Arghgg.. I'm kinda really pissed off right now and i kinda need to "complain" a bit here and there. Why am i here so early in the morning?? 7.30A.m neh!! I am having my holidays and why do i have to wake up so early?!!!!! Basket basket BASKET lar!!


Okay, it's all because of my pri sch fren. He used to be quite my good friend thou we only meet up once in a blue moon with other pri sch frens lar. Oh and i used to beat him up then. But ever since he kinda 'confessed' to me, i had no peace. Right now i really wanted to avoid him as much as i can coz i think he is weird and something not right up there.


I already made my stand very very super clear that i dun like him and we shall remain as friends. Then he reply me since i dun accept him den we cannot be friends already. WTF?!!! Okay nvm, if he insist on that way den let it be. Then he started sending me those messages like dear, i love u and stuffs. Excuse me, who's ur dear??!
Is he hallucinating or despo-ing? I refused to reply to his messages coz i din wan drag things further. i was fed up and i blocked him in msn.


I thot he would know his limits but these few days, he 'miss-ed call' me every morning at around 7a.m. before he goes for work i think. WTF!! The first time he called me ard 6.30a.m and i had more than 10 miss calls on my phone. I woke up during the 4th call and i silent my phone. I dunno how long this is gonna last, certainly not forever. Coz i noe there is no forever for anything. waha. But I really want my sleep lar... cmon it's holiday!!!
I kinda feel that he's trying to restrict my movements and freedom, but i'm someone who needs freedom and he's not the one who i am willing to give up my freedom to.


Arghhhh... and i dunno how to get the message across to him already since i've been like so straightforward yet i dunno what is he thinking man. It's not like i've been giving him false hopes then can blame me lar. But this is like..... like shit! really like shit! ppl say that it's good to feel loved by someone but PUUUII!! it's only good when u r being loved by someone u love.


argghhhh... i want to sleep but cannot sleep now coz my brain is being disturbed already. i really want to (*&^&*$^%$#$%$%&&*&*(&*$E$#@!!!@. nvm, maybe go for fusion show later. ok now i shall go watch naruto since i just finished hana kimi. im at episode 223 and naruto grew up to be a fine man already.
end of complain