what had i done in my previous life to deserve all these....

i had a great surprise that shocked me last night. while i was watching Naruto inside my brother's room near 11pm.. someone called my hp. i purposely dun wanna pick up coz i lazy and i'm watching er Naruto. But the call came again so i tried to be nice and picked up the call.

This indian said "@#&@^@ delivery". i din catch what was the front part so i " HUH?" then he said.. "&*@#$&@ apple @*#$&@( delivery". =.=" soooooo i replied.." errrrrrrr... i never order pizza lar.. also never order kfc lar.." then he hang up the phone. i was like huh??!!

my bro went out and call for me saying there is a man outside the door. sooo i went to open the door... wah mus be that indian guy who called! he wear red color somemore... so i told him, er i really never order pizza lar.. i never order anything.. u send wrong lar.. u check okay? but i dun see any pizza on his hand. he smiled say u are blah blah blah right, showed me my particulars.. den i ahhhh hah.. ya... den he handled me this brown box thingie and say okay~ after you acknowledge this, pls sign. i signed without getting what the whole thing is about.

after which, he passed me a piece of paper and i saw "sold to evvon tiang" on it. first thot is.. wahh this shark buy thing send to my house never inform what if i sleep already.. coz she malaysian mah.. so usually buy thing may send to my house.. but i see clearer.. there got a note that says " happy birthday hope it come in handy for your new working life! :)" den i'm like HUHHHHhhhhhhh omgggg is she madddd? coz the parcel of thing is actually a ipod classic..!! so stunning sia lar.. of coz run to call her up..

talked to her then noe that she shared the present with debbie and planned it like one month ago etc.. and i realllllllly didnt expect it... i only randomly said that after i worked, i will buy one ipod so i can listen during my rides etc.. and this shark still say ya lor she also wan to buy ipod so she can listen in her office.. then we go around checking out prices.. different mp3 players etc.. she asked me for advice on mp3 players etc... souuuunnded so sincere and that she is really getting one for herself.. so it was all planned out.. she really can win star award best female actress ah.. no hinting nothing.. very very very unexpected.. and my bday is still like so far away..

and she told me debbie almost wanted to get me a laptop and lucky shark reminded her that laptop is not cheap. in fact, laptop is very very expensive larrr.. really vvvvv lucky they din get that if not i go sell backside also cannot pay back.. not that my backside very cheap but i mean laptop is very expensive. i dun wan anyone to get me that.. except for my family members i dun mind lar.. that is a different case u see..

they really you xin le.. say they wanted to make me happy and they think they can afford it so they got it etc.. but seriously, dun need get anything for me i also dun mind, a simple dinner will do.. in fact i dun intend to celebrate and i thought they may have forgotten abt it.. coz these 10 years that we've been together.. we are very used to each other and sometimes we take each other for granted. we celebrate birthdays belated... free then meet, not free dun meet.. i will throw temper at them when i'm moody etc.. when i dun feel like talking, i can keep quiet for the whole day. i dunno how they can tahan sia lar.. seriously i also dunno what i did in my previous life did i deserve some v good friends of mine who can really tolerate my personality.. of coz not only debbie and shark lar.. still got some more.. mus state names? dun wan to state leh but i know very well who are the ones i really must treasure.. i can count!

sooo last night i kept reflecting on this... and thought about so many things these frens did for me... really so much... that i felt quite bad coz i didn't do as much back to them.. i wasn't really very nice to them you see.. wahhhhhhh actually is got guilty de lor... always tell myself i should be a better man next time.. but erm... when can i be a better man? it's so easy to be a bad psn rather than a good one..

shall i console myself...? because they are too good so it made me look bad, so i'm not really bad. i'm normal just that they are too good. okay.. i shall console myself with this.. hurhur.. sooooo i shall try to be a good girl and be a better psn. but i cant guarantee ah.. i think in the end i will still be er... a very er... normal.. psn.. emotions are hard to control ah... and i dun even noe how long more they can bare with it... of coz i hope it will be lifelong... and can dun need treat me so good de... too good will guilty.. normal normal can already.. i know who are the ones who will be my side when i needed them and i'll be by their side too in anytime they need me.. so nxt time we do more economical activities okay.. er dun need upgrade so much.. we go the economical way okay.. if not i really need to sell backside already.. cannot take it sia..

plus i will work harder too! aniwae.. i'll be working for SOLD -> slice of life designs with shiping as well. a brand new company, risk taking but i'll go for it..