Sunday, October 16, 2005
Confused...
went out with excitment and came back feeling disappointed and confused.. what m i thinking?
why couldn't i jus speak out my mind and be true to myself?
why should i hide my feelings?
why m i thinkin so much and caring too much that cause myself to feel bad?
shit...
too close... too stable... too..... normal..
we are jus too good to be true...
maybe... maybe.. i should be more frank..
maybe... even at the expense of losin someone i really treasure?
i dunnoooo...
shit....
somemore.. previous jc year 2 class 02S06 ask for a class gathering... and i dun feel like going.. coz i dun wan to c him.. so weird.. but den they say v long nv c me... should i go.. ? dun feel like... but find it hard to reject.. dunno how to reject.. bad at rejecting ppl.. my weakness... shit lar..
argh....
haiz....
@ 10:51 PM
went out with excitment and came back feeling disappointed and confused.. what m i thinking?
why couldn't i jus speak out my mind and be true to myself?
why should i hide my feelings?
why m i thinkin so much and caring too much that cause myself to feel bad?
shit...
too close... too stable... too..... normal..
we are jus too good to be true...
maybe... maybe.. i should be more frank..
maybe... even at the expense of losin someone i really treasure?
i dunnoooo...
shit....
somemore.. previous jc year 2 class 02S06 ask for a class gathering... and i dun feel like going.. coz i dun wan to c him.. so weird.. but den they say v long nv c me... should i go.. ? dun feel like... but find it hard to reject.. dunno how to reject.. bad at rejecting ppl.. my weakness... shit lar..
argh....
haiz....
@ 10:51 PM
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