We met...we talked.. we parted..

After so long...
I finally met up with 1 of the '8 sisters' ... d other din turn up.. coz she went back to slp i guess.. hmm...

well how to describe the feeling.. at first.. she seems to be so near yet so far.. i dunno how to start a topic... after so many things had happened.. between d so called "8 sisters".. i looked at my 19th bday tee shirt and i wonder.. if.. we could turn back time..
haiz.. after those fun days.. we are now in d cruel society.. we got to be realistic.. maybe that's why.. there is so much changes in every single one of us.. how i wished tat we are still 单纯.. innocent.. sounded as if we are very bad/complicated now.. well, we're not.. it's jus tat... many changed themselves to fit into this society.. which may or may not be a good news.. at least to me lar..

back to topic.. we met.. den we talked.. talk about what we are doing now and stuffs like tat.. not much on personal issues i guessed.. we din talk about the troubles we had.. we jus... chatted on topics.. that are really a bit tooo normal.. and casual.. well.. i'm not used to that.. we used to share troubles u see.. maybe we din say what we actually wanted to say to each other.. we jus hide our feelings ba.. or maybe we are jus waiting for the time to come.. den maybe.. we can talk about it..

but she's still caring.. n i can still feel that she places me as one her i dear friends.. *at least i think so..and hope so..* she did something that surprises me.. today.. and i'm grateful for that.. n also.. thanks for it.. thou it is a bit late.. but still.. i appreciated it..
there were also moments when she held my hand again.. afraid that i might be pushed away or something coz the place is a bit squeezy.. tat action is what she used to do.. when we were in sec sch days.. n she's doin it again today... reminds me of those days..

when it's time for us to part.. i got off d train first.. she said.. hope that we can meet up more often..well.. i nodded my head n said bye bye to her.. i know we will meet up again.. but when will it be?

both of us like the lyrics of this song.. i shall type it out.. coz it's similar to what i m feeling right now..

快乐解药

是不是太方不开 事事都耿耿于怀

让自己陷入无奈 怎能开怀

为何不学着松开 心中的那条领带

换一种心情对待 （或许）会更明白


会不会太过执著 所谓理想生活？

是不是太过在意 收获和付出 少或多？

也许太过沉迷 在你的追求里？

找不到目的地


谁在意好坏 该不该 只要你快乐 至少是你自己选择

如果你始终不快乐 始终有猜测 或许可以为自己寻找

另一种快乐解药