Special Day

duhz... i'm not going to talk about National Day thou i love SINGAPORE!!
this is a special day for me lar... coz my grandma came over to stay with us for a couple of days as her home is under renovation. yar..a old flat in Holland V under renovation so she couldn't use the toilet etc.. and the noise will disrupt her life...

she's sleeping now in my brother's room.. not mine.. coz my room is simply too messy for her to sleep. yah.. for those who had been to my room will know tt.. my bed is like my table where i throw all my 'jia-pa-rang' and i place my mattress on d floor.. dunno y.. i jus feel more comfortable slping on d floor. maybe becoz i fell down from my bed be4...
den my brother had to slp on a 'ti lam' in my mum's room... i think he can't slp.. coz i heard a lot of noise going on right now thou i locked myself in my room.

my parents prepared so much to welcome my grandma here.. cook all d food she like lar.. those 'meat boiled in dunno what sauce tt makes it like so soft.. nua nua tt kind'.. den what tofu *not jiawan* with those salty veggie plus pig intestines.. ARGh.... puke... i dun like... but my grandma likes it.. so for these couple of days i guess i have to eat it... nvm.. i can bare with it..

den my tt stupid brother lar... jus now when watchin d NDP, he was so tactless... said something tt is sooo sensitive.. he was critizing the government for spending so much money on the NDP lar~~ all using our money.. den he said something like he hope they will ganna cancer and die. Immediately i turned and stared at him den he realised he said something wrong.. hopefully my grandma didn't hear tt... i think she din.. but.. who knows... ya.. my grandma is sick.. she had lung cancer..

ard 3 months ago, d doc told my father n uncles tt my grandma.. may not live for more than half a year.. my parents din wan to tell us what is wrong with her.. why is she hospitalised.. we were just told to visit her in d hospital. but little did they know tt i have a fren who is working in NCC=National Cancer Centre. she had to do regular checks in SGH and it so happens tt d ward which my grandma is in is d ward tt she had some patients for trials in it. so she managed to update me on my grandma illness thou she was not supposed to disclose the patients info.. but.. shhh...till now my parents didn't noe i did tt... but they told me after some time..
fren said tt the lung cancer is most likely due to smoking. and not onli tt.. she had high blood pressure as well..

now.. glad to say, she is still living.. thou she look haggard... had to wear wig.. i dunno how long will tt last but at least she is still around.. around with us. i know sooner or later.. d heaven will take her away and we are all prepared.. but i hope it wun be so soon... i wish to let her see that her grandchildrens are all doing good and stuffs.. of coz i hope to acheive something for her, for my parents, for myself..

a special day.. a day since some years ago when she last stayed..
she is in my house... now.. sleeping peacefully...