Urge to dig

I very guai today. stayed at home till ard 6 plus pm den go out... =D well, partly becoz nette ask me out to buy present for karen last nite but i din reply coz i slept early yday ard 10pm.. not feelin well ma.. and den in d end she tell me again that we are not going out this mornin becoz of god knows what the reason is, she is not telling me.. *faint why can't girls make up their mind? so nvm lor.. aniway i got something on in d evening and that.. i still dun feel so well..

den mama asked me to help her dig her ear. u noe.. d ear 'hole' got dirt. haha.. ok.. i did and i dunno why i kinda like to help ppl dig ear.. er... a bit fun when u get all the dirt out den u feel that d person will be clean somehow. i dun like to c ppl with dirty ear 'hole'.. those 'shit' inside.. i rmb last time in sec sch i requested jane to let me dig her ear.. and till now she still haven let me dig yet coz she always forget to bring the thing to dig the ear. the long long thing whichever it is called.. so i think now... i have that urge to dig ppl's ear again... hmmm.. i dun wan to dig my own ear coz there is no SHIT inside. nothing to dig.. no fun.. there is a period of time when i dig my own ear everyday till it hurts.. hmm.. so anyone.. who needs ppl to help him/her to dig ear, pls bring the long long thing and i can help u with that... but wait.. condition laid is that the person still hav to look clean somehow.. as in ear hole can be dirty but the appearance dun be too dirty if not it will be disgusting to dig a dirty person's ear. =P

ok.. besides that point.. jus came back after meeting debbie, bimbo and irene in cwp for dinner and chit-chat lar.. bimbo came back from aust last fri so it's nice to c her after soo long.. nothing changes. she is still so bimbotic and more 'manly' den me.. haha.. and it's good to noe that she is still with her gf.. hard time for them.. well, i finally rmbered that she studies criminology in aust now. omg! haha.. what a special subj.. so nxt time maybe she will be with the police force or some PI thingie.. quite special and cool huh..

we chatted a lot on some others stuffs as well.. she did mention abt her life in aust whereby there is discrimination against asians. she couldn't find a real fren over there at all coz the locals over there can't be bothered to make fren with them. so... she have to be really very independent and she says that after she had been to the pubs in aust, she find that singapore pubs is considered V PURE.. haha.. in aust, she can see a lot of ppl jus going ard to make out in the pub and it is like with so many different ppl as well.. and yar.. they do it in the public. omg.. den when she turns on the tv, she can jus watch any uncensored show which is RA.. besides that most of her frens over there became smokers and there is like what strawberry, orange.. blah blah flavor cigarettes.. hhmmm.. luckily she din smoke.. and o yah.. the locals are v big in size too.. way bigger than asians. their boobs also v big... like cushion.. haa..

okay.. den we also chatted on some murder case. singapore law etc.. haha.. for eg that last time there is a case whereby someone killed someone and chopped the person up to make curry and den throw the 'meat' away so that it wouldn't be discovered. den there is also another case whereby a person also killed another person, chopped up the person and den make it into buns ='baos' and den give other ppl eat.. OMG!!!!! it is so damn disgusting.. like if throw away like the curry case.. is not tt bad.. but giving other ppl eat the human flesh is like.. OMG... SHIT! ^%&$^&$#@#... after hearing all these.. think debbie feels a bit like puking.. reminds me of the case of the maid kill maid in singapore whereby the head is chopped off and place in orchard road nxt to the mrt station. and this is told to me by jiawan.. shit... and we kinda walk past the place den she told me that.. can't she like tell me be4 that so that i dun have to cross that place over and over again without realizing that i might u noe.. step on the place where the head is placed on.. and d thot of stepping on the ahem.. gives me goosebumps..

den o yah.. we had over conversations not in any restaurants or what.. but rather.. the floor near the mrt station.. haha.. where ppl park their bicycles.. we dun care~ den 1/2 thru when we were chatting.. there is this cockcoach ard 2 metres away from me and bimbo.. the both of us kept thinkin that it will fly onto us or run over to say hi to us somehow.. we became v paranoid and uncomfortable but den still lazy to move away from the spot.. so.. jus pray it wun come to us. lucky.. it din.. i dun like cockcoach.. ok.. who likes anyway? but den of so many insects or creatures or what shit rite.. i scare of cockcoach most lar.. haha.. i dun mind lizard.. dun mind spider.. dun mind worms.. and stuffs.. but not cockcoaches.. think is my brother who caused me to be afraid of cockcoach..

way back to the times when i was a small little cute kid~ haha.. i used to be not so afraid of cockcoaches. but i dun like it lar.. but there is once, i found one cockcoach in the toilet which looks like it had died. so i ran to my brother to ask him remove that and he went to the toilet and grab the cockcoach. it turns out that it is still alive and he decided to play it on me.. he threw it straight on my face! and what the F%^$#^%$*&%!! i m jus a poor little cute kid u noe.. so i think i cried.. hahahahaha!! and i ran away screamin to mama and crying like mad.. real mad.. hahaha.. my bro jus simply sat there laughing... shit him all the way.. ok.. since den i started to dislike and had a kind of phobia towards er.. cockcoaches.. but now as i grow older.. hmm... not soooo afraid of it like last time.. but still.. i jus dun like it.. hate it.. esp when it fly.. yes.. cockcoaches can fly.. disgusting.. argh.............

okie.. enough of the cockcoach thing.. i shall go slp now.. haven do any of my hw.. haha.. storyboard, drawing and typo.. i did none.. shall start tml.. =D