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We'll be waiting for you

Jus came back after meeting wing(my one nite stand), mouse(my secret affair), xiao de and perline for a KTV session.. haa.. initially.. we intended to play a game of basketball before we go for the ktv thing but den it rained.. so we were kinda trapped in the BVCC court for a while den we decided to go to perline's hse to slack a while den KTV! so in perline's place.. we watched a vcd den left for jurong entertainment centre.. lalala..

in KTV, we took quite some time to warm up.. not as in to warm our vocals up.. after that it was ok.. we sang like from 2 to like 730pm.. jus the 5 of us.. and one over d phone.. we made an overseas call to my ph(my baobei aka wing's girlfren aka perline's secret affair) well, we had confusing relationship huh.. haha.. okay.. she's over at shanghai.. and she is missin us so much. she wanted us to sing for her over the phone and even get xiao de and perline to record our singings and send it to her so tat she could listen.. she said that over there.. she had no one with her.. and she felt that those 'frens' over there were all too.. fake? v surface thing.. as in they will onli be there for her if it is of advantage to them.. she's not happy there and she feel's like a loner..but there is nothing she could do coz her family is there. she hav to complete her college there be4 she can den maybe come back here for uni studies.. she had no sense of belonging anywhere.. as in she was born in Taiwan, came to Singapore since she was a kid to study till she finished O levels and den suddenly.. migrate to Shanghai coz her father's business is over there..

over the phone.. she listened to us talk one by one.. and also we sang to her one by one.. she wanted me to sing her Forever Love by Lee Hom and another song which i dunno the lyrics and tune at all.. so i din sing the later.. but den i made up by singing the Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou"1000 yrs later" ... and.. she realli did listen silently and....... suddenly.. she will say softly.. "Baobei.. I really.. miss you.."

hmmm... all i can do is to continue with the song.. wanted to reply but den so many ppl.. paiseh lar.. mushy stuffs.. but i noe she understands.. n i've told her be4 that she dun hav to worry.. we're here waiting for her to come back when she is havin holi etc.. and even if she were to stay there 4ever, we will still be v close frens.. we still can contact thru msn etc.. she tried v hard to hide her feelings.. but den when wing sang David Tao's Ai Hen Jian Dan..v seriously.. baobei couldn't control and she started to weep.. wing had to stop singing and go off to another room to cool her down..

i jus had a chat with her over msn and she wrote a fic titled "Invisible Man". It was not a happy fic of coz.. and the first sent alreadi got me into some thot thinkin session thingie..
ok.. this is her first 2 para of the fic..

隐形人

“喂，我跟你说噢，不要对我抱有太大的希望噢！你要的，我是给不起的，你应该知道吧？”我笑着点头，依然走在你身旁，握着你那冰冷的小手。我只希望能够借用自己极少的温度，来帮你驱走你的孤独，你的寂寞，你的，寒冷。

双眼跟随着你的身影，我静静地看着你在舞池中放纵自己。倒映在我心里的，我看到的，从你身上散发出来的，只是一种疲倦。一种你因为受伤后的，无法克制的，对于人世的一种失望，一种疲倦。

that's life i guess.. to some ppl we are realli.. invisible.. even thou we did so much for them..
so... hiaz....

back to my lalala land..