Positive

I guess I should go back to being a positive self. Uh-hur, after days of emo-ing, more or less I’ve sorted out my thoughts. And when i've sorted out my thougths, everything is back to normal again. I’ve decided to let it be lor. Since I can’t control it so might as well let it happen the way it will happen.


I guess staying at home for these two days helped. When I’m feeling lost or whatever, I will want to hide at home and let my mum pamper me. As for why I didn’t want to go home and went to school to play warcraft that day is because I don’t want my mum to see me unhappy. Muahahaa… Parents will get hurt seeing their kids unhappy ah…


The previous time when I went out with my mother to the market place in yishun, I took a clearer look at my mum from head to toe. She has indeed, aged a lot. She not only have winkles, white hairs but she also put on weight and shrink in size aka becoming around 10 cm shorter than me. I’m short enough and she’s shorter. Genes. Geeez.


Anyway, I should treat her better because I’m afraid that one day she will leave me. Okay, I know one day she will have to leave me unless something happen to me first. But I really hoped the day won’t come. I used to think that I am not afraid of anything but now I’ve known myself better, I know the thing I feared most is parting. I am willing to eat cockroach, eat shit and let anyone step on me and whatever lar, as long as my mum don’t leave me. Muahaha and I feel so much like crying when I wrote this lar… lucky my mum doesn’t know English and that I have a blog. My brother doesn’t know it too, that’s why I can curse him here when he angers me.


Moral of the story is: love your family okay? Especially mother. I’m not so close to my father so HAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh ya, after reading this, take a closer look at your mother and you will have some emotions unless you are that heartless. Bring her out for a shopping trip and pay for her meals. I tell you, she will love you more. Yeah! I’m gonna bring my mum out prob on monday to suntec city coz she saw the ‘touch-already-very-lucky’ de fountain ad in Ch 49 and she was asking how come she don’t know Singapore got fountain. Well, cause she’s mountain tortoise what. bleahs =X


Oh I just saw a talkshow and I think Caucasians are very sweet. Muaha.. that two muscular ang-moh guys were saying that they have to wash the dishes, clothes, cook etc at home instead of their wife. They also don’t go for looks wor! They are not as flirty as they seem to be hur.. imagine WWF the ROCK with osama beard squatting in the toilet washing clothes =X so funny and sweet lar!! (why osama beard?) While aud, lamb and wen going for either Japanese or Koreans, I shall dream of Caucasian man who washes the plates and cooks for me. Ah-ha, it’s good to dream.


Perline informed me that I’ve seduced her brother and he told her that I am very cute and he likes me. He even asked her when will I go to her place again. Muahahah. I like him too because he’s so cute and his ambition is to be a sumo-wrestler. I forgot his name and I called him egg. Muahah one day I should just go kiss him and see how he reacts. =]


P/S: Egg is in primary school.