chicken smell on my hands.. i dunno why.. i did use soap arh~ :( well.. kinda miss this kind of moments with classmates arh.. coz it has been some time since we last came out.. some din come thou..

initially, we went to ms amy's place for.. er.. fun.. ya rite.. and i played wif her hyperactive son.. and i realli mean hyperactive.. he jumps non stop, grabbed me everywhere hard, pulled my belt and made me run in circles with him, throws toys at me~~ and cause me to be threaten by amy that i may fail my digi if his son gets nightmare and shout for my name tonite~ omg~~ but in d first place.. d son dunno my name lor~~ wan to shout also cannot lor~

regarding this new year ms amy hse gathering thing hor.. some din bother to reply or whatever till d very last moment.. how's that? if u seriously hav a reason for not replying and it is logical and sensible then is ok.. but if it is onli like u dun feel like replying or watever shit den duhz.. hello~ i m makin d effort to ask u k, if u dun wan to go or wat den in d first place say so lar.. dun make me waste my time and money to sms or call lor.. if u r d organizer and ppl dun reply u or give u crappy times den how do u feel? pissed rite? so dun do that on others lar.. dotz..
ok.. some may be afraid that i m pissed at u but aniwae i din state names here.. i may be kinda rude or what but i realli mean my words lar.. i will jus be straight on this..

aniwae, back to steamboat.. quite relaxin thou everyone knows very well we actually got some work to do.. that is 3D and typo assignment by tml and that sotong has got test tml~ so er... nvm.. we still play till ard 11+pm den go home.. if dun play now, i dunno when den we will go out again as a class or ard half of the class already.. many seems to be occupied with the thinking that nothing matters more than jus grades. i know very well that grades MAY affect ur future career but den there is also something very important in everyone's life.. and that is sweet and fun memories.. a life without memories is meaningless.. u might as well go die.. oops.. new yr hor.. dun curse.. aniway.. u got to balance it somehow..

frankly speaking.. d best part of the steamboat is that i get to eat d ice cream and drink water lar.. coz it was tooo hot there.. and yar.. a lot of piakings of the er... butter.. i think is butter.. no no.. is meat.. er.. whichever lar.. sotong say she got 2 piak on her face.. and i got 1.. so i more heng~ but my that piak v loud and power lor! er.. den went to arcade.. they v long nv go arcade alreadi so i dun mind going.. hope they can play.. coz they like wat.. i also got play! play d that one.. that piak de machine non stop and keep thinking which one is blue, green or red one.. and i did best for the music rythmn thingie.. d bi bi bi bi den wat do do do DO~~ thing.. and i thot sotong and nette will like surely win me or wat for that but *WAHAHHAAHAAH!!! my that afro hair grow de fastest!! coZ i got RYTHMN SENSE!!! *yeah!! aniwae.. did i spell d rythmn correctly? nvm.. i got teacher lamb to teach..

and now i wan to go sleep alreadi.. i finish my work le.. tata~
good luck to the rest who are still strugglin to finish their work.. i noe joshua haven finish.. jiayou arh!!