On the 20th this month, i had a wonderful xmas party with my "old-friends".
I got to say, i still feel most comfortable with them (*not all but most) because of the "chemistry, trust and understanding". Of coz, it's not that other friends are not good or what, it's just different.

This group of so called "sec sch gang" just give me the feeling that, if something were to happen to me someday *choy*, i'm very sure they will be there to help me through even though we may not meet up often. Definitely, if something were to happen to them, i'll be there for them too. On top of that, they accept me for who i am and vice versa. everyone has flaws in our character and there's no point asking people to change themselves in order to feel "better". we "tekan" each other and none took it to heart, that's how our friendship lasted 10(some 8, yes janie penguin) years and it's still going on.

It's like, sharke dislike my short temper and "ai-mai" attitude *i believe so* and i dislike her "fly me kite" and "many lies don't think i dunno". but we never ask each other to change because we're not saints. we don't give grace. suddenly, i rmbed the day before i met her for dinner and we were on the topic of "trust". i was saying, sometimes i have this feeling that people don't trust me enough because i always play a fool and seldom get "serious". when i'm serious, i get too serious and people were afraid of me or whatever. like i think i "scare" my boss and partner shiping once. haha. guess what shark say. ok don't guess. she said, "don't worry. there's always me around. other people don't trust you, nvm. i trust you can already!" and she carried on eating her food. simple remark, not even really looking at me but i know she meant it. easy, i carried on eating my food as well.

It's also like, janie penguin ganna "tekan" from me some years ago and we didn't speak to each other for like months? 7 months? or more? actually i don't really rmb what was that about but i know for those months thou we were having a "cold war" but we still care for each other. right? right. oh suddenly rmb. think it was some personality issue and i was hoping she could change but she had her own thinking kinda thing. in the end, how did we "patch" ah? nvm, we just "patched". and now, i don't ask her to change and she really, uh never change. hahaha but she also never ask me to change lar. at most "tekan" back lar. who scare who? that day still specially called me during working hours to ask stupid and random questions like "who is fan dao ai?" "she died you know?!! is it a big news? wahh... newspaper all got her photo lehhh". wah lao. i feel like slaughtering the penguin for my dinner then.

see, we're not perfect so let's just make do with it. oh, except for debbie. she's really perfect to me, no flaws. angel, angel angel angel... the only angel i know, the others are civilians. according to my boss's term, debbie gives "grace"~ if god were to give my boss power, i think everyone will die except for debbie. but i believe when we die, debbie will kill herself in order to be with us. then god will revive her and she will kill herself again. ok, i shall not talk about god and grace because i'm a buddist.. amituofu, amituofu.

ok, i realized this is a damn f***ing long entry and since i don't blog so often so nvm lar, this blog can last for quite some time.

gosh, i've drifted so damn far away from my xmas nerd party. ok back.
the nerd party's theme was set by janie penguin and is she really "nerd"?
hai hao only lorrrrrrrrr, still dare to ask me and shark if we were "steady, ready, nerdy?" shark and me got the "are you all kidding feel?!" when ah gong opened the door lor. here comes the pictures!

PHOTOS COPYRIGHT belongs to Janie the penguin. she PS-ed the photos too.

The best host, Fabian and Debbie angel.

Janie penguin and bluey blue blue. penguin u fail lah, ur nerd where got dress so nice one. nerds are suppose to dress badly and wears clothes that don't match at all! ur's very okay lorrrrr...

This cute couple hoon hou *bet no one calls him that* and his candy! (Nice knowing candy! she's cute and nice to talk and play with!)


wah lao, how come shark and me don't have nacho when we came. unfair lor. candy still eat until like that and wenhao's mole got no hair lor.

Peiren trying to be the "bu liang xiao hua"'s Rainie haha...

first group pic before the rest arrive.

comes min and his gf whose's name is very hard to rmb. wenhao say they called her "ah ya" can already. haha nice knowing her too, she can play also lor. looks can be deceiving.


arrival of the ladybird nerd twins, sharkie and me. see we made an impact. when we arrived, they laughed like hell. shit u all. who say must be steadily nerd one?!!!

peeps fighting to take pic with us. ok not really fighting but ya... shy to pose others.

the hosts cutting the logcake!!

our group pic 1, normal behavior.

group pic 2, decided to be more formal.

group pic 3, trying to be funny.

group pic 4, trying to be funny 2 and debbie really dig nose lor! ha! dunno the logcake they ate got her "nose shit" not. lucky i nv eat.

actually still got other funny photos but lazy to post and some still with candy...

ok merry very belated xmas and happy new year soon.

P/S:
Happy birthday to beicheng, joshua and nike!