hmm.. after reading abt aud's blog on the pang-seying thing.. i did reflect on my pang-seying behaviors recently. not that i wanted to but i guess i have to so yea.. when i'm free i will try my best to spend time with the same old grp 9 lar.. i'll try to balance stuffs... i guess i need to be more... more er eh ah.. studious.


aniwae, tml's the celebration for aud and wen rite? yea i'll go.. this one i promise.. if there is lar.. ha.. ah.. but tml is my brother's birthday as well.. hmm.. nevermind.. i'll explain to him MUhaha.. fri nite i'm going msia again for a dunno whether or not it will be relaxing getaway. back on sat or sun, i dunno. safe or not, i dunno.


and i curse the auntie and her family in cck lot 1 foodcourt who eats beside me yday. I have never ever in my life throw temper and ask a stranger to fuck off in the public and nearly resort to violence. thanks to them, i did that. I didn't want to get into this kinda scene and i've always believe that for anything, we shouldn't resort to violence and avoid vulgarities to minimise conflicts and losing face in public areas, simply becoz it looks bad and stupid. i can almost tolerate with anything but not that remark that auntie made. i am very very much affected and offended to the extend whereby i openly did 'stunt' ppl. and stupid evvon and jane jus beside me also din noe wat happen.. i also don wan to cry after they left la.. hahahahahhahaa...dumb..throw face.. but cannot control lar.. arghhhHHHhhhhhh.. not that i really want to.. i really curse them and i'm still cursing them. i mean it.


hmm.. lalala
am i tired?
yes i am.
am i giving up?
no i won't.
am i stressed?
yes i am.
am i depressed?
no i'm not.


someone used to say, life goes on.
i've got to enter the quote back here again.
HEY! life goes on.
no matter what happen.