Guys, i'm feeling better already.. dun worry.. Just that i couldn't move my head much now due to the muscle prob and i kinda need lotsa rest and self-exercise, meaning i move my head from left to right, right to left, up to down and down to up. understand? That could be quite irritating but i try to keep it cool.


Besides that, my days were all spent at home rotting coz i couldn't go out for long either, not very comfortable. But one thing that made me sad esp some days ago.. my fren's mum passed away. That was very sudden and depressing... Because her mum is still so young and the last time i saw her, she was still alright... That really shows how unpredictable life is.. and we should really... do what we wanna do now.. dun wait.. till it's too late. I hope my fren is alright.. it'll be hard but she's strong.. And i'm sorry that i didn't turn up at the wake because of my health at that time.. didn't wan to oppose my mum and not in the right situation to go.. hope she understands...


Anyway, i got to know that news from shark and debbie when they came to visit me.. Yea.. haiz.. oh, and thanks for visiting me.. it helps.. tat time when i was kinda very depress.. and shark still call me almost everyday till now to ask if i'm better. very thoughtful of her, really.. sweet friend.. didn't know she so sweet sey.. haa.. thanks gal.. next time got money treat u shark fin, haha ur fren. oh, and i dun mean other's not sweet lar... others also sweet lar.. er.. just thanks to all k?


And.. huiwen has been very understanding as well.. felt bad that our minor proj got so delayed due to my health thing.. she's been kinda patient with me.. hope i wun 'hai' dao her.. Hmmm i've been reflecting on a lot of things recently.. and i felt i wasn't a nice psn. so i think i need to er.. do some self-reflection and be a better psn, really..


Aniwae, family life is the best to me at the current moment.. as in... everyone cares and it feels really great to be at home. I've been looking at my mum, dad and bro for the past 2 weeks.. how much they had changed and time for me to mature already... Nah.. i'm too childish.. Time for me to take care of them already.. im too pampered at home.. grow up, grow UP!


Er, today my bro and mum were saying that i've been locked at home for so many days and i should get some air outside to see if i get better. So they treated me to watch the movie er... Mr Bean's Holiday. Okay, haha.. that's quite funny, plain stupid lame-shit funny. After that, went back home and dad says there's a surprise for me den he's off to sleep. Err.... ???


So yea.. i went to my room to search for what is the "surprise" and i found 20 bucks in my wallet. haaa.. my bro dun get it man, so this shows that my father is bias towards me now hur~ coz' im the youngest at home!! Wee! And bro says my bag is too heavy and he will get me a "lighter" bag.. if not my muscle got further problem again.. hur hur.. so sweet right..even debbie and all were saying how much my bro had changed esp this year.. i tink everyone in the family is pampering me so much that made me feel so good and so bad..
so good to be pampered and so bad coz i didn't do enough for them..


i shall be a better daughter, better sister.
promise!!