Shadow of JJ

I've been living as a shadow of JJ lin junjie.. it seems so.. and i have more and more ppl coming up to me to comment on the same thing.. jus this week alone.. almost everyday there is one stranger came up to me to say i look like JJ.

ok.. let's say this 3 days.. thurday, a guy from another class call.. er.. i think is xavier or whatever vier or wat.. say i look like jj. ok..
den fri, i went to coffeeshop to buy rice and den d two storeholder also say i look like JJ.. ask me if i wrote the songs for him or am i connected to him somehow..
den today! sch open hse.. went back sch for my duties.. and yes.. some visitors said the same thing to me again.. den the 'hua' guy and a girl.. dunno her name also.. mentioned the SAME thing.. ok.. so wat am i suppose to say? repeating again and again that i am not JJ, i am not his sister, i m not connected to him in any ways and dun ask me to sing his songs for them to hear coz it is soooo weird and i dunno them at all?

getting more and more sick of hearing this thou i dun show it sometimes.. but den it is like.. i've been treated like a shadow of him. strangers approach me for nothing and stuffs like this.. and ppl dun rmb me for who i am but rather who i look like.. last time a girl from another class also approach me to wan make fren with me.. she asked me if she can call me JJ.. dotz... my name can be forgotten alreadi i guess..

and yes.. something v stupid happened during my grandma's wake.. coz i have some relative's relative's children.. a group of them, running and shouting LIN JUN JIE when they saw me.. and they all jumped and hugged me and stuffs.. asked me to carry them etc.. in the WAKE.. how's that? and yes, i dunno them at all.. but i have to carry them ard.. entertainin them.. and in d end i managed to get away.. but.. after that.. become all the aunties and uncles and cousins and whatever shit ask me to sing d Jiang Nan and Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou .. they say if i willing to sing, they can ask the 'live band' for the wake type.. to play d music for me.. den i can sing for grandma.. ya.. there's a live band there to play electronic guitar and keyboard etc.. employed by my cousins.. realli.. but i rejected that offer coz... that's too weird..

this year... i din count.. but there's certainly more than a hundred or two.. to comment this.. and i m not lying.. realli.. even on mrt also can ganna.. go toilet also ganna.. i m very..... sick of this.. hiaz.. there is advantages and disadvantages i guess.. advantage is that i get to know more ppl and ppl will find me more easy to talk to etc and yes.. i do get better treatment from the kopitiams or food junction in causeway point.. they give me more food and some.. gave me discount.. jus for d sake that i look like JJ.. ya rite..
disadvantage is simply.. i hav to be jus a shadow of him.. argh..

sian.