I've been havin gastrics these few nites.. and it happens onli at er.. nite.. dotz.. i got eat arh... ok.. jus a bit irregular.. but still i got eat and that counts arh~ and o ya.. there is sooo much gas inside that makes me feel bloated.. maybe coz i nv go shit.. whole tummy v big and v good to play with.. but dun worry, i dun usually fart in public~ i can control my asshole~ cannot control i will say out first den go one corner settle prob~ =)

aniwae, was feeling like shittin the whole day but i didn't coz i din wan to.. reason is that i hate to shit outside.. it feels so weird.. unless realli cannot tahan.. and o ya.. i will overuse the toilet paper.. shit one time mus like use near half roll of that big toilet roll in the sch's.. so in order to save the earth, it is best for me to control my urge and go home shit.

o yes, d dfv talk was boring and cold and draggy.. wait few hrs jus to put one tick on the NO column.. dotz.. and i jus receive a letter from government abt the consent to donate organs when i die.. ppl, u'll will receive it when u r turnin 21.. aniwae, mother dun allow me to donate and she sounded so pissed when i asked her abt it.. traditional thinking is that ppl mus die without missing any organs so that u can go for recarnation.. dunno if it is spelt this way.. aniwae, i had a teacher to teach so nvm~mum say NO! CANNOT. that's all.. ya.. so i had to send back the pink form stating objection.. and photocopy IC blah blah blah..

makes me think that what happens if i jus suddenly die? u noe, life is so unpredictable.. who will miss me? if i happen to die be4 my parents then no one to take care of them how? hiaz..