ha. i m in sch now. still in sch yeah.. well, auth lesson but den kun is just going thru some transitions stuffs and he is doing stuffs on his own. i dun understand a single shit but i guess we will be able to get his codes later on when he saved it.

i'm finally done wif my auth assignment and i've jus handed it up. so i'm left with only MG. and wat have i done for it? nothing. i will rush man! tonite or tml. and the dateline is tml 9pm so yeah. i forgot how to die.

aniwae yday i was feeling gay. =) the reason is..............................................................................
my brother sayanged me!!! as in stroked my head and say that he will cook maggie mee for me!!
in my 21 years of life, this is the first time he sayanged me u noe!! i used to hate him a lot but hatred against family members dun last. no matter how he used to treat me.. i'll still be able to forgive but not forget. haha.. well, as long as he is willing to change so why don't i give him a chance?

although there is a reason why he sayanged me lar.. coz he bought his friends home for dinner but my mum din noe so din cook their share so i let them eat my share and there was no dinner for me. so i think that made him kinda happy and touched? so yar he came to my room to sayang me and say thank you to me.. hahahahahahahhahahahahhahahah and i'm so happy over this.

i would gladly say, this year esp when my bro has got this gf, serene... life in my home has been so much easier and "fun-er". serene is very very good and i like her a lot lar.. she cleans my house, talked to me, buy stuffs for me to eat eh! and she's so good to my family that my parents like her so much. my father was even saying that if he had a daughter like her, it would be so good. haha.. am i that bad?!!! but seriously, i wasn't jealous at all coz i myself like her a lot too! really hope that she will be my sister-in-law..

aniwae, then came along gerald.
above sentence from the you know i know who he is gerald. ignore him.

i continue my story here.
i was about to say this year, i kinda realised that relationship with people esp with family members are so important... they are the ones who really care for me besides some other closer friends.. and how u treat people will affect how people treat u. if u are good to them, they will be good to u too. in terms of relationship, it takes two hands to clap isn't it? and it also takes a lot of effort and time to maintain it. well, i'm still learning how to be more forgiving.. so yeah.. hopefully my family can remain this peaceful times.. thou my father is a bit =.=" now.. i'm still worrying that he drinks too much.. and my mum's having menopause still...

if i am able to get what i wished for, i hope that my father will quit drinking, my mum will be healthier, my brother will get a job he love and marries serene.. as for me? er... i'm not saying. Muahahahahahahhahahahahahaha..
ok lar..

i wan to be a very happy person, have a happy family, happy close friends, happy parthner in d future, happy life, happy job, happy money, happy happy...


seems like still a long way to go before i can acheive that hur?