i m damn tired now but den i still make myself blog no matter wat.. coz ha.. it's a unforgetable moment and really thanks for what u all did.. so unexpected and i'm of coz v touched lar.. but i couldn't cry coz really got no tears lar.. ha.. those who wanted so much to see me cry.. well.. sorry to disappoint u all.. really.. touched touched.. thanks thanks thanks.. well some duuno wat happened.. haha.. d story goes..

yday(sat), debbie asked me out for dinner at 888 Plaza. she say i mus go so okie lor.. she booked me like a month ago or something alreadi.. not tat i m v busy but coz i m too occupied with assignments that made me missed out a lot of dates with friends.. so like ard 730pm i met deb at 888.. we were all so dressed down. as in eat in 888 plaza machiam kopi tiam, what do u expect? so deb say she wanted to go to meirong hse there de another kopi tiam.. den i anything lor.. so we walked there.. but inside my heart i was thinking.. eh how come go there de kopi tiam den y not in d first place not meet me there? but i realli didn't suspect anything so i jus go lor.. debbie sound too convincing alreadi.. she say there de nasi lemak v nice. power lar..

so we went there.. until we were near meirong de block.. den i was shocked for a moment coz i realized that jane, mag, jing and esther were there. den i thot wah today got gathering is it? den jane they all say look behind them.. so i see clearly.. eh! wenhao, zhimin, shulin and hengyung were bbq-ing.. omg.. den i start to realized that they did this for me.. was really touched..

den wenhao suddenly ask me to go behind to the void deck.. den i was like huh? den suddenly received a call from marcus den he say sorry eh he cannot come to early celebrate wif me. den i was like huh? how he know i was celebrating when i didn't even noe it lar.. den out of a sudden, i saw marcus, kaiyun, huiwen and bee ching infront of me.. again HUH? how come u all here? den dunno who say waye! den again saw evvon, theresa, meirong,yumei and yushuang..and of coz doggie elmo! den shocked again.. huh huh huh?

suddenly see ppl try hiding.. den also dunno who say eh u go over the other side.. so i go over.. den omgggggg... wing wing, mouse, jon, xiao de and perline were there too!!! after that, huifen, darren and pr came over too.. it is like.. when did they plan this? and how did they do it lar.. there are like 4 cliques and then some dunno each other lar.. they nv even meet before or wat den how come like will come together.. omg.. tat was the part that i was most surprised..

after that den i noe that.. debbie is d main organizer.. she called up jane they all and they all each one settle on what stuffs they do.. esther cook bee hoon, jane cook curry (her maid actually), evvon marinate chicken breast meat, deb marinate chicken wings etc, zhimin bring drinks etc.. jane last min contacted huifen to tell my my classmates.. as in now everyone so busy wif webdesign yet some still come.. touched.. of coz received msges from those who didnt came as well..

den evvon they all is debbie contact de... den wing they all another clinque is evvon contact de.. as in evvon knows jon's hp no. but den they nv even contact each other before lar.. she got jon nos coz last time i gave her in case she can't find me or something den i also dunno how she go dig out the number and contacted jon.. den jon contacted wing they all.. den they all came.. sia lar..

salute them man.. dunno each other also can contact dao each other.. really.. gan dong dao.. thou like can see coz they dunno each other so there are diff cliques but yet willing to come over is the thing that touches me already.. feel like crying but tears jus dun flow.. as in so hard to cry infront of ppl right.. so weird.. but really thanks lar.. really.. gannnnnnnnnnnn dongg lar... den perline called up baobei in shanghai... and baobei talked to me.. wah.. lagi.. feel like.. missed her too.. lucky i nv cry.. cannot cry so easy one lar..

actually.. i really dun need a party or what.. to me.. it's jus another day.. nothing much special.. which is why i dun initiate to celebrate it.. unless ppl ask me out den okay lor go out lor.. but every year.. debbie will do her best to find ways to celebrate with me.. got once.. when they suddenly got me out of my hse and drag me to pasir ris den i noe they had a chalet for me.. den games etc.. already v touched le.. er.. i rmb i did er.. cry once.. then they laughed at me say i kid.. =.=" this time again like tt.. wa sey..really xin ku deb le.. of coz d others who helped her and turn up also lar.. realli..

jane ah.. already eyes wan to close liao still came and den halfway sleep on the chair arh.. also tired.. still come.. tweety.. rush from another place take cab here.. jon also like a lot of work to do yet come and den hav to talk to her colleague or boss or whoever abt work here.. a lot a lot more.. and huiwen,kaiyun, marcus and bc even got to met up wif jane help her take curry.. zhimin rush go buy a lot drinks.. esther cook beehoon herself.. evvon also.. drove car here bring pot lar..mag throw cake at me lar..some live damn far away lar.. etc.. wah sey.. can really see.. u all got put in effort lar.. ahhh... gan dong la...

and i break wing's heart. haha.. sorry lar.. i try to finish my assignments as fast as i can.. and they came with motive.. jane they all de motive is to see me cry. jon, xiao de they all de motive is to see me drunk. but none succeed. haha.. i wun cry infront of ppl de la.. wait long long lar.. v hard.. and i quiting alcohol already. i v long nv drink liao.. ok lar.. jus now got drink coz mus give u all face de mah.. drank a bit yi si yi si... i wanna quit alcohol liao aniwae i dun usually drink unless on occasions or wat lar den bo pian den drink. i go kopi tiam eat nasi lemak nv order tiger or volka etc de okay.. dun ask me drink liao lar.. quit quit quit..

den what else i wanna say? hmmmm... o yar! i saw the presents le.. haha.. thanks also.. and i got to say this.. there is a clash in present.. hahaha.. i got 2 exactly same model de adidas watch lar.. only different color lar.. hahahahhaa.. tt is funny lar.. d most weird one is a cheque from ah mei they all.. like i thot normally if wan give money is give ang bao or wat.. haha den they more ang moh style lar.. give cheque one.. damn funny lar.. meaning i got to go bank in or something.. so weird lar.. but of coz i like everything i got and it doesn't matter what i've got.. as long as u all got heart can already. dun give also nvm.. really..

for this moment.. i think i still considered v fortunate.. when i m v high, there bound to be something to drag me down and when i m sinking, something will pull me up and say get on with life hur. well, strike a balance? i m fortunate still, at this moment at least..
thanks and

thanks.