Workay~
I admit it.. i'm a bitch and i'm v emo because i emo too much these few days.
And the ko lian victims will be aud and wen because dey have to bare with it during the SP.. so yea..

reasons for emo-ting:
1) i think my period is coming. period.
2) gastric pain + PM-notS-yet-bloated-stomach
3) not wanting to have too much distractions when doing SP. yea, can say that i will hav a very serious 'sian face' when i am at work, will emo if anyone play when it's not time to play thou i did play too. er... short breaks in between are okay but hope to focus more so as to meet d deadlines esp when i think all d 3 wuguis are very easily distracted. There bound to be someone to sort of 'control' the distractions so as to get things done asap before we play. so yea.. i'm tat bitch.
4) just not wanting to talk when i got nothing to say. i'm tat emo.

reactions for my emo-ing:
1) aud rushed to walk with me when i practically hack-care everyone and walk straight in front on d way home. ha.. that wugui walked beside me, keeping quiet and allowing me to think , yet says tat she don care whether will i find her annoying or wat, she just want to walk beside me. awwww~ reminds me of the Liverpool FC motto :" You'll never walk alone". (please drop a tear or two for her touching moments :~] awww~~)
2) wen tried her best to 'agitate' the very emo me on the train so that i will talk but it don seem to work because....... she is.... AGITATING me! arrrrrrrgghh....
3) kaiyun also tried to talk to me arh.. hahaha... i know lar.. but i really... er.. emo.. haha.. so i just don wan to talk ba... paiseh lar..

questions:
1) am i really that scary when i don talk? ( i think so too.. okay neh mind. skip.)
2) i forgot. skip.

Okay okay.. i will try to control my emotions more okay? haha... i cant really help it if i have a sian face hur.. i shall try to smile more.. and er.. not so serious when at work? but how to work when i am not serious at work?

BASICALLY and ACTUALLY ... i'm sian at the fact that we have to go home so late.. 9am - 6pm standard studio project timing is tiring enough and yet we have to stay back most of the time to continue rushing the work, reaching home only at around 1030pm den continue doing work, sleep around 2 am den wakes at 7 am den go sch whole day again blah blah blah.. wth.. it's not as if i am in love with the monitor screen yet i need to stare at it for ard 10 hr or so a day. i don even see my mum longer than i see the screen. wth..

worst still... today jane told me zhimin got hospitalized n he neh tell me until i asked him. hmm... feel like going to visit him also cannot make it lar... wonder how is him now.. heard is vocal inflamation or something that causes him to not able to swallow and stuffs like that.. he will discharge on friday? not v sure.. he says he have been sleeping all de while coz of the drip.. hmm.. if can den i shall go see him.. hmmm.. hope he is okay huh..

mama have been coughing de whole week.. bought her strepsils.. i think strepsils very good neh..
hopefully, it works for my mum too..

aniwae, the emo bitch shall say some touching miss universe quotes/wishes:

i really, sincerely~~ hope that people around me and including me are very very very very very healthy, happy, could stop emo-ing, stop rubbing stomach, stop scolding vulgarities (esp BC n gerald), stop being forgetful (esp aud), stop giving me the 'slap' icon in msn (esp e-tho) and the list goes on.

everyone, world peace =]
thank you thank you.